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Last night we had a little bit of a tiff. Its easy to get swept in the moments of love and say things that are lovley but you may not think about. "Always think before you speak" I have been men...


The absence of you tightens my heart where it becomes hard to breathe. I clench my mind hoping to drown out the memories of you. Just for a moment, give me one breath of pure nothing. Relief, jus...


I appreciated all the input/opinions/advice you guys gave-truly. I have decided to do what most of you suggested-to stay. Honestly I knew it was a silly thought to end the relationship soley on w...


So I have hit a huge speed bump in the relationship. The man is still amazing, wonderful, pretty much perfect for me. When we first started dating I knew about his work schedule. Pretty demanding...


March 07, 2014

Elephant in One sip at a time

I often tip toe around the obvious elephant in the room. Some would say I just want to avoid the hassle of confronting the issue all together. And I sadly would have to agree. Am I wasting my tim...


So update with the new boyfriend. Had the "Meet the folks dinner." It went well, they were nice and funny. I was polite and actually talked (thought i wouldnt being so nervous and all). But what ...


So he wants me to meet his parents on saturday. We said I love you less than 2 weeks ago and now its time for the official parents dinner. I tried to let him know I feel a little uneasy about it ...


February 25, 2014

Taggered Love in One sip at a time

Mother never told me how hard love would be. The small gestures we deem as "red flags" we often time see too late. The eager thirst of wanting to feel needed clouds our judgement of real or true ...


February 21, 2014

Cleansed in One sip at a time

Thank you everyone for your comments, they do help---more than you think. I went ahead and did the clensing thing (delete old photos/emails/anything of "us") and it actually felt great. I know wh...


So my ex and I split at the end of November. We were together for three years and I left due to him not showing affection. It was hard (from his words) to express how he feels. Long story. Well, ...


February 19, 2014

Can I love myself? in One sip at a time

I lay awake at night not understanding what my heart is trying to tell me. I feel as if i am in love, but my brain knows it has only been one month. This is not love-it is lust. Has to be. I cra...


I sometimes catch myself looking around the room and not understanding how I got here. So many years under me and yet I feel so unprepared for my future. It seems to be happening without my say. ...


Friday for valentines ......where do I begin? I had been excited all week to see him. We have been dating for about a month now and we were just getting to really know each other. He brought me t...


February 13, 2014

Stupid heart in One sip at a time

People discuss relentlessly how much they desire true love. As if it is some inevitble pull against their will. The heart is fickle in the ways it can be weightless. Consequences are overlooked, ...


February 11, 2014

In love in One sip at a time

I am breathing deeply today. Slow, steady, just feeling the air fill my lungs. My eyelids close gently every time then i begin a new breath and they open slowly as I let the air out. Just breathe...


February 10, 2014

Too Fast? in One sip at a time

We yearn for the advice of others to help guide our hearts. Expeciting their lessons learned in life to save us a mistake here and there. We focus on their wisdom as if the words were written in ...


February 07, 2014

A heart like yours in One sip at a time

I could easliy love you. Your sweet, good nature beckons me to stay a little longer everytime I see you. So easy to fall, so easy to forget what love just did to me. Do I want this? Am I in a pla...


February 06, 2014

Where did I go? in One sip at a time

Fingertips white, color gone due to my hands clentching too tightly. Long, bony, narrow, and thin; I hardly recognize these hands anymore. Slowly uncurling them; I see the indents my nails have m...


February 05, 2014

Premature lover in One sip at a time

In a vibrant array of confusion I stumbled on your doorstep. I craved touch, I craved distraction, I craved feeling. I am not fully myself and you are expecting something whole. I apologize in ad...


You came into my life with such a gracious nature I almost mistook you for an old friend. With an awkward touch I began to fall in love with you within days and within weeks I could not stand to ...


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