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feb. 11th in The Wonderland Years: 2013
‘11th** We broke up this weekend. WhenI’m ready, I’ll answer everyone’s questions about what exactly happened.’
feb. 1, 2013. *E* in The Wonderland Years: 2013
‘1st The next show my mom and I are going to see is Jekyll & Hyde. We’re going Sunday.It looks good from the commercials. and sensual. The story sounds interesting, dramatic and like there’s ...
June in The Wonderland Years: 2013
‘5th ‘5th I’ve just now realised this over the last few months. And. The interesting thing is I’ll be 26 in August..........yeah go me. Can I stay 25 forever? please? It’s a good year enjoy it da...
um. shock. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
oh wow. so my sister called 20 mins. ago. she was of course understandably upset. one of the first things she said was i’t’s so sad’. it is. but ya know. it’s not a tragedy. Pat’s leaving was. Th...
it was time and. this morning. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
um. i don’t know. so this morning my mom calls me at 5 a.m. when.......i’m still awake and haven’t slept. anita [oh yeah that’s the lady i’m currently living w/. right still haven’t written about...
um. lucky. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my mom called almost 2 hrs. ago [5:50 p.m. atm] and she told me everything had gone well. my grandmother went peacefully. i think she [my grandmother] was just tired of living. I have some of her...
um. it happened. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘it happened. my grandmother she......she’s not w/ us. it happened this morning. i don’t know from what other than, well, she was 90. i don’t know when the service is and um. this isn’t real.’
um so today. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘so today’ - currently 4 a.m. atm - ‘later this morning rather. my parents, sister & i are going to visit my grandmother [as i feel i should]. i hope she’s nice or at least not aware. we won...
i have news. on my grandmother. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so my dad’s mom who broke her leg last....wk. in the last 2 wks. well it was recently. she’s not doing well. um. she’s on her way out but we don’t know when but it might be soon. they’ve got her ...
exposure therapy idea and my ex in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so i’ve been thinking about my ex a lot for some reason. i asked evan once if it bothered him when i talk about my ex and he said it doesn’t. um. so anyway. i’ve never been big on the whole idea ...
so. sleep. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
i think that. whenever i’m not feeling well i go to sleep later. like on........um.......fukin wed. i got like 1 - 3 hrs. of sleep. cause i had to be up at 8 cause the bus came between 9 - 9:30 a...
food. and stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
So I’m recovering again. This seems to happen every few months. er well physically and in terms of vitamins anyway. I’m not taking vitamins but i’m aware of how much I’ve gotten from the food I’v...
dentist. anasthesia. stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
yeah so yesterday I went to the dentist. A filling I have well part of it fell out. i think partially due to the pressure of........um chewing food and also grinding my teeth. yeah i do that. but...
hi. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
hi. still here. a lot’s happened. also i got my period [omygod i would love to not have it. or to have weed every time i have it. and yes i know about BC] so i haven’t felt great. and before that...
how much we care in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘sometimes we. well i i won’t speak for anyone else. don’t realise how much we care about someone untill something happens. My friend hadn’t gotten at me in a few days and the last time he did be...
um. yeah. another vague thing. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know. the more i think about it the more it seems like she was trying to pin me as the victim just bc she could. maybe she thinks she has some sort of power over me when really, far as i under...
another vague thing. misinterpretation. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know. if it acts like a duck and walks like a duck it might not actually be. a duck. it might be a bunny. or a cat. or a bird. or a. well you get the point. [the ‘duck’ in this case being me]....
i'd like to think that. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘ya know. if it were me who was. the clerk i’d like to think that i’d pull the person aside and be like ‘ok well did you do.......’ w/e it was. like if they were a smoker asking them if they smok...
it's like the song says don't patronise in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
bonnie raitt can’t make you love me. good song. ‘alrite so. i was at safeway doing what every other person there does which is.um. grocery shopping. and i’m thinking ok well if i’m getting rice a...
it's like the song says don't patronise in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
bonnie raitt can’t make you love me. good song. ‘alrite so. i was at safeway doing what every other person there does which is.um. grocery shopping. and i’m thinking ok well if i’m getting rice a...
no accusing something vague in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
yeah um. i don’t particularly like being accused of something i haven’t done in yrs. i don’t think most do though i won’t speak for others since they’re obviously able to do that themselves. well...
um. don't know that i am right now. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
how am i supposed to trust her? well i don’t know that i am right now. and it’s not like.......no it’s still big it’s just. it’s different bc i’m not living w/ her anymore. and i don’t know that ...
ya know. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know. i’m glad jenn stepped in. literally and figuretively. on uh.......sat. night she was in the room when steph was there ‘yelling’ right in my face. and jenn’s like ‘mom stop you’re not hel...
wow. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so since someone was told ‘ef you’ or something along those lines that means that the person who told them that deserves to be threatened? um no. no one should ever be threatened. [out of the sit...
u'she' being steph. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
i’m actually surprised she had the balls to threaten me. didn’t think she had it in her but she sure proved me the hell wrong. i didn’t think she was actually going to carry it out. no and that i...