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so yesterday. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
copied from my fb: ‘well that was.interesting. so i tried to walk to the home depot area and i got out of our little neighborhood thing but then the lady saw me and she’s like ‘where you goin?’ a...
bus thing. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
it’s been.awhile since anything off putting w/ the bus people happened. yeah um the last time it did was in feb. feb. 26th so a little over a month. no a month and a half 6 wks. ok so anyway. so ...
um. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
usually i’m more inventive than that w/ titles. um so i was thinking about this recently. it’s been almost 3 yrs. since i lost my battle. w/. my ED. i don’t remember a whole lot of that night but...
evan.trust.freedom.closeness. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so on fb my um ‘friend’ Jessica eluded that she was having a hard time. so some of her friends commented on her update saying they were all going to the bar that night. so and Matt f. [of matt an...
evan news. well we tried. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
yeah so yesterday.i was at my mom’s [well.the area where my mom resides] and i was by my park and it’s 3:40 and.evan calls. well i didn’t know that untill my phone said i had a missed call. the v...
from sun. the 27th to sat. the 2nd. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
which was um the day before yesterday. anyway so sun. i did my laundry. as usual. we had people over sun. as it was easter. and on mon. valerie i went to um leela’s. and then to target as we do. ...
evan news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so he called me at 2 this morning when i’d just woken up and was doing things. well apparently what happened fri. was. he was in detox and he wasn’t aware they were going to keep him for 5 da...
my mistake i was wrong. i stand corrected. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so no evan didn’t call me fri. a.m. that was.i got a call from spam. yeah i’ve been getting them lately.
so nothing happened. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
well that’s not entirely true. and yes i’m awake at 11:20 in the morning for the first time in like ever.there’s more to this. um but anyway. no i meant nothing happened regarding evan & i. s...
and that’s not a word i use like ever ‘jerk’. but yeah.........not that i liked him before......... and i don’t really care why he did this just that he did it so. ok so at the risk of upsetting ...
kate news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so kate as i’ve mentioned is my sister. well she has another job as a volunteer at the hospital i think she started this wk. i’m not sure what she’s actually doing i’ll ask.um. the hospital she’s...
evan news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so he called this morning at 2:10.well actually he’s been calling me for awhile i just.don’t answer and that’s my own fault. so um anyway. ..........we might get together fri. but we’ll see. or n...
ya know i was thinking about it and. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
copied from my fb: ‘ya know i was thinking about it and.ok i’ma backtrack a bit: so after my dental the lady & i got subway. and on the way there i was thinking about it and i’m thinking ‘but...
more Pat stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
wow i’m suddenly flooded w/ memories. i’m also on my period so.yeah. um god wow. i remember..........i remember the night Pat saved me. anorexia related. i remember........him playing his guitar...
'how do you know......?'. well i don't.and pat. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
yeah so in one of my recent entries i said i’d told my sister I saw an oriole and she went ‘how do you know it was an oriole?’ well again i don’t. so this brings me to one of the last conversatio...
so in my last entry i mentioned how.....um.........that usually when people approach birds the birds fly away. yeah um deer do that too. i don’t know that i’ve actually seen a deer but they seem....
so the other day when i was by whole foods I thought I saw an oriole.in a tree. and i thought it was one cause the word ‘oriole’ sounds like ‘oreo’ and it was the colors of an oreo the cookie.but...
from sun. the 20th to sat. the 26th. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so last wk. was kindof weird. so on Sun. the 20th I did my laundry. Mon. I. valerie & I did something oh yeah we went to the corner bakery downtown. they used to have 2 but they took out 1...
damnit. fukin snow. and a story. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
usually i wait to update but well here we are. um.........so last night it snowed. and not that i had plans for today so that was fine. er plans to go out i mean. well Milton was supposed to stop...
um right. so like i said on the 23rd of last month which was a......................oh it was a Tues.apparently according to my phone. anyway so on the 23rd valerie & I went to the Chipotle b...
almost midnight here and midnight isn’t the next day in my world which means it’s still Sun. so. just like it’s been spring since March 1st in my world. March just isn’t a winter month.unless it ...
queen news.the the band. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
actually this already happened. i meant to write about it before it happened but well here we are. um so anyway yesterday my mom i went to a queen show. it was nice good. more on this later.
alrite i guess it's time everyone knew. [good stuff] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
in about.a month i’m going to San Francisco w/ my mom. We’re leaving April 19th and getting back like the 24th or something. i’ve actually never been. um we’re going to see Chinatown and Alcatraz...
ptsd.and rape. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
um so. i’ve been having body memories again for the past...........4 days not counting today. they’re a 2,3 - a 5 so not enough to make me upset. i mean they’re not exactly pleasent either. i gue...
so emotional/mom time in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so like i’ve said my depression’s gotten better. and i have normal emotions now. um. no what i mean by that is.back when my depression hadn’t gotten better I’d either cry at the slightest thing [...
