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To have heard those words in 2018
22:05 Too bad that auto save draft feature hasn’t been implemented yet because I just accidentally swiped the window closed and lost the entry I was working on. I almost always save to draft but ...
I don't want to keep burning in 2018
I saw him tonight. It’s only been, what, like a week since I swore I wouldn’t send him any more messages. And the good thing is that I have had zero desire tonight to contact him at all. That’s a...
the sinner & the saint in 2018
I did stupid things over the holiday weekend. Not like the kind of stupid that is going to get me into trouble or cause any damage. It was more the kind of desperate needy girl stupid that makes ...
8:33pm Let’s try another one. I always think of random comments I want to make in here throughout the day, but I never seem to be near enough to a piece of paper and/or my phone to save them for ...
there are mountains in 2018
10:12pm Quick words: I’m up and down in terms of where my head is at. I’m trying to stay optimistic and enjoy life, but I know that I’m still hurting inside. I’m in this space where I so desper...
different languages in 2018
7:35pm I wish I had the motivation to do the NoJoMo thing this year. I have hundreds of words rolling around in my head, but I can’t seem to make them coherent enough to produce entries every day...
crazy for each other in 2018
Oct. 15, 2018-5:15pm I don’t know where to start today. I want to say things to have a record of them, but it’s one of those things that’s difficult to put into words. I was nauseous last night, ...
back to life in 2018
11:19pm I think I’m mostly over the crazy. Mostly. Kinda. Almost. ;) I think back about the whole thing and I’ve definitely noticed a difference in my feelings towards it. Like sure sometimes it ...
easy crazy in 2018
1:58pm I’m having a hard time with this new neighbour/TF situation. I hate the unknown and everyone knows that. I don’t even have anyone to talk it out with so I can rid myself of the crazy. The ...
4:37pm Finished another class so I’m feeling productive enough today. Actually I have done quite a bit work-wise. Just stopped to go write checks too because I remembered that was on my list. I’v...
and they're out in 2018
8:11pm Well, where should I start today?… I guess, like everyone else, I should mention that it’s October 1st already! How the heck did that happen? It doesn’t feel anywhere near October at this ...
Excitedly afraid... in 2018
Sept. 25th - 10:52pm In my crazy world… I’ve been really itching to talk to/see TF lately. Then a couple minutes ago I looked back on some entries from about two years ago [oh geez 🙄] and it was ...
meet the parents in 2018
September 18, 2018 8:23pm I’m still trying to figure out how to make my entries shorter without losing the details that I’d like to remember. I guess in the long run it isn’t going to matter much...
meet you lucky in 2018
10:29pm I have another half-finished entry from a couple days ago but this should probably be separate. Not sure why I can’t seem to sit down and finish these things. The list in there has gotten...
10:11pm I think maybe I should do bullet points today? That should get the thoughts out of my head and satisfy the need to write, but also keep me from going overboard with words. Win-win! =) T...
open your eyes and see in 2018
4:26pm I really, really should be working on classes right now, but I just don’t have the mental focus to dedicate to it. I know I’ll just sit here re-reading the same line over and over again be...
silly sweet in 2018
10:15pm Ok. I’m going to try to make this a quick one. Do I say that a lot? haha. I’m kinda bored though and will probably just go to bed here soon. I can always use more sleep. And I’m not even ...
next door update in 2018
11:06pm A late night entry! Haven’t seen one of those in a while. We’ll see how it goes. I also just discovered a tiny cut on my middle finger and that may prevent some typing, which I guess is g...
roundabout in 2018
9:27pm Well, looks like my laptop is probably on its last leg. I guess it’s about time considering I got it in like 2011. Also I dropped it a couple months ago and snapped the back of one of the ...
clean up confessions in 2018
8:16pm Well, I’m still working on the draft entries. That folder has exploded in numbers and I should just post the random words that are written. It’s not like I’ll remember all the details to e...
Aug 24th: 14:51 On the plane on the way to Laughlin. What better time to type up an entry, right? I’ve had so much to say lately and no motivation to sit down and type it out. Story of my life I ...
still in the sand in 2018
8:47pm Another Tuesday down. We went to tacos to celebrate my mom’s other birthday. I sent a text to my aunt earlier in the day to see if she’d pick up some flowers since I’d be with mom and woul...
fresh starts in 2018
10:40pm I am going to try to avoid most of the boy talk I normally get drawn into because that’s been causing major procrastination around here. Who knows how many times I’ve sat down to start ty...
your ghost still haunts me in 2018
10:43pm I definitely overbooked my Saturday, but I managed to work my schedule around everyone and it all turned out fine. I don’t usually have problems like this. I’m not really that in demand o...
Quick Meet in 2018
10:14pm Time to type up a quick little thought ramble. I’ve been avoiding writing for a while, probably for a lot of reasons. I really want to get things down about last week’s comedy show. There...
