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Counseling. in Since OD is shutting down....
i had my appointment a little bit ago and I want to write about the things my counselor said before I forget. He said that it’s possible Eric doesn’t know that he’s fucked up and it’s easier for ...
I get it. in Since OD is shutting down....
Work was pretty decent tonight. We weren’t as busy as we expected due to the snow but I still managed to make $51. I’m happy with that. I’m glad I was able to stay few extra minutes too. My brot...
Abuse. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday was yet another day of drama, insults, and abuse. Eric wouldn’t leave my friend alone and had yet more nasty things to say. He had sent her a message that read “she and that ugly lit...
Random thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had a pretty good night at work last night and hope tonight is just as good. I gotta get gas, go to the bank and get my car washed before I get there today. I really wish I could ever nap befor...
And even more shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alrighty so I have been waiting to hear if Eric’s been served or not. I finally called and apparently he hasn’t and was told that if they think he’s hiding, they may extend the court date and if ...
Work week is over finally. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ugh, I have been up since 6am. I don’t know why, probably just glad it’s my Friday and I have the next 2 days off. I got my oil changed this morning and I have a friend that works there so he gav...
More thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have counseling soon so I’m going to make this quick. Since I took the paperwork to the Sheriff’s Office, I finally feel like I have some control over this situation. Whether he was just saying...
More shit happened. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ll start with yesterday. Eric had messaging my friend all morning talking about how once it’s confirmed the baby is his, he can just sign over his rights and ‘that’s that’ and then a...
Weekend, BD drama. in Since OD is shutting down....
The weekend was absolutely wonderful. My Mom spent the night Sunday night. We got groceries, went to the dollar store and we bought a shit ton of baby clothes for some lady for $20. We went throu...
Anxiety, stress, headaches! in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m not sure even how to start talking about this shit. It all started a couple of days ago when I let my anxiety get the best of me really bad where when I think about something too long, I get ...
Child Support. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve gotten several notes about child support that are super informative and I get a lot out of hearing other people’s stories. There’s been several women who’ve wrote me about not filing and I t...
Whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I decide to creep Eric’s facebook page this morning. He’s posted a new profile picture with his girlfriend. This definitely hurts in more ways than one and I need to stop lurking because it...
Inspection, cat wound, Mom and brother came. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so my inspection was to be Friday at 2pm. My Mom came and helped me get the cats into the car, hide all the cat stuff just for the stupid landlord to be fucking late. I finally call her and sh...
3 hours before work. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got up early like I normally do and did laundry. I got some carpet stuff that I let sit for awhile and then vacuumed up. I changed out the wax in my warmers too. My inspection is tomorrow so I’...
Nurse visit. in Since OD is shutting down....
My visit with the nurses was great, as always. They were here about 2 hours this time. I just love having visitors in general and being able to connect with other people. They get me and that mak...
Dr and then ER visit. in Since OD is shutting down....
My Mom and little brother came with me to the dr yesterday. It was nice that they came and my Mom said she plans to be involved with my baby so hopefully she stays true to her word. When we were ...
My weekend has started. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just did day shifts today, yesterday, and Thursday. I am super tired and glad to be home. It’s been windier than fuck all damn day so I got groceries on my way home so I wouldn’t have to go any...
Positive. in Since OD is shutting down....
Things have been going okay the past few days. I’m still feeling good and the hormones have stabilized considerably. I’m really focused on just being happy and taking it one day at a time. I was ...
I feel like myself. in Since OD is shutting down....
Since Friday morning, even before I got the news about having a little girl, I feel sane. I don’t feel as hormonal and even when I think negative or a memory pops into my head, I’m sad for a mome...
My dream came true!! in Since OD is shutting down....
Yesterday started off shitty, thanks to my hormones. I was bawling and inconsolable. I had an incredible night at work and made some decent money for a change. No one pissed me off and everyone w...
Nurse visit, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
So the nurses came and visited for about an hour. I definitely think this is going to be a great thing for me. They are going to come every week for awhile and even after the baby comes. They see...
Whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been a lot more stable emotionally since yesterday. I hope it lasts. I only got to work 2.5 hours last night because we were dead as fuck. If this continues, I’m going to find another job. I...
A few more thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got tacos for supper, took a bath, and talked to my friend on the phone. She brought up a really good point that I forgot about. I was talking about how I have plenty of information on him and ...
Another day alone. in Since OD is shutting down....
My days off are fucking terrible. I’m always happy to be at home and not go to work but sitting here alone in my apartment gets really depressing and mundane. I had to go take in my urine sample ...
Dr appt, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
My dr appointment went well but I was seriously there for about 2 hours and then had to go to this other place across town for them to take my blood. I opted to do the Harmony test which is where...
