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I need to make good on my New Year’s Resolution. March has blurred by. I turned 43 a couple of weeks ago. As usual, every time my biological odometer rolls over, I am compelled to take invent...

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I gotta’ lose weight. I keep gaining and gaining and gaining, and not necessarily in a bad way, but too much is too much. A couple of years ago, I injured my right knee, which required surgery...

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I need to write in here more, and I don’t just mean that from an if-I-have-a-journal-I-should-make-use-of-it mentality. I’ve been storing up and dwelling on lots of thoughts of resentment. My ...

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I thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, And the day before that, too. I think of you in silence. I often speak your name. But all that’s left of...

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Five weeks ago, this from this morning, my Calico walked out her pet door to pass away. The pain initially was like a busted fire hydrant, an unending, high-pressure cascade of grief. After a ...

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It’s been a full week without my Calico kitty. I just feel so sad. There was a bit of plot twist last night, but not for the better. I spent Friday evening canvasing the rest of my neighborho...

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I know I haven’t written in here in so long. I keep meaning to, but it so hard just to make myself do it, especially, when my life is so unchanging. However, now I’m in a crisis of sorts, and I...

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It’s becoming an annual tradition that every summer some cataclysmic event strikes my home and cost me a boat load of money. Two years ago, water started pooling at a spot in my front lawn. I c...

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I’m falling off the wagon big time. I previously wrote how I overindulged my spending habits last year. I bought two mountain bikes, some rifles, and a gun safe. I still saved a good bit of mo...

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I turned 41 on Tuesday. At one time I was dumb enough to think age is just a number. That belief has been thoroughly dispelled. I’ve spent the past 6 weeks or so getting over an arm injury. I...

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[Foreward: click the bolded words for pictures. For my life, I can’t get my Prosebox to display the pictures in the body of the entry] Christmas was sublime. That is to say, it was basically a ...

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I’m getting stronger! The right arm still hurts, though. I’ve revised my workout routines, not slowly, but still incrementally. I currently perform a Muay Thai shadow boxing workout twice a we...

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It’s been too long. Nothing significant has happened to me, but it feels like my insides are in a sort of turmoil. I think I’m having a mid-life crisis. Maybe to be more accurate, I’m having a...

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I have a somewhat positive update on my brother. He’s still alive and not in any immediate danger of harming himself. I may save that topic for my next entry because I desperately need to relie...

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I’m afraid I don’t have much if good news, if any at all. When I left off on Tuesday night, Lauren and I had a big win in that we convinced David to talk to the police and reconcile with Nate an...

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My brother tried to commit suicide last week after falling for a crypto-rom scam that fleeced him out of over $1.5 million. Obviously, this entry will be extensive, but I want to document the ev...

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I’m a fairly spend thrift person, partly because of my inherent personality and partly because of my experiences being unemployed. I stick to a sensible budget that includes treats like eating o...

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I went back to my childhood home and retrieved that road cycle I ordered. Since I didn’t get a response to my emails or phone calls, I just showed up unannounced around noon that Saturday. I ba...

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Funny how when you make decision that required much deliberation, life will sometimes pile on top of you. It’s almost like it was waiting for your choice before unleashing a whole bunch of unrel...

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I haven’t been back to jiu jitsu since my last entry. I took several weeks off thinking my shoulder would heal with some basic R&R. When that didn’t happen, I made an appointment with my lo...

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My mom so often used to make that statement when random things would go wrong. It never really registered with me how she must have been feeling, but lately, I find myself relating to that senti...

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I turned 39 on Sunday. It didn’t really register that it was my birthday. It usually doesn’t, but much less so this year. Even without the pandemic I don’t really have any friendships, no clos...

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At my previous company, I encountered a very annoying problem. Specifically, I had a coworker who thought he was my boss. I’ve just recently discovered that the inverse-photonegative of that si...

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Christmas came and went; nothing to report much on my end. I was going to have a socially distant/isolated Christmas, not so much for my own or the public health, but just because I’m perfectly ...

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I saw myself as an old man recently. I don’t mean like I had a vision or a dream or something abstract in either of those manners. I went to take a makeup dental appointment. It was supposed t...

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