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my goals for this wk. are: in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I have more goals than usual. 1: teeth, again. i’m on wk. 3 2: to not call/text evan. again. this is wk. 4 3: to get more protein. [i’m done w/ the vit. d thing] 4: to turn off my light. at some ...
omygod. sorry but this needs to go somewhere. so it’s 8:10 p.m. here. and they all sang happy birthday to jenn as it’s her bday. and I. didn’t partake. I didn’t even acknowledge it. I didn’t. lik...
this is from. today actually.: ‘so my former roommate christopher. er housemate I guess. it’s so weird to think that he’s not here. ya know when he first moved out I didn’t think about it. and no...
so today i. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is from yesterday of course: ‘got sick actually. I. i’ll spare everyone the TMI. but apparently drinking a lot of bottled tea..........my stomach doesn’t like that. anyway so I got up at 11:...
huh so that was weird. dinner. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘so yesterday morning at 2 I noted them and said i’d like corn for dinner and thank you. so dinner time rolls around and nothing happens. they don’t tell me dinner’s ready but I hear them in the ...
no. they don't have them. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is from yesterday of course: ‘food related again. ok so. there’s a kindof frozen burritos I like the southwest kind. which after looking at the ones at the king’s by my house they don’t have...
again from today: ‘so I asked my friend Mar about the EBT thing. and he has the same understanding of it I do. that you’re not allowed to buy alcohol w/ it [which I haven’t btw] and that you’re n...
are people really that stupid? in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
from today: ‘sorry. so I asked steph how’d amber find out about the alexis thing. and she said she told her. [in other words steph told amber when amber asked]. and steph brought up the point som...
here's what i don't like about it in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is. actually from today: ‘the whole amber/alexis thing. I don’t like. that amber’s telling me [well actually she told steph who told me] how much time I have w/ alexis. how much time i’m all...
use the money correctly in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is actually from today: ‘yeah so at the store I got 2 more boxes of pb bars. and I already had 2 at the house. and so steph is like ‘but don’t you already have 2?’ ‘yes but this way I have m...
well. but i'm *not* utilising them. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
also. from yesterday: ‘er wait. that sounds slightly objectional. that a word? no but. ok so Hannah and I were getting together wkly. there for awhile. but that didn’t work. I felt like every tim...
maybe.........idinno in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
again from yesterday: ‘I don’t think amber likes the fact that there are people in my life helping me who aren’t from her company. well 2 people clint and my emotions dr. I think she only wants p...
this is from yesterday: ‘so. ok I can see how if someone doesn’t know someone else they wouldn’t trust them. some might I don’t know. ya know. like I currently live in aurora. the people I’ve see...
um. so that happened. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is from yesterday around 4 p.m.: ‘so. I was going to get together w/ my former mentor alexis. well about 2 hrs. ago amber called steph and said I wasn’t doing that. bc they haven’t met alexi...
how i'm doing w/ my goals in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
which were: 1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 2. starts today. 2: to not call/text evan. again. I’ve gone 2 wks. it finished yesterday goin for 2 more [hopefully] 3:...
yeah so member how I was all worried about drinking steph’s booze? well if you don’t I was. cause I don’t remember her telling me I could. well. it’s not that I don’t remember it. it’s that. the ...
fuking terrible *ptsd* in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
I was thinking about this while I was washing my hair last night. the fact that whenever I’ve done it in front of jenn it’s triggered me. but not as much this time cause apparently I don’t have b...
um. quiet less anger ptsd. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so, sometimes I get quiet. well i’m a quiet person. but I don’t mean like the normal quiet. I mean the something’s bothering me quiet. i’m that type. the type who when something just happened and...
um so. i don't have to see laura. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is from earlier today: ‘so we all had a meeting a few hrs. ago. my dad was there too. well the next meeting’s sept. cause I feel like at the meetings i’m just wasting my time and they’re was...
so this is from the 2nd: ‘in a way.......it is. it’s my choice to do the things i’m doing. or. actually to not do them. but me moving out. that’s apparently not my choice. and I don’t like. need ...
no i didn't read it in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
this is from the 2nd: ‘sometimes. jenn or steph will give me notes. to read. and I don’t. read them right away if at all. cause of my anxiety. i’d rather we sit down together and make a list of t...
this is actually from. the 5th which was yesterday: ‘yeah so on um tues. my dad came and picked me up from my appt. so we’re sitting there in the car and he tells me his theory about why I don’t ...
my goals for this wk. are. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 2. starts today. 2: to not call/text evan. again. I’ve gone 2 wks. it finished yesterday goin for 2 more [hopefully] 3: to get more...
idinno. i’m tired and emotional right now. and anxious. omygod. and thirsty. and....... so as usual today clint & I were listening to the radio and this song came on called ‘see you again’. I...
fine. you win. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
omygod. so........I...........idk. I thought today was going to go better. I thought what happened last night would matter. ya know. ever since um tues. I’ve been trying to be nice to steph. to n...
