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send me a man that cooks, I prayed in 2021
3:19pm Here I am, sitting at work again. Unfortunately I’m stuck in my mask at the moment because we have a client. She’s a family friend so of course she gets special treatment and gets to stay ...
continued quarantine in 2021
3:05pm Well, we are finally getting rain around here. We haven’t had more than a sprinkle all season, but it has now been raining non-stop since last night. Like it hasn’t even slowed down to a d...
1.19.21 2:38pm I have been having the worst sleep lately. I am almost certain that 97.9% of it is due to that terribly deep ache inside my thigh/hip and probably also the inflammation causing my ...
3:27pm Well, here we go again. I’m a little late but it’s still January so it’s all good. I’m not going to make any promises to write more, although it would definitely benefit me, because I am j...
it all makes sense in 2020
Dec. 11 11:49pm I need to write more. I have said that pretty much on every entry this year. I just can’t seem to build the habit. The only habit I’ve built is drinking every night so that I can ...
Just trying in 2020
It’s after 2 o’clock in the morning and I have no idea what I’m doing here, but hello. I’m so over this year. I mean, probably like everyone else, I’m optimistic that the new year will bring bett...
calling all sleeps in 2020
6:35pm Well look at this; two days in a row. I’m going to try to put some real effort here, but we’ll see. Honestly my motivation for just about anything right now is super low. It’s so hard to g...
feel some change in the weather in 2020
9:18pm It’s interesting how when I need some thing the most, I tend to also avoid it the most. Apparently my thing this year is to update about once a month. The problem is that I should be writi...
fiery heat waves in 2020
3:03pm I am currently sitting in my darkened dining room listening to music and pondering why I don’t ever seem to make the time to come in here to update. The room is dark for a couple reasons. ...
July 8, 2020 12:45pm Well this is definitely shaping up to be the year where I hardly update anything. I don’t think I’ve ever had such a low entry count. I guess it’s a combination of things inc...
the dream departure in 2020
Alright, well it’s been almost a month and I have yet to even attempt to finish this entry. I was going to let it go but I feel like it’s something I really need to do. Like my mind won’t be comp...
coolers and corona in 2020
9:06pm I had an entry started in here from a couple days ago. I honestly thought I was going to finish it the other night, but never got around to it. Kinda funny it worked out that way because t...
We're almost there in 2020
5:37pm Well, I’m at work on my laptop and I figured if I started this now I might actually have the motivation to finish it once I get home. I’ve been trying, but really all that has amounted to ...
sweet nothings in 2020
11:56pm I wish I had more time to come in here and update. I wish I made more time to come in here to update. I just had this super sweet weekend with EC and I want to document it all but I’m no...
say all the things in 2020
3/25/2020 4:01pm Ok, let’s try this again. I’ve started at least a half dozen entries and not posted a single one of them. Apparently the last time I posted was 5 weeks ago and wow so much has ha...
Spontaneity in 2020
10:51am Well it definitely got a lot busier in here than I expected. It hasn’t really slowed down like it normally does after the 15th. I’ve had so much to say lately and no time to really put it...
4:35pm Well yeah, I’m definitely not going to be writing as much as I thought I would. I happened to see the entry counts over the last few years and it’s funny how my best years have the least e...
Progression in 2020
6:20pm I have started several entries in a drafts folder but I don’t think I’ll get to them any time soon. I figure it’ll be easier if I jot this down real quick. This way I’m at least getting so...
11:39am It’s my first Saturday back at work. So far, so good. This week honestly went by pretty fast. I had a lot of projects waiting for me at the start of this year/season so I’ve definitely ke...
Lights come on in 2020
1:21pm So, I’m sitting here alone in the office for the next minute or two and I figured I would start typing out some thoughts. There’s been so much going through my head lately. Various realiza...
Look at you in 2020
January 6, 2020 11:25am Am I the only one still amazed that it’s 2020?? I probably say it every year but this one definitely snuck up on me. I mean, not only the fact that it’s a New Year but als...
1:40pm I am currently sitting in the passenger seat of EC’s truck while he takes some class at a hotel. It’s our 5 month “anniversary”. Haha. I feel funny saying that but whatever. I’m that girl ...
they served me well in 2019
October 14, 2019 12:55pm I have been wanting to write for so long, but as per usual I cannot seem to get my thoughts straight. There has been so much going on. So many things I would like to save...
smooth as Tennessee whiskey in 2019
10:23pm So, it seems a lot of people around here are having the same difficulty that I am; coming back in here after an absence with so much to say and not knowing where to start. I tried a coupl...
boundaries in 2019
1:47pm I don’t know why I’m not updating as much as I should. There are always so many things to say. I guess I’m simply not taking the time to sit down and type it all out. My social life is sli...
