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still at a 9 in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so this is more me thinking outloud than anything. if you relate please let me know. long entry. my depression’s still at a 9. it might take until aug. or sept. to get to a 6. I would love for it...
um. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I had a title for this thought up and I just forgot what it was. so evan news. well he’s. he seems alrite. he’s seemed better lately. he called and told me he probably won’t call me for 1 - 3 mon...
it's nice, being taken care of. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I. won’t let others take care of me. like ever. there are only. 3 people i’d let do it. well actually now 4. which is what this entry’s about. the 4th is clint. he like. gets me napkins. or throw...
tomorrowland in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
yeah so last wk my sister I saw tomorrowland. it was v. cool. in the beginning they flashed back to 1964. I like it when movies do that. and the pin’s cool too. yeah. i’d recommend it.
books. well reading rather. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I like books. I like the way they smell. and just books in general the physical things. I don’t. well in some ways I don’t want a kindle. you can’t. curl up w/ a kindle the same way you can w/ a ...
my goals for this wk. are........... in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
1: brush teeth 2x daily 2: let steph/jenn know when I’ve had their liquor 3: to not call/text evan [again. goin for 2 wks.] 4: to get more vit. d in liquid form. and to get more vit. e and k. ...
so today i........ in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
well it’s sun. so it was my going out day. um. well so I of course went out. I went to the bar didn’t get anything. not yet. only once that I’ve been there has a waitress come over to me. I also ...
um. so yesterday. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
clint and I went to karaoke at armida’s downtown. there weren’t a lot of people there and only like 4 sang. I got to sing 2 songs and I was hoping to get in at least 1. I was so nervous for my 1s...
so again as I’ve mentioned. Clint loves music. well twice when we’ve been in his car going somewhere we’ve listened to music. and I start crying a bit. I don’t cry in front of people like ever. a...
He sure has fun. he might not be a good singer but he sure has fun picking up a beat and car dancing. he seemingly always has the time of his life. just like one of the ladies’ sister’s in my mo...
thank god in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ok so i’m almost ready to write about real shit. today. is the last day [well not forever just for awhile. forever’s a really long time] of the 3 wks. of me eating more often. I said i’d go 3 wks...
had a good time in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
had a good time at karaoke w/ my mentor.
how i'm doing w/ my goals in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my goals were: 1: brush teeth 2x 2: let steph/jenn know when I’ve had their liquor 3: to not call/text evan [again. goin for 2 wks. this time. this is the 2nd wk. I did well on this last wk.] ...
What color is your toothbrush? I have 2 Name one person who made you smile today: well no one yet What were you doing at 8 am this morning? idk that hasn’t happened yet What were you doing 45 min...
take me to church hallelujah in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
another music clint thing. so this was. this was good. yeah so the last [er not the last time just last time]. last time Clint & I got together we went to leela’s. it’s a café downtown. well ...
music in the park in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
i’ll never forget this day. [not like. today this day. this day as in a day that happened recently]. so as I mentioned Clint’s my new mentor. and as I’ve also mentioned he loves music. well our f...
so music. and shows. and things. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
yeah. i’m a bit hungover. apparently. prior to this wk. i’d gone 3 wks. w/o a drink. was going for 2. oh that reminds me. um anyway. yeah so recently my mom’s had 2 shows. er 3. she had the big o...
birthday lunches in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
yeah so on. the 10th [oh I guess that was last wk.] we [my family & I] went out formy dad’s birthday lunch. it was nice. we went to a Mexican place ate outside where there weren’t. table umbr...
so evan called in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
last night. tues the 16th. he sounded like he was doing good. actually. didn’t go into detail. he things i’m doing well. i’m not. if I was iwouldn’t be this depressed. but it’s almost his bday, s...
summer in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I love. summer. it’s so happy and festive. oh and warm. long as it’s not too hot i’m ok. well I haven’t gotten heat exhaustion yet so i’m doing ok. yeah that’s not good. stay hydrated everyone. [...
Karen That night I got a call from my brother David. “yeah?” I asked answering the phone. “hey are you coming for thanksgiving?” he asked. Thanksgiving. And it wasn’t even Halloween yet. This sho...
That morning I’d gotten home at around 3, 4 a.m. I then headed straight to ballet. After the glee club auditions after school I planned to go home and sleep untill it was time for Evan and I to p...
Friday, Sept. 13th Ashley things had changed since yesterday. I’d seen serena in school this morning but we hadn’t talked. I’d also recently lost the role of Mina’s best friend in the ballet scho...
After erena and I had dinner I tood. “I um. I have to go,” I told her. I wa uncomfortable. He looked up at me. “um ok. Where?” he aked. “back to my houe.” “oh um. Do you want me to take you?” “no...
How much cash do you have on you? oh shit idinno but I should probably count it so I know What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR? floor Favorite planet? idinno but apparently at one point in time I ...
