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It's not you I fear, It's the feelings in here.

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I hurt I’m angry My life doesn’t feel up to me These feelings The shame What part of me is to blame The hurt This agony What part of me is left to break In you I see Something that has only been ...


July 15, 2024

Touch in Everything and Nothing

This touch that You ignore and The fighting Constantly Feelings That make us weak Unjust and torment A life of misery This cant be The Hand that Tells me I am everything These feelings That go i...


June 19, 2024

Crazy in Everything and Nothing

I smile, but I’m not all right Brain away, she doesn’t see it Her head is elsewhere Thinks her feelings are clear I sit and scream In silent agony Away from the words that She says to me She hide...


April 26, 2024

A Drag in Everything and Nothing

Live in a small room Pull clothes out of a bag Space unrecognized This is a drag Small pain Everyday Little cuts This is not it Same, small space Twisted Around You Small pain Everyday Little cut...


Adrenaline Rushing Time, that I feel How, I don’t belong here Test me The results are unclear I’m dying All alone The way It has to be You’re all Too far behind We have our own struggles So much ...


February 28, 2024

You lied to me in Everything and Nothing

Sharpen the blade Let it run up river Raining red today And it’s you that I see You’re the one who is hurting me Lies from your mouth Contradictions endlessly My lifetime of pain Feed me misery A...


Is it not the reason Struggle with forgiveness Unknown is unclear Sight today Falling apart yesterday This world is still biting Unforgiving The look is unclear Unfortunate Hiding The walls closi...


November 13, 2023

Sex in Everything and Nothing

Candles burn She lit them Shadows dance Fires kiss Her cheeks red Eyes lit She reaches in Fires kiss Is this it Are we one Relentless Her kiss


October 03, 2023

Fade Away in Everything and Nothing

Ugh, I just want to pull down your pants My tongue left to find Those feelings you keep inside Let go tonight My tongue, soft and right wrapped around my finger Pull away when It’s right Blissful...


September 14, 2023

Blue Eyed Girl in Everything and Nothing

Let me see the skin underneath your clothes Let me kiss the parts of you that make you lose control Eyes connected, you recharge me Soulmate, wrap your arms around me Use those lips and fucking k...


August 13, 2023

Tonight in Everything and Nothing

One look into her eyes She reaches down inside of me Tonight we bleed We sing It’s not so far This isn’t hard She reaches into me Tonight we sing These feelings we breed One look in my eyes She c...


August 11, 2023

Gemini in Everything and Nothing

She sees into me with Those Gemini eyes One look I know She’s right Falling This shouldn’t feel so good In her arms Reminded I’m something She feels with me Those Gemini eyes Her touch is right I...


March 07, 2023

Unfilled in Everything and Nothing

Overwhelming rage is all I feel I sit on deaths door She welcomes me Hands extended will she be there? Cold, her dark expression My obsession Extended hands Are nowhere Extended rage this isn’t ...


Left of this Right there Hand held apology Your grievance boxed Emotionally wrapped Pattern shot Tears stored Nothing is welcome here I am me, only me Pieces, silently fall Waiting for their demi...


become judged carrying the thoughts of others look shoot see that line that was supposed to be you sick weary these cant be real feelings because I am nothing nothing screaming where am I when so...


January 08, 2021

Piece in Everything and Nothing

It’s not that I don’t care Love is hard, it’s soft and full of feelings I had mine ripped out Not sure what replaced them I’m broken Feed on depression Hate rises I’m disconnected I love you That...


December 19, 2020

Engraved in Everything and Nothing

The wall Eyes engraved They say nothing I should be angry Left alone These words, wasted I’ll always love you I am the incomplete Letting go Remembering The hardest feelings I know I should be an...


December 19, 2020

M in Everything and Nothing

Cold Inside I forgot everything These feelings are coming to an end I want to hug you Feel you Look in to your eyes I need to know what was left behind Through my eyes I beg you Don’t say goodbye...


December 19, 2020

Filter in Everything and Nothing

I wish I could tell you what I’m worth Compliance, Destruction Fires are burning out in us all Water, drenching us in pride Reckless, hatred Burn! Your life dislocated The womb, too cold to carry...


I don’t like this fight It felt better buried inside The grasp holds me tight Entangled in misery If I let you see You wouldn’t believe If I let you feel You would hate me Tangled memories I don’...


March 05, 2020

Miss You in Everything and Nothing

I wish I could say anything of meaning It’s really hard The words I hide I don’t know why That’s OK What I write here wont reach you anyway The weight I feel Heavy, because I miss you


I sat and stared Mirror broken All things left unsaid I hold back The atrocity I feel you Here By my side The cold My weakness The shame I wish you Would talk to me Shadow I follow, carelessly ...


I sat and waited I wish I knew before Inside I’ve changed Fell further away today I’m in my head What is this feeling Blackened self Losing everything The slow goodbye These feelings aside What I...


February 26, 2020

Bury and Die in Everything and Nothing

Behind these eyes The mystery Smile on my face Wont reveal anything This pressure, deep Heavy heart takes a seat Out of me the feelings creep I fall back in to place Nobody knows who I am It’s h...


February 26, 2020

Pain in Everything and Nothing

All of these memories cling like hot grease Nothing feels good anymore Compassion never got me anything Depression is my enemy But at least it’s always here for me The cycle hurts What have I don...


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