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Anger. in Since OD is shutting down....
I don’t know where to start. I’ve gotten some messages about my last entry. I admit, I’m very angry. I can honestly say that the anger has consumed me. I don’t know who I am without it. I really ...
Rough morning. in Since OD is shutting down....
I wake up to my daughter telling me that there’s puke all over the floor. I clean it up and shampoo the carpet. Then, she tells me she wants a breakfast sandwich so I fix her breakfast and go lay...
Parental burn out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I can’t explain how fucking tired I am. My body hurts, I have a killer headache and my kid has been just terrible all day. We went and did the backpack thing yesterday. My Dad of course had to go...
Burnt out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I feel really exhausted, stressed, overwhelmed and frustrated. I’ve gotten a break from my daughter 3 different times all Summer and it was a total of 7 hours. I had to reschedule my Dr appointme...
13 days! in Since OD is shutting down....
School starts in less than 2 weeks. I can’t believe how fast time has gone!! Things have definitely gotten better. We got our new AC a couple of weeks ago, I got my car fixed and picked it up yes...
Maybe, just maybe. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I creeped that filthy website he’s on and it looks like he’s going to a convention about 7 hours away from the 2nd-5th and is possibly moving there. I was originally annoyed that he got to dri...
School supplies. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so we ended up getting school supplies and a backpack at a church thing a few minutes ago. I had to get cat food at Target and we got Starbucks. I also bought toilet paper as we were running...
Effort. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s very saddening, humbling, and sometimes devastating that no one makes much effort with my daughter. I feel like people would truly be happy if neither one of us existed. My whole life has be...
Effort. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s very saddening, humbling, and sometimes devastating that no one makes much effort with my daughter. I feel like people would truly be happy if neither one of us existed. My whole life has be...
No sitter. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so my Mom agreed to watching my daughter tonight, she’s backed out because I refuse to ride in the same car with my little brother. I invited him to go and he finally decided a couple of ...
Car problems in Since OD is shutting down....
So my car is going to sit broke down until the 31st when I tow it somewhere. I can’t afford the $600 that every mechanic wants to fix it so I’m going to go the cheaper route where I only have to ...
People disgust me. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways so the family friend that was supposed to fix my car has bailed. I guess my Dad talked to him yesterday and reminded him that he was paid for both cars and he needs to own up to his end. ...
Life, or lack thereof. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been hard timing it today. I see on that filthy website that he has a cell phone number and he was trying to find hook ups. I’m not jealous that he hooks up with people but I’m jealous that ...
Silver lining. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I woke up to an email saying that my counselor is out sick today so I need to reschedule. I’m not super upset that I won’t see her today but it sucks that I had it set up for my Mom to babysit...
Introvert. in Since OD is shutting down....
Sometimes I think about how nice it is to not deal with anyone if I don’t want to. I like not having a job where I have to put up with other people and their rudeness. There’s a lot of times I tr...
August 1st. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s already almost 100. Super hot. It’s going to be pretty hot for the next few days. We are keeping cool though. I really don’t have much planned for today other than straightening up the house...
Message. in Since OD is shutting down....
So, he has several profiles on Facebook and apparently messaged my friend on the 18th wanting to take her swimming and for the whole weekend. She didn’t see it until today. I think it’s not only ...
Reality. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, in the midst of my desperation my brother’s friend showed up at looked at the cars. He’s going to fix them and it sounds like by next week I’ll be back on the road. I got one car part an...
Car problems in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways so I’ve contacted an agency that helps with car repairs and it’s a lot of hoops to jump through. Apparently they need 3 estimates and they could decide not to cover the bill if it’s too m...
Car broke down. in Since OD is shutting down....
I took my daughter to the park yesterday and on our way home, the car decided to run really shitty and then die so we ended up waiting about 4 hours for a tow. It was hot, we had very little wate...
Predator. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been doing some thinking about my Mom asking if my daughter can go with them to run errands and I don’t know if it’s because she asked just to be the peace keeper or it was my Dad pushing it...
Today. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I had just left the conversation with my Mom up in the air yesterday. I sent an email this morning letting them know I wouldn’t be coming to my appointment and that I needed to reschedule. No ...
Wowzers. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so I told my Mom about a week ago that I had my counseling appointment tomorrow at 10am. I ask her about it again today where she says that they have a bunch of errands to run and how she ‘f...
Emotions. in Since OD is shutting down....
I still don’t have a working phone. I have a bunch of calls to make, starting with scheduling my daughter’s check up and I want to get that done before school starts. I’m hoping by next week I’ll...
HOT! in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s triple digits today. It’s been massively hot for the last several days but today is the worst. It’s supposed to cool down after today for a little while though. I’m hoping they are going ...
