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news. surgery and rehab. and dates. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so my dad’s mom had surgery on.....Tues. she had something removed. it went well everything turned out ok. i was hoping it would. also she’s 90, so. [the only thing i know about surgery and age i...
erm. love bites. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
warning adult content. haven’t done one of these in a long while. well. i must say [ala mel b on america’s got talent] i’ve felt damn sexy. one of the many things i’ve been feeling. ever since ye...
take my breath away in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know. for the longest time i didn’t listen to that song. i didn’t even want to. cause it reminded me of my ex. and yes while i’m still ..........um in love w/ him. also now i actually want to ...
so evan & i are. um. the best option. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
idk. like i’ve had feelings for him for awhile. and we’ve been more than friends for awhile. but now i’m starting to have more. er i mean now i’m starting to have more feelings for him. er i mean...
trust. and GPS. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
um so this happened recently. so for awhile when i go out to the gas station i also go to the bar. and up untill thurs. no one had said anything about it. the times i have gotten something at the...
more news again in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my dad’s mom’s having surgery on tues. she’s having something removed. she’s 90 so i hope it goes ok.
this might’ve come up a few times over the course of my time blogging since i’ve started. ya know i think. a part of me wanted to have that figure being that my dad i haven’t been close in. a lon...
oh good.my dad's going to be involved. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
for those who don’t know i don’t like my dad. i mean he’s a good guy but he just. wasn’t there and so now i won’t let him be. also i’m afraid of him. and. i just don’t want to bridge the gap betw...
tuluse letrec for those who don’t know is the small french artist from the...........19th cent. i think. he’s in the orig. moulin rouge. anyway. downtown guy said. he’d ignore me if he ever saw m...
downtown guy in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
i was thinking about this recently. one morning. i thought about it more in those 20 mins. in that morning then i had in awhile. it’s been almost 4 yrs. since i last saw downtown guy. that was th...
more news. [no this is good] in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
it’s been. almost a month since i last had a drink. on sun. it’ll be. which also happens to be my ex’s 31st bday.
more news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my mom’s dog is getting worse. i. this is hard.
um just stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
been awhile since i’ve caught up on. everything. also i don’t feel good, so. which is why i haven’t wanted to do/blog much. so here’s what’s changed and what hasn’t and stuff since um. june 27th:...
and more news. rehab. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
not me a friend. so as we might’ve figured out. A good frienf of mine’s going to rehab for 30 days. he’s going next wk. he’s on probation and he didn’t follow the rules. he told me it was kindof ...
so i have alexis news in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
like the title says i have news about alexis. alexis for those who don’t know have forgotten is my former mentor. um. so recently at work a kid hit her w/ a rock which she went into the hospital ...
ok let's just be honest in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
i. there’s something i should be honest about. thing is. by not doing the things i’m supposed to. it’s not that i’m getting back at them. it’s that. i’m making things worse for myself [cause i st...
under pressure *vent* in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
apparently this is a vent which is why it won’t allow for notes. i. this has to do w/ my entry about me not being able to handle the pressure. maybe i can and maybe i can’t or maybe i just need a...
i'm just so angry. ping pong. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so as put. i’m just so angry. w/ Pat. ya know i never had problems w/ him [which is weird since w/ most people w/i 2 wks. they annoy me] when he was here but yet when he’s not. and he’s never com...
so he must've..........putting it together in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
Pat i mean. i’m just now putting this together. so that night the night that he left he must’ve drank.........that..........night. and then gone to sleep. oh god. that’s.............
um in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so Pat’s brother just told me what the toxicology report said. i knew it wasn’t just an anuerism from what iknow about them. Pat was sick the last like month. he thought it was just a cold or so...
ok so we *didn't* plan anything in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so like a wk. ago yesterday evan and i. didn’t get together. and i wasn’t sure if we’d planned anything or not. so later when he called i asked him about it and i’m like ‘we didn’t plan anything ...
the memory of home. vs. what actually happened. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
as people might know by now my former roommate christopher passed a little over a month ago. no you don’t have to say anything about it that’s not what this entry’s about [though you can if you w...
he said that the other day. or something like that i don’t remember exactly. but w/e it was it was helpful. he has experience w/ mourning. 2.5 yrs. ago our best friend passed. and that was. that ...
um. disappointments. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘well i’m disappointed. in. well my mom. and my sister. ok so my sister i have been getting together every wk. except for um this wk. on tues. night she told me she was cancelling bc she had work...
i'm on both sides, as it were in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘I don’t know if i’ve ever actually stated this but i’m on both sides as it were. in terms of sexuality. i’ve mentioned it quite a few times on fb but i’ve never detailed what it means to me. i’v...
