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I don't know who I am
That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt.
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jealousy in Depression
What a stupid feeling. I am jealous of so many things. I'm not going to say what they are because some of them are ridiculous. I hate feeling jealous. It's a cruel thing. You can't do anything ab...
rockbottom in Depression
We're back to the suicidal thoughts, the need to hurt myself and the hatred of everything about myself. I actually feel sick because I feel so awful in my head. I don't know what to do anymore. ...
depression is a monster in Depression
Been feeling a bit better the past few days. The new medication must be kicking in at last. I haven't been over the moon happy - which I don't expect - I've just felt a bit lifted. And then today...
endless days in Depression
Life feels so pointless. School feels endless, even though this is my last year. Everything is harder now. It's so much harder not to cut. I forgot to tell you, I broke up with my boyfriend a f...
Short update in Depression
So, it's been a while. I've been having a really tough time the past month. Been really suicidal and just feeling awful. Thought about dropping out of school. Just been an awful few weeks. School...
Now in Depression
I don't think I've felt this bad in a long time. I feel like I should be put in a hospital. I don't know what I might do.
Mocks in Depression
Okay, so hi. This week and next week are my leaving cert mocks, and for anyone in Ireland, that's a big deal. See, the leaving certificate, for those of you that don't know, is like the exams we ...
Thought it might be fun to do this. Going by beckie0's (youtuber) first video, so am using her questions. First Tweet: "I has headache :(" 3rd Feb 2011. (not sure if that is in fact the first, b...
This is kind of random, but I thought it might make a sensible first entry. All the places I can be found, just in case you get to like me and want to keep in touch :) - Instagram - 1) my persona...
