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yeah o like I’ve mentioned Kate’s my sister. we’ve been getting together. oh we saw Cinderella [the movie I mean not the show. the new movie] awhile back that was really good. and after that we w...

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not seeing as in dating. seeing as in literally seeing him. er well not him but guys who resemble him in some way. the other day when I was at. yeah the mall I think it was I saw someone who look...

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I guess this should’ve gone w/ my last entry the . er no not last entry the one before that. um. the one about bar news. yeah so my friend Mark. he’s a cool guy. he moved to AZ before Halloween. ...

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so as I’ve mentioned i’m from cherry creek. it’s this. upscale neighborhood in Denver. which. is why I never mention it. yeah so like I also mentioned. they’re doing construction in front of the ...

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So. Synthetic is still one of my fave bands. actually my fave bartender and one of the managers of the bar is in the band. there are.............at least 3 other guys in the band. I’ve only offic...

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not interrupting. well. I wouldn’t say i’m any like worse at not doing that. i’m not. really better at not doing it either. oh so I guess i’m not getting better at it. well then. well it’s someth...

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I like that song. yes except that’s the problem. is I do. i give up too easily. like ok. if i’m trying to open a bottle like the small milk bottles that have the foil thing on them. I won’t use m...

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Bob, for those unaware/who’ve forgotten, is Pat’s uncle. and about ..........like.........a month ago he had a stroke. Bob I mean. so he’s in rehab and according to her FB Muriel [his brother, Pa...

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ya know. it seems like i’m always busy as of late. [well that’s cause i am]. mon. I have mentoring. tues./wed. I go to my mom’s. sun. I go to the corner store/gas station. every other tues. I h...

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ya know. i’m always holding out hope that evan’ll come back. er I mean that he’ll come back to Denver. last summer was. good. when we got together that is. we’re so much better together than we e...

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I um. I typed this entry up last night but then. something happened to it and it went away. g*damnit. well what can ya do? [don’t get me started on that lol]. yeah so anyway. yesterday. I...........

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contains TMI. so last [er not last the one before that. yeah. well it was some time this month]. ok so. backing up. so some time this month I had. some 48 hr. thing. it was. 48 hrs. every 2 - 5 h...

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I still haven’t heard from Jessica my former mentor. the last time I got at her was in like Jan. I think it was. i’m still seeing dr. dumke. i’m not seeing dr. davis. I stopped seeing her in like...

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my wk.s from Mon. - Mon. sometimes. well that’s the time period for the goal thingy, so. so my goals for this wk. were/are: 1: to brush my teeth at least once daily [which I’ve been doing. at 4 a...

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er well not my life. I mean i’d still physically be here. I’ve always had that option ever since I came into services. do I want to be in services? well yes and no. i’m not willing to work w/ ce...

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so. fuk. this is now the 3rd time I feel like fear is being used to motivate me. Mark knows about this and the other 2 times. well he knows that I feel like fear is being used to motivateme and t...

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royals, lorde. I love. this. when I get to have it. I love it. this is the side of me that when most people first meet me they don’t know about. I play games I manipulate people I control people....

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yeah except I don’t. go find it. the quote’s from like I put. a tv show. an old tv show I used to watch back in the day [i’m 27 btw] and loved. and still do love. actually. i’m embarrassed to put...

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well g*damnit. so I saw my emotions dr. today. and it was. it was ok. idinno. I told her about karlye. and. what happened. [well she knows karlye left of her own accord she doesn’t know how]. and...

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er, yesterday. I meant sun. yeah so jared and them were over for. like. 12 hrs. sun. from about lunch I think [idinno I woke up at 2:50 pm.] to around midnight. when I woke up the house was loud...

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I still don’t have one. a date I mean. i’d emailed this guy Richard a bit and. we seemed to really have hit it off. we had a good connection. we exchanged #s I’ve called him a few times but he. h...

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or, something like that I, might’ve gotten the lyrics wrong. ‘slow dance’, milky chance. it’s an entire song about. dancing. that’s weird. there are a few other songs out there like that too. and...

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an alcoholic, lemonade. I know.........I know. so much for that goal. actually no. it’s better than it was where I used to drink. like. I think 2 - 4 of those per wk. my goal for this wk. was to ...

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well. that seems er apparent since I have clinical depression. no uhm............I mean it’s worsened. I don’t want to do much of anything. including cut or drink. or smoke. i’m not like. super u...

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bc. i’m apparently the only one who liked my stepgrandmother. I somewhat get why others didn’t like her but I don’t want to know the details bc I don’t want that to change my perception of her. I...

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