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good days & curiosities in 2019
March 14, 2018 - 11:38am I am feeling good today. š Iām looking good in my dark teal high necked blouse. I have an ugly, but passable, French braid I just put into my hair. The sun is shining so ...
embarrassing history in 2019
1:21pm Iāve been wanting to write almost every day for the last week, but every time I open the page I get lost in thoughts of my uncle. I donāt even know what to sayā¦ Iām sad. Extremely sad. But...
always in a flash* in 2019
1:04pm I am currently waiting for a client that may or may not show up. I donāt want to start a new project yet so Iām killinā some time. Iāll give him like 10 more minutes before I jump onto som...
watching you watch me in 2019
10:22am I am currently battling with a cold that is trying to sneak up on me and I feel like weāre locked in a tie at the moment. Neither one of us willing to back down. It started about a week a...
just a novelty in 2019
2.27.19 - 12:48pm I have gotten so many phone calls today. Itās crazy. We all know the phone drives me absolutely nuts! But I am trying my best to remain calm. Mostly Iām at the point where I jus...
quietly losing sleep in 2019
4:26pm I know there is no way Iāll have time to finish this before I start to close up the office but I think in my mind if I start I might actually be motivated to finish at some point. =P I lea...
the replacement in 2019
2:31pm It seems I havenāt been taking the time to write much these days. Or at least thatās how it feels. Ha. Never mind. My last entry was three days ago and I wrote three times last week. š¤¦āāļø ...
consolation valentine in 2019
4:07pm Well, I opened this window about an hour ago to talk about how Iād somehow volunteered myself to babysit my neighbourās three kids tonight after work, but then I went to have some lunch an...
they're for you in 2019
4:23pm Well, I have a fun story! I just received this beautiful bouquet of flowers at work!! An early Valentineās day present! From a mysterious stranger! =D The card has my full name on it, deli...
looking forward in 2019
12:43pm So many things to update on! I have two entries that I saved half-way done [maybe 3] because I didnāt have time to finish them but new things kept happening that I wanted to jot down. Eve...
can't pin me down in 2019
January 29th - 12:54pm Iām not sure I should even start one of these today, or this week, because I feel like itās going to get busy and Iāll forget all about it. Glad we have the save feature no...
contemplations in 2019
4:24pm I donāt know how far Iāll get on this but I figured Iād start and see where my mind wanders. I have about 20 minutes before I close up the office and head to church. Iām working again tomo...
tricky calls in 2019
10:57am Well, I got that over with sooner than expected. Iām trying not to cry about it, honestly, because crying is dumbā¦and super cathartic. ha. Iām at work though and thatās something Iāll pro...
silly frenchie in 2019
2:45pm Well, Iām back at work for my [at least] 4 week stretch. Should be interesting! At least I got to enjoy my last day off yesterday. I was very productive despite not getting out of bed unti...
2:13pm Another Friday rolls around. =) The weekās are going by quickly and I canāt decide if thatās good or bad right now. This Sunday will probably be my last one off until mid-February. Maybe l...
that time again in 2019
2:13pm I keep opening this little new entry portal [?? I must be working too much if Iām calling this a portal now. haha], but at the end of the day I find that it is still blank and so I move on...
Jan 11th - 1:04pm Well itās finally Friday! Not that that matters much to me. I only get Sundays off, but itās still fun to pretend. Plus LivePD is on tonight and itās a lot easier to make it thr...
ride in again in 2019
January 8, 2019 12:27pm Eight days in and I still havenāt written a word about New Years. This is what I always do! I procrastinate on all the things I want to write about. Instead I come in here...
while the iron is hot in 2019
12:30pm I started an entry yesterday afternoon [which was restored! cool!] but basically all it says is that I was tired of taking classes and needed a very long extended break. I didnāt get much...
finding my own happiness in 2019
1:46pm A few days into the New Year and I am officially back at work full-time as of today. Iām not prepared at all, but am I ever? This year feels different. Like it should start another month f...
seeking shelter in 2018
7:55pm I realized, about a half hour ago, that tomorrow is New Yearās Eve. When did that happen? How did that sneak up on me so quickly?! Iāve done a lot this year, some times it feels like it wa...
December 25, 2018 11:55pm There are a lot of things I would like to say tonight but I am not sure how well Iāll do with that. The thoughts are jumbled, crowed around all of the wrong things. I fe...
empty window in 2018
5:45pm Well hey, look at that - the save and finish on another platform thing works! Iām impressed =) Anyway, I did not end up going to the aquarium today. When the client and I talked about it l...
should I though? in 2018
4:40pm Letās talk about something different for a change, shall we? Iām debating on going to the aquarium with the client on Thursday. He asked me last night while we were discussing todayās rock...
it was always me in 2018
2:34pm Iām kinda failing at life right nowā¦ =\ I wish I was doing better. I wish there were some magical pill to take to make every thing feel the way itās supposed to when youāre normal and happ...