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Mindset is everything. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been in a pretty bad place mentally for a few days again, thanks to BD. I can’t keep letting this person get to me because it makes me think really scary thoughts. I deserve to be happy and ...
Hateful. in Since OD is shutting down....
So a couple of days ago I get a letter from my daughter’s school stating that if she was enrolled with her tribe, she would receive an educational grant. I decide to message her sperm donor and a...
Criticism. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m all for hearing what people have to say about my problems, I don’t mind being told that I’m wrong and I have no problem admitting it. I like constructive criticism but once you start tryna te...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Fuck it all. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got hired at that job but I don’t know if it’s worth it. I’m struggling with my mental health and honestly feel like I could end it and not care one bit. No one gives a shit about my daughter o...
At my wit's end. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter has really been struggling in school where she’s been violent with other students. I don’t know if it’s just a mix of the nostalgia of school starting, her Dad was around briefly or o...
I decide what goes. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a whirlwind of crazy on my side of the tracks lately. I’ve been dealing with some health issues and not feeling good along with my kid’s SD (sperm donor) breezing in disrupting her stab...
Appointments. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, I told my Mom about these appointments a month ago and still ended up taking my daughter with to both of them. I am so glad that COVID is over so that I’m able to just bring her with me ...
Down. in Since OD is shutting down....
We are on day 3 out of 4 from school break. I did take daughter with me to my dr appointment on Friday and will take her with to my dentist appointment in the morning. I asked my Mom a month ago ...
Where do I go. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had counseling this morning. I am feeling a bit better about things and ready to start tossing around ideas about a job and start getting into a routine. I really want to start making some chan...
Waiting for mail. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve spent the last 2 weeks waiting diligently for the mail to come. It’s pretty obnoxious that it comes at different times everyday and there’s no telling when I can plan for it to be here. I’m ...
Happy Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been warm and sunny the last couple of days. It’s going to be pretty nice all week too so I’ll be able to dress my kid in Summer clothes a little longer. We went to the park and got some gro...
Doing alright. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter was in school Thursday and I decided to text my Mom and ask her to come run errands with me. I told her when she got to my house we were gonna go to his apartment. She called the neig...
1 good and 1 horrible. in Since OD is shutting down....
By the grace of God, I was able to get my Mom to come look after my child so I could attend counseling. Whenever she got here, I mentioned the jury duty thing and she told me to call. I honestly ...
Prisoner of my own mind. in Since OD is shutting down....
I thought all Summer about all the stuff I wanted to do when my daughter went back to school and so far the only thing I’ve done is attend counseling. I wanted to start that program through the h...
Some people's kids. in Since OD is shutting down....
I want to talk about some stuff that’s been heavy on my mind. I’d like to start with why people take it upon themselves to be in the middle of situations that have NOTHING to do with them. I also...
Breakfast. in Since OD is shutting down....
Today we did the breakfast thing at school. I was annoyed that it consisted of go-gurts, granola bars, and mini muffins. Literally no nutrition in that whatsoever. I’ve been doing really good thi...
Brainstorming. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m thinking about what I want to do. I think school would be a good idea because I don’t want to end up working at crap jobs forever. I spent 7 years at a job making minimum wage, no insurance, ...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got a call and counseling is now Wednesday at 11. I am writing it in here because it’s easier to remember. Daughter is at school. She slept about 11 hours and I’m glad because I don’t want...
Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I can’t believe the weekend is already almost over. We’ve done breakfast and now little one is just watching tv and I’m getting a moment to myself. I got to see my counselor on Thursday and then ...
Stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
So the charges got dropped and my little brother will be going home. I’m glad for this as he’s staying with a 70 year old woman with cancer. She smokes in her house, it’s really cluttered and not...
Shit got real. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my little brother got arrested. He went to jail Wednesday night and got out of jail on Thursday. We waited all day for him. He went home yesterday and then we put him in motel last night and n...
Narrative. in Since OD is shutting down....
This world is just full blown narcisistic and I’m so over it. Everyone I know is just outrageous with the way they see things and I’m going to start with my brother. He likes to be pretty hard on...
Stomach ache. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve noticed random nausea the last few days. I don’t know if it’s just from the heat or stress but it’s really starting to suck. I have had a pretty decent day though. We had spaghetti for lunch...
