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Bullshit, all the way. in Since OD is shutting down....
So since my brother isn’t calling me back soon enough, I need to rant about a couple of things. First off, my Mom works now even though she was retired and hadn’t worked in 2 years. I am annoyed ...
Control and choices. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have never considered myself a control freak or thought that I may have control issues whatsoever but now that I’m a parent, I realize that I need to have some control over things to be okay. ...
Contradictory statements. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my brother....he has been told at least a hundred times to stop talking to my child’s sperm donor and to block him. Well, my brother does but then unblocks him and then sperm donor messages hi...
Brainwashing. in Since OD is shutting down....
My brother and I had a conversation on my birthday about my parents. We still believe that my Mom is being brainwashed. She hasn’t babysat in about 3 months now and I’m sure all hell would break ...
Alrighty. in Since OD is shutting down....
So we took the kids to the event we had here in town. It wasn’t too bad but a lot of waiting in lines and my back was absolutely killing me towards the end. I’m just glad the kids had fun because...
Job interview. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been doing a lot of thinking about my job interview tomorrow and I’m already feeling there’s a huge red flag that I just can’t ignore. I had asked about working at the location that’s clos...
My thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
My birthday was yesterday and it was a pretty good day. My daughter and I went to Starbies to get my free birthday drink and I got her a cake pop. Burger King for breakfast and then my Mom came f...
My thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have spent a lot of time thinking about the future and what I really want. I know that I want to move and start fresh in a new place but I also worry about my problems being way more stressful ...
Boundaries. in Since OD is shutting down....
I want to talk a little bit about boundaries and how impossible it’s been to have them dealing with toxic, narc people. So my Dad sexually abused me as a child and has always been really weird. E...
No one. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been thinking about some stuff. So I got a protection order against my kid’s Dad when I was about 6 months pregnant because he threatened to kill me. He still kept contacting my friend and...
Counseling part 2. in Since OD is shutting down....
I woke up this morning and decided I was going to drop my kid off with the babysitter and go to my appointment. I didn’t think I would because gas prices are absolutely insane and I didn’t want t...
Moving thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve heard back and I’m thinking I need more time to decide what I really want. I know that I don’t want to stay here but I also worry that moving several hours away could end up in complete disa...
Physically tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I feel very accomplished today. I got my daughter on the bus and then had my shower and ate breakfast. I picked up my medications and then dived right into cleaning up my daughter’s room. I haule...
Chill day. in Since OD is shutting down....
We stayed home and just ate food. Daughter took about a 4 hour nap. I didn’t really nap but enjoyed the peace and quiet. I’ve cleaned up the house so I don’t wake up to a mess in the morning. I ...
I am still going. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so up until last weekend, my daughter and niece didn’t see each other in about 2 months, again. I went over there and broke the news that we are moving. My brother thinks that I should just ...
Preliminary cleaning. in Since OD is shutting down....
I decided to go through the cupboards in the kitchen and clean them out. I want to start the cleaning/organizing phase of potentially moving. I’ve made calls today and have to call again tomorrow...
Job. in Since OD is shutting down....
School started 2 hours late today and my daughter didn’t want to go. She woke up later than usual and said she didn’t feel good and had a headache. Once she had breakfast and got dressed, she wan...
Blocked. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, so while I was on the phone with my friend last night I decided to unblock him where I discover he had blocked me! I also noticed his Mother has me blocked as well. I don’t know how to f...
More thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s just so cold today and we’ve just hung out inside staying warm. I’ve cleaned and organized some stuff and now my daughter is laying down with her phone and just relaxing. I’ll be surprised i...
The weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....
It was a pretty decent weekend. We hung out for my nieces birthday on Saturday and then hung out yesterday for awhile. Got groceries at Walmart and then the kids came home with me so I could put ...
Yeah, no. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve done a lot of thinking since last night and realize that since I’d be packing/loading and unpacking by myself then I plan to just stay or find a place here. My friend is already setting the ...
Potentially moving. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been wanting to move for the better part of 10 years. I have a friend that’s about 5 hours away in a city I’ve been wanting to live in for years and I’ve started to process to go. I’ve gotte...
Weather. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s really cold, windy, and snowy today. My daughter is at school so I’m just sitting here. I need to get some stuff from the store but I’m just not really into braving the cold and snow. We’ll ...
I hate my Mother. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so....yesterday I showered and went to use my frizz spray and discovered whatever was in the bottle was water. So I check the other bottled stuff that was up in my medicine chest in my ba...
Kindergarten and parent teacher conference. in Since OD is shutting down....
So we had our conference today over the phone and I’m happy to report that my daughter is doing absolutely amazing in school! She knows all of her letters, most of her vowels and can write her na...
