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ok so i posted this the 13th [oh i guess that was yesterday] as a draft. it was almost 3 a.m. at the time: so: ‘omygod. so there’s a part of me that wants to sleep but it’s like it’s only almost ...


if i can remember back that far um.........i was going to er. i mean the entry before this one I was going to post it last wk. but i update about my wk. on Sun. and Mon. and so I realised that on...


which was yesterday. um so on Sun. the 6th i............did my laundry. Mon. valerie & I got together. We went to um the CA Pizza Kitchen by my mom’s. the hostess was perky which I didn’t car...


well. it’s been 3 yrs. since my best friend left us.


cause it’s half past 6 in the morning and i’ve been awake since 9:50 last night after sleeping for an hr.um. it was dr. king who said ‘our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things...


so. I’d heard that it doesn’t seem like we’re really allowed to talk about what happened to us [i’m not really asking why this is so.] [by which i mean sex abuse] but I never really got it untill...


so people don’t know this about me. but ever since i was in boarding school [i was 15 then] i’ve wanted to record my own cds. well so recently like a few months back i had a program for this that...


this is from................................................................[wow that was long].um. the wk. of the 7th: ‘so last wk. i’d stopped in starbucks.as i do.it was wed. and it smelled li...


again copied from my fb. from the 23rd: ‘well a guy let me go ahead of him that was nice. yesterday at park meadows a lady was deciding what to order and she let me go ahead of her. ‘ from the 20...


copied from my fb: from feb. 23: ‘people were so nice to me last wk. when i went to the store.er not that they’re usually mean to me no haven’t been in a long time. ok so they were nice-er than u...


this happened the wk. of the...........7th wow. copied from my fb: ‘um. right so last wk. i was at the mall.as i am. and i was in urban in the music section and ‘under pressure’ came on.and so i’...


oh so the wk. of the 7th - the 13th my sister & I went to target. er i mean to the Chinese place. The reason we went back to her place was bc it was cold in the Chinese place. So the 14th - t...


i actually have some this time. So he called this morning at 1.from detox. he was drunk. i was confused cause i’m like ‘wait..........but if you’re in detox then how.......are you drunk?’ and lik...


the movie my mom & i watched was ‘monsoon wedding’ not ‘moonrise wedding’ or w/e i put. so i stand corrected.


right so as put. i got at Muriel.Pat’s mom.via fb. and asked her to please have evan call if um she hears from him as i’m worried. i was like ‘hi sorry to bother you......’ and then remembered h...


so valerie hasnt’ been bothering me as much. she um.she walks faster now as fast as i do.which is weird and it’s weird that that slightly bothers me. well a i have anemia and cause of that i cann...


btw it’s spring.well in the states it is which is where i am. no spring for me isn’t later in the month bc march is a spring month and that doesn’t make sense for winter to be in spring.and by wi...


um. so on sun. the 21st i did my laundry. on mon. valerie i went to........uh oh we went to park meadows. we went to the greek place. well i did. tues. i might’ve gone to the store. no maybe that...


so i didn’t think this rule would still be the same when i moved. well apparently if i fall and the lady knows about it not only does she have to document it but no.we have to go to the damn hosp...


more btiching about this.well actually i don’t consider it ‘bitching’ if the person’s planning to do something about it eventually. and i will once some’in like this happens 2 more times. anyway ...


February 23, 2016

evan news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

well i don’t have any just thoughts. it’s been a month since we last talked.like on the phone and 2 months since we last got together. um last month he was in denver...........it seems unusual fo...


so i’m a bit knackered atm currently 2:10 a.m. let’s see here so on Sun. the 14th which was also valentine’s day i.did my laundry wasn’t too exciting usually isn’t. um on Mon. valerie........i do...


Are you truly happy with your life? no thank god. er let me explain: happy is a momentary thing.it’s a ‘loud’ thing. also i don’t like happy people. i’m content w/ my life but i’m not ‘happy’ w/...


When you wash your hands, do you use the cold or hot tap (faucet)? um well i hate the feeling of things being wet so..........what i have hand sanitiser and for that reason. well the real reason ...


um. So she did tell me it wouldn’t bother her if i corrected her grammar. and that when she says ‘hi’ to random people she wouldn’t be as perky.cause good god. i encounter those perky store clerk...


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