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So finally after thinking about it all weekend, I emailed my caseworker to make sure that I don’t have to report the money I received. She never answered so I called like 3 times and finally reac...


Anyways, my niece came and I took the kids to do some fun stuff. They are currently putting on makeup and dancing so I’m good for a few minutes. I am so glad she came, my daughter just absolutely...


So I happened to check the CS website and there was 2 big payments made. There’s no wage withholding so I am super curious to where this money has come from. I did ask my brother if he’s heard an...


February 25, 2023

Anger. in Since OD is shutting down....

So yesterday went pretty well. My time at my job program went really fast. I talked to my caseworker for about an hour and then after that the day flew by. I got some lunch and came home to relax...


I miss my Gramma terribly. I remember her always talking about users and abusers. It’s crazy how right she was about everything and at every moment. I will say that I haven’t always been great a...


I don’t think I’ve talked much about his brother but I have some things to say. So his brother just got out of prison and has been out for about 7 months. He’s always tried to talk to me over Fac...


We are home today due to the amount of snowfall and windchills. They just announced there’s no school tomorrow either so we are staying in at least until Friday. I was supposed to have my injecti...


I have done a lot of thinking and realize that our lives are the way they are because of other people’s narratives. I don’t get to have a life outside of motherhood because it wouldn’t mesh with ...


I’m doing alright today but I worry my daughter is going to be upset if she doesn’t get to hang out with her cousin, like my brother told her. She has already called my brother and he said he’d c...


I have always had really strained relationships with my family and I’d like to talk about how much it’s affected my daughter. There’s always been times where we don’t see or speak to each other f...


So, I’ve been pretty busy lately going to counseling, the chiropractor, my job program, and now I’ve done the MRI and had my appointment yesterday to go over the results. I have 2 bulging disks a...


I had my appointment today and apparently I have bone spurs in my back and too much space between discs. They want me to start physical therapy and they’re going to call me and schedule an MRI to...


February 06, 2023

Humble. in Since OD is shutting down....

I am so grateful I have a running car again but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and realize that I wish it would have broken down long ago. Years, in fact because I am certain if I would have, ...


I got my car back Thursday about 3pm. I can’t tell you how happy I am and what a difference it makes knowing I won’t have to walk everywhere anymore. My daughter had it kinda rough at school yest...


So I was told YESTERDAY I would have my car by this morning. I haven’t heard from them and I’m starting to run out of fucking patience. My car has been there for 22 days. They started working on ...


I have since blocked my Mother and need to just sever ties. I can’t deal with her lack of compassion she has. I could NEVER treat my daughter the way she has treated me. I would never want her to...


Yeah so I went out and started the car this morning after it’s been about -35 below and I went out about 10 minutes later where I smelled an electrical fire and noticed flames underneath it! I pa...


The weekend is here, finally. It’s nice to just hang out at home. I have lil smokies in the crockpot and we’re just watching tv. I like when we can be at home and do nothing. It’s still snowing p...


I’m always so glad when Friday comes because that means I get a whole day to myself before the weekend comes. It’s been a good morning and my daughter was in a pretty good mood considering it’s t...


I had a pretty good day today. My job program is going alright and I spent the majority of my time there talking to a case manager. She was also a single Mom and completely understands my struggl...


I want to make a quick entry since I had so many comments with people telling me their back pain stories and showing me concern, I definitely appreciate it guys!! I had an xray today at Urgent Ca...


So I’ve always suffered with my back problems but now it’s definitely time to figure something out because I can’t stand up for more than 30 minutes without serious pain. I can’t continue to live...


So it’s been a little while since I’ve made an entry. I did my orientation on Wednesday morning and then watched videos on Thursday. I had my first day on Friday. It went well, everyone was nice ...


So I suffer from constipation and then it leads to anal tear and then I’m in the worst pain of my entire life. I’ve had this my whole life but got worse in my early 20’s. If I don’t eat right and...


My Mom came over for awhile yesterday. I ran to the store and got some snack stuff to get us by. I am so frustrated that we didn’t get to see my niece of course. Again, this is why I want to move...


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