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Feeling better. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I think yesterday’s meltdown was due to being tired. I was just exhausted and anytime something happens that is already emotionally difficult to deal with, it seems 10x worse from not being re...
A little bit better outlook. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ve taken a couple of naps on the couch and now that I feel more rested, I’m thinking with a clear mind. I’m still trying to make sense of my conversation with him earlier and glad th...
Emotionally drained, nap time. in Since OD is shutting down....
Just a quick entry before I lay down and nap. I want to start out with saying that what happened this morning is completely and utterly my fault and I blame myself entirely. I took my niece to ge...
Hectic week, back hurts, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been kind of a shitty week and I’m very glad I don’t work again until Tuesday afternoon. Monday night was a fucking joke, Tuesday night I ended up leaving early due to a mishap at work, Wedn...
Kickboxing, work, missed my test. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got up at the usual time, did my usual morning stuff and then decided to go back to bed instead of going to take my test. I’m just so fucking over Anatomy and getting to the point where I can’t...
Woke up feeling the same way. in Since OD is shutting down....
It helps having my niece around because she always cheers me up. I love playing with her and just forgetting about my problems. After she went to sleep last night, I stayed up and did some online...
Rent went up, new job needed. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I was going to work a double today until I got my thing from housing yesterday and come to find out, my rent went up about $90. I am not going to be able to work a lot or else it ends up just ...
I'm so fucking tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I honestly can’t wait to get off work tonight so I can come home and go to bed. I have to leave here soon and hoping it’s a good night. I’m super fucking tired and didn’t even want to do Zumba to...
Weight loss, school, depression study. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so yesterday was great for a lot of reasons. It was just an overall great day because I chose to not let anything bring me down. I was in a good mood the whole day and I don’t know if it’s bec...
Some people really suck at taking hints. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yall remember me talking about the dude from NY? He still texts me everyday and talks about us seeing each other but tonight had the fucking nerve to ask me to buy him a ticket online?! Um are yo...
I need a new outlook on the past. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I worked like 10 hours today so I’m exhausted. It’s almost 1 am and I should be sleeping but I’m off tomorrow an I’m going to be sleeping the fuck in no matter what so it’s okay. I jus...
Everywhere I turn, there's another bad memory! in Since OD is shutting down....
So I looked forward to going out to eat with a friend and everything was going along fine until I ran into my ex. I wouldn’t even have noticed him until he had to talk to me. I was putting food o...
Forgot to talk about a couple of things. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just woke up a little bit a go and I’m about to start my homework. I’d like to get it done so that I can just focus on relaxing after. I’m still super fucking tired and plan to take a nap when ...
Holy shit I was tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a very long week. I’ve been at work until at least midnight all week and all I wanted was to sleep today but my brother wanted me to come for Thanksgiving. I ate like a fat kid loves ca...
Counseling, work, super tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got back from counseling and have to leave for work in about an hour. I was the only manager at work last night and needless to say, my stress level went from 4 to 675 in a matter of minut...
Stressed beyond my fucking limit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I was at work until almost midnight last night trying to figure out the deposit because just as I was almost done, someone had to start talking to me and completely broke my concentrat...
Sleep was nice. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got a good nights sleep and now I just want more! My boss text me and asked if I minded closing 3 nights again and I told her I wasn’t completely excited about it but I love my job so it’s fine...
Work, studying, needing sleep, my heart is closed off. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I worked noon to 5 ish yesterday and noon to 4:30 today. I had my niece last night and it was so hard to sleep with her in my bed as I’m not used to sharing my bed with anyone and I just co...
Shit talkers and no school or work on Thanksgiving. in Since OD is shutting down....
I forgot to mention these two things earlier today in my last entry but I found out a couple of nights ago that people at my work believe I only got my promotion because I’m buddies with the boss...
Tired af. in Since OD is shutting down....
Super fucking tired today and struggled to get out of bed. I know I’m going to drag ass all night at work but after tonight, I’m off for 3 days! I went to my class this morning and was only there...
Silent treatment, diet, work, blah. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I had a little peak into some drama yesterday. I get a random text asking me about my relationship with that boy I work with..ya know the one I made out with that has a girlfriend? Yup. I get ...
Failed ANOTHER test, tired, had kids last night. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I didn’t get off work until after midnight on Thursday night and because I made a decent amount of cash, I got dinner at Denny’s and then came home and studied for a couple of hours. I then go...
Closed as shift leader, nausea going away, no school today. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have a few minutes to write before getting ready for work. I’m going in at noon today per the request of my boss. So last night, it was a great night for tips and things were going fine other t...
Failed another test, snow, didn't go to class. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so apparently I failed yet ANOTHER Anatomy test! I am so beyond pissed right now. I seriously thought I did decent but I guess not. Sometimes I wonder if that teacher just has it out for me. I...
Just whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve spent the entire weekend holed up in my living room taking naps, watching tv and just waiting for the nausea to subside. Today hasn’t been as bad as the past few days but I’m really hoping t...
