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August 12, 2022

moments in time in 2022

Well, guess who did not finish the bullet list mentioned in the last entry? shrug I only got like 2 bullets in before I got distracted and never returned. Let’s try again: [also bullets ended up ...


July 20, 2022

all the little movements in 2022

12:07 Well here I am, almost 3 months post-op with my new hip [I feel like she should have a name…] and it feels like every day there’s a new little thing I can do that I haven’t done in months. ...


May 07, 2022

my little miracle in 2022

13:35 Looks like I didn’t do such a good job documenting the process because here I am sitting with my new hip typing up this entry! Things at work got insanely busy and trying to manage that alo...


March 30, 2022

processing... in 2022

March 19, 2022 16:03 I wish I had more time to write today. I probably should have started this earlier. oops. But I just now realized that I have important things coming up and I haven’t documen...


March 05, 2022

salsa time in 2022

12:34 I finally heard back from the doc on Thursday! They called me randomly and I wasn’t going to answer because I didn’t recognize the number, but something told me I should pick up. And sure e...


February 23, 2022

hips don't lie in 2022

12:32 Well, I just sent a message to the doc to start the process for this hip replacement. Not gonna lie, a little nervous sending that out, but also excited at the prospect of walking like a mo...


February 18, 2022

happy surprises in 2022

11:43 My brain wants to come in here and tell you all about how much it’s suffering right now. How much it hurts to take every single step. How depressed and sad it’s feeling. But my heart says I...


February 11, 2022

personal space in 2022

16:10 I feel like writing, but I’m not sure what I have to say. This morning I was able to work up the energy to drive out to get my blood tests done. EC had told me in our morning phone call tha...


February 09, 2022

planning in 2022

16:07 The days are going by fast and slow all at the same time. Work is starting to normalize back to our regular schedule. I’m hoping that means that I’ll be able to take this Sunday off. But I ...


February 06, 2022

hearts and mind in 2022

12:59 Life hasn’t been that great lately. Honestly my physical health has really gone downhill over the last month. I don’t even know what to try any more. I’m using the cane, but it seems to be ...


January 20, 2022

small steps in 2022

13:31 Well after my three hour long tech support issue on Saturday, I ended up sending a long e-mail with every detail about what had transpired. I received a response right away about looking in...


January 16, 2022

making it right in 2022

11:04am Another weekend at work. Luckily I don’t have to work Sundays yet! Though that’s not far off. As part of my “let’s make things right” plan I finally started my daily gratitude journal aga...


January 10, 2022

and it was me and you in 2022

Just wanted to type up a little story I mentioned in my previous entry. These are the moments I should be jotting down and remembering! So, we hosted a couple of EC’s friends on Saturday at the h...


January 10, 2022

dark blue in 2022

13:16 Well I thought I had started out pretty decently at that whole NoJoMo thing, but it’s now January and I haven’t written in a month and a half. shrug Oops. 2021 is officially the lowest entr...


November 13, 2021

quick one in 2021

17:03 I guess I haven’t complained about the early sunset yet so here I am complaining. It’s throwing off my whole rhythm. I’m pretty much ready for bed. Instead I figure I’ll make a quick entry ...


November 12, 2021

decent dinner in 2021

23:20 Wow, I didn’t realize how late it is. Time flew by this evening. My plan for today’s entry was going to be a deep dive into all.the.thoughts, but I ended up having to go to the office. A cl...


November 10, 2021

going too far in 2021

12:25 I am currently sitting at home alone. Perhaps this will spark more writing time. We’ll see. I know I didn’t finish writing yesterday. It’s hard to muster up the energy at the end of the day...


November 10, 2021

the usual in 2021

16:16 I know, I know. I missed a few days. I kinda figured the weekends wouldn’t be very productive for writing so that’s ok. I tried to write yesterday but was too tired in the evening to concen...


November 06, 2021

good answers in 2021

22:26 I don’t really feel much like writing tonight, but I said I would give this a try so here I am. It doesn’t always have to be the most dramatic story, right? My appointment with the orthoped...


November 05, 2021

to nojomo or just no in 2021

17:37 I had totally forgotten all about NoJoMo until I hopped on here and started seeing all the entries from everyone. I used to participate in this every single November and then some where alo...


October 19, 2021

within me in 2021

11:18am Don’t tell my boss, but I’m actually in the middle of attending a virtual convention right now. I’m mostly paying attention. It’s not really specified to our group any more so there is a ...


October 12, 2021

sports jabs in 2021

14:46 I am currently sitting at work, which used to be my default writing time, but the last year/two has been weird around here [and every where] and I’ve also taken on more responsibility with ...


October 09, 2021

around again in 2021

12:22 I was going to call this Day 1 of what will hopefully turn into a new routine, but honestly I am not sure how many times I’ll have to restart that day. I pull up this page over and over an...


September 21, 2021

chopping the block in 2021

12:01am I am still alive. I am trying desperately to convince myself that I need to write more. I know it will be good for me, but I have yet to find that motivation. I am hoping this will help s...


March 10, 2021

ebb and flow in 2021

11:04am Well apparently I had an old entry sitting in here unfinished from Valentine’s Day. Oops. I guess I should go back and finish that. It was a wonderful day and it would be nice to save the...


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