Lupo Solitario
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”
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ugh in A New Chapter
My life is a fucking mess right now. I suppose the only exciting part about this year is that I am going to be forced to make some big ass decisions..that really, have been coming for a long time...
not x-mas in A New Chapter
This year Christmas does not feel like Christmas. I have to work through most of December. I could have really thrown a fit about it but work is offering to pay any unused vacation time for the f...
hum.. in A New Chapter
Wanted to write but now that I am here..I kinda don’t want to..haha I had to drive east of Orlando this Friday. This is an unpopular taste but I actually enjoy driving. There is something that p...
Moving forward in A New Chapter
So I haven’t really written much about it but my life has changed pretty drastically. It’s only been about 3 months since I made my switch to daytime hours. I no longer have to take naps all the ...
And the correct response is.. in A New Chapter
So I ended up getting the job. Some nerve wrecking moments until I got that acceptance email. The last 2 weeks have been pretty intense with lots of big changes, mostly positive. I got on here t...
That time of the year in A New Chapter
So the interview went well. Surprisingly well. I ended up having two. The first time I showed up I clocked into the computer as I always do. I find an e-mail saying that the woman who was suppose...
hmm.. in A New Chapter
So things have been decent lately. After my last entry, I got to spend a nice night with the lady. In a curious moment, the tables kind of turned. We went from me struggling to her. Ever since sh...
The motions in A New Chapter
Things have been ok lately. Which is good..but it’s also bad I guess? I wish they could be a little bit more fun. As I have been talking fro a million years, I currently feel kind of trapped. Rig...
A reflection in A New Chapter
It is complicated and I will take the time to explain it during a different occasion because I don’t feel like digging it all up. I feel that I have hit a dead end career wise. I am trying to m...
insert title here in A New Chapter
I couldn’t think of one really. Things have gotten better since that last entry I wrote. However, I suppose I am growing tired of the cycle. We do well for a while and then she has a major meltd...
It is what it is in A New Chapter
I am not really sure what to think anymore. Am I wasting my time trying to rescue a relationship that is doomed? the last year and a half has been a disaster. Lately, or rather in recent months, ...
The Real Disaster Artist in A New Chapter
Things have been going a little better. My father, I have gone from respecting him a lot a a man to losing complete faith in him in a few years. I am not really sure where to begin but the way he...
The euology of AIM in A New Chapter
A few days ago I heard the news that AOL would be discontinuing their AIM service (AOL Instant Messenger.) It is a strange feeling, for me and so many people of this generation, AIM was such a co...
T. Errible or a sad entry in A New Chapter
It has been quite some time since I have written here. In fact, it has been a little bit over a year but I am back for the time being. I guess I have reserved myself from writing here in a long ...
Hole in A New Chapter
So.. An ongoing theme of my diary is this weird hole that I feel in my life. I don’t really know what it is. Sometimes I sit down and think of what really makes it go away. Now, I am not going to...
Centuries in A New Chapter
It has been such a long time since I sat down and took the time to spill my thoughts. I also feel kind of guilty..i think I have not written here in almost a year. The other day it popped into m...
That face in A New Chapter
I have always had a serious look. It is just part of my genetics I suppose. Lombroso would have a riot with me I imagine. My grandfather always looked serious and so did my father. I don’t really...
Spoiled in A New Chapter
The other day I was talking with Jessica about what excites me. She was bummed because lately nothing seems exciting. Holidays don’t mean shit anymore because everyone is always working, everythi...
A farewell to Frida in A New Chapter
Today we had to make a very difficult family decision. One of our dogs, Frida, had to be put to sleep. She had been dealing with health issues in recent months. It all started out when her stomac...
Old friend in A New Chapter
It has certainly been some time since I came here to vent out. Life has just been too busy. I suppose I always get caught up on wanting to write a ton to catch up the world on what I have been up...
The Emperor's Return in A New Chapter
Life has taken some interesting turns. Some good and some bad. It is a lot to explain and it will take time. I am mostly concerned of growing professionally at the moment. I have finally reached ...
The Buenos Aires Years in A New Chapter
It is funny how the mind sees something and reacts to it..creating links to previous occurrences from our life time. The other day, I was watching footage from the new Mortal Kombat game showed a...
Going about it in A New Chapter
Sometimes I can't believe the shit I write in here. I guess I freak out at times..just like everyone else. The main difference is that I typically don't discuss it with anyone and keep it to myse...
Change in A New Chapter
Sitting in my living room. My TV is blasting house music from Holland. I am drinking a glass of water. Before water, I was drinking Jameson Irish Whiskey. I have been very thoughtful this pa...
Biggest Dissapointment in Life in A New Chapter
The other day I was talking to a friend about disappointments in life. Various topics came up, ranging from college, family relations, music to much more. I really looked deep to answer this one...
