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Cat vaccines, stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday I woke up bound and determined I was going to find someone to give the kittens their first round of booster shots. I messaged my Mom asking her if she was going to be in town at all ...
Kitty stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I was off yesterday for the first time ever in the middle of the week because I had to work Monday. I started feeling really empty and alone starting Thursday night and it spilled over into ye...
It's more clear now. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so BD has been back since last month. We have hung out a couple of times since last Monday. Basically, he’s still in the same spot as he always was. He still doesn’t have a job, car, or a stab...
More thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m still thinking about everything with my BD and I’m still very frustrated that neither one of my friends have blocked him and keep engaging in conversation with him. I wish they understood as ...
Money, meeting, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ugh, I’m really sick of worrying about money. I had a conversation with a co-worker yesterday and he told me he doesn’t even know why he still works there. I let him know that I’m going to be app...
Days off. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a good couple days off. I didn’t do much or hear from anyone but it still went alright. I was able to get 2 of me medications today so I don’t have to worry about making another trip un...
Dead end. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so he finally wrote my friend back yesterday and basically, there’s no way to have any kind of contact with his Mother. He’s still being super difficult and doesn’t want to even attempt to mak...
Another week down. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a pretty decent week for money. I’m actually content with what I’ve made. I got some groceries last night, along with some toilet paper and laundry detergent for me and the baby. I foun...
Glad it's almost bedtime. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got super dizzy earlier so I laid down and took a nap. The feeling was still kinda there when I woke up so I checked and my blood sugar was 69 so I ate. I didn’t think it was that low but defin...
Lawyer, job stuff. in Since OD is shutting down....
I met with the lawyer today and things went good. She basically confirmed everything I already knew from stuff I’ve read online and the things my friends have told me. Basically, it would be easi...
Bored as shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
So the last 2 days I’ve had to work I’ve slept a lot before I had to be there but now that it’s my day off, I struggled to take a nap. It’s really frustrating because I haven’t had anything to do...
Work. in Since OD is shutting down....
Tonight was decent. I didn’t make much and left an hour early because it was so fucking dead. I hate Tuesday and Wednesday nights. I like it because it’s not super hard, but I hate not making rea...
DONE! in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so I had a pretty decent week, except for yesterday. We were supposed to take LO to the circus and my brother sabotaged it, at least for me. He had known about this for over a week and then ye...
Bills, back to work. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ugh, so I have to send my rent check today. I paid my dental insurance as well. I was almost 2 months behind because I didn’t have enough to pay it with my last check. It really sucks not being a...
Feeling alright. in Since OD is shutting down....
I talked to my friend this morning and then got an appointment with lawyer for the middle of May, picked up circus ticket and went to counseling. I’m definitely glad I went because my counselor r...
What's best. in Since OD is shutting down....
I go to work in a couple of hours. I just had another prenatal appointment. Baby’s heart rate is 152 and my blood pressure is good but she didn’t say what it was. They increased one of my dosage ...
And there's more. in Since OD is shutting down....
So today’s bullshit is that he plans on getting help where he lives now because he doesn’t want to come back here. If he doesn’t want to come back before the baby is born, then chances are he’s n...
What I want. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I guess he told my friend yesterday that he plans to return in a couple of weeks and get into counseling as soon as he gets here. She didn’t send me these screenshots. She also didn’t send me ...
I want better. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I stupidly took a late nap this afternoon and then woke up feeling super grumpy and detached. It took me almost 2 hours to feel completely awake and the grumpy that I felt never went away. I h...
Couple things. in Since OD is shutting down....
The first thing I need to talk about is something that happened last night at work. My manager and another dude were giving me a hard time about me only working 20 hours a week. They don’t unders...
Bad day. in Since OD is shutting down....
My day was fine until I went outside to check the mail and my brother and niece were outside. She called my name and waved. I waved back and hurried to get inside. It killed me that she just stoo...
Easter. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m yet spending another holiday alone. I got up this morning and had to get a few last minute things from the store for my stew. Friday afternoon I spent 2 hours cleaning out my bedroom closet a...
Negativity is getting super old. in Since OD is shutting down....
Again I want to make this extremely clear: this is MY diary and I’ll write whatever the fuck I want. I tend to be a very passionate person and will write about what’s upsetting me and say whateve...
The drama continues. in Since OD is shutting down....
He’s been messaging my friend since yesterday. He started by saying how he fessed up to his mistakes and now will be paying for it for the next 5 years. I guess he said he was hoping I would have...
Fatigue, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been massively tired lately and I struggle to get through the day. I got some sample prenatal pills from my OB and took them today and yesterday but now I’m constipated so I can’t keep tak...
