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Day off. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I had a helluva time finding the motivation to get out of my bed and actually go stuff today. It’s still super cold here and I’m just completely and utterly over it. I am starting to think we ...
I made a decision. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I just got off work about an hour ago. I finished the week with 45 hours and am tired as fuck. I’m going to have my phone on silent until I’m ready to deal with people tomorrow. I have...
Eric is a fucking psyco~! in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so Eric will text about everyday and most of the time I just blow him off as I’ve known he’s kinda mean and emotionally unstable. Well yesterday he asked if I was seeing someone and I am ...
Relieved, Brian, feeling okay. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday ended up being a pretty decent day. I did go back to sleep for awhile and then I had to call about my Amazon.com credit card and make a payment which wasn't easy since I can't find t...
Dropped out, brokenhearted. in Since OD is shutting down....
Last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life. Brian and I have decided that we are going to part ways. I know that it’s in my best interest but I’m hurting to the point where I keep...
Never surprised. in Since OD is shutting down....
I honestly don’t even know what to say or how to feel anymore. I know that it would probably help if I ever got enough sleep but right now I’m really upset and depressed. So Brian text me earlier...
I want to drop out of school, new guy. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I spent the weekend worrying and stressing over homework to the point where my weekend was ruined. It’s been like this since the semester started and I just don’t know how much more I can take...
Birthday party, Eric update! in Since OD is shutting down....
The birthday party was a pretty good time, I just got home about an hour ago. My brother, his girlfriend and my niece are staying at the hotel. We had pizza, chicken, cake and everyone went swimm...
I got my Belviq!!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
Yesterday ended up being a pretty decent day even though I didn’t make shit for tips. I got off work about 11:30 and slept like a fucking rock. My nurse called me back while I was at work saying ...
Exhausted. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve realized just how tired I am and if I don’t cut back my hours at work and start having more free time, I’m going to end up saying fuck it and giving up on everything. I don’t have time to...
Same shit, different fucking day. in Since OD is shutting down....
I honestly feel like I’m just going to break. From working so much, homework, trying to be there for my niece and now my ‘friend’ blowing me off after I paid him to hook up my stereo, I’m so fuck...
Valentine's, work, sleeping in tomorrow! in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so last night my emotions were kinda all over the place, mainly due from being super sleep deprived. I worked 10am until 8:15 last night and made $133 in tips. Yes, I’m super stoked about th...
Fuck Valentine's Day. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alrighty so I haven’t written for a few because I’ve been so busy with work. I have 39 hours as of right now and I work all day tomorrow. I’m tired as a motherfucker and am gonna go pass out afte...
Tired, school, work, life. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m tired as fuck. I worked Friday until 8pm, was off Saturday but had to get my deck put in and have my niece who doesn’t like to fall asleep and then I ended up working 11-8pm on Sunday. I was ...
Fucking tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I honestly feel like I’m inches or seconds away from a fucking breakdown due to never getting enough sleep or time to relax. I’ve been so busy lately and it’s started to get to me. I honestly fee...
I'm just done. Shut down. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve decided after the recent events trying to just have companionship with new people, I give up. I will just deal with the loneliness factor as it’s cheaper, less stressful and don’t have to wo...
I just need to bitch. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so that guy that I banged it down with came over last night. He had ordered pizza the night before and didn’t eat it all (didn’t off me any) so he asked last night if he could come get the res...
Making mistakes and shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so there’s been some new things going on lately. Um first of all I banged it down with some dude last night. He is brothers to a guy I met a couple of times and he ended up coming over to chil...
Caught up on homework for now. in Since OD is shutting down....
Last night I ended up having to close because someone wasn’t feeling good and I made $68. I think that was pretty good for Tuesday night. I have to put some money on my car note, pay for an oil c...
Beautiful weather! in Since OD is shutting down....
The weather has been absolutely beautiful today and yesterday! It’s about 74 right now and I’m completely loving it and it makes me so happy to know that Spring is coming very soon!!! I was gonn...
Work, got my nails done, kids! in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I ended up working about 10.5 hours yesterday. I worked 10:45 to 4pm and then 4:30-8:30 at our other location. I made about $82 in tips which isn’t bad but it was the craziest fucking night...
Tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am so fucking glad it’s almost the weekend. I went to my training thing for the care giver job (I’m still not sure if I will take it or not) and it only last until 1pm yesterday instead of 5 so...
Weekend, impatient, feeling fat. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my weekend was pretty great except I didn’t feel like I got enough time to myself and as much sleep as I wanted. I hung out with my friend Friday and Saturday night which was awesome and then ...
Sleep deprived, frustrated, feeling out of sorts. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a very busy first week of the semester and I’m fighting to catch up on sleep. I had my niece last night because I didn’t get her last weekend but she’s gonna be going home soon and then...
I'm gonna be fine no matter what. in Since OD is shutting down....
So work tonight wasn’t too bad except tips were fucking ridiculous and we were dead the last hour an half I was there. I had a pretty decent night though and was glad that I napped earlier or the...
