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it’s from a john lennon song. damnit i.i.this is weighing heavily on my mind and has been since like yesterday. and it might be partially influenced by my uh lady problems. i don’t think that i’m...
um. damnit. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so. i don’t have a good title for this entry. um. i.i don’t like reminders the big ones the big emotional ones. i was at where was i.well when i was at king’s the other day i saw sandwiches that ...
i kindof.don’t want to write this entry cause i’m at odds w/my sister who.is in this entry. but i’m like ok i’ll get it over w/. um so Sun. the 15th i did my laundry. Mon. valerie came. We went t...
um. from birth to well yeah. death. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so on the 19th [not the 23rd like i thought it was] it’d been a yr. since my well.........since my stepgrandmother left us. and i.........i’m not doin great w/ it. well i’m not doin great w/ any ...
sorry TMI. yep got my period today. i don’t like.being unprepared. ladies you know what i’m talking about. good thing i wear black pants. actually i’m always wearing pants these days. [well i hav...
Lu news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so my good friend Lu.from the bar. her wife had their baby. yes her Lu’s a lesbian. she was at one point married to Sara and then.at one point they split and now Lu’s married......to this other l...
valerie news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so well they have a dog they’ve had the dog for a couple wks. she told me about it when.she i went to caribou coffee. um i forget what kind it is or anything. she told her daughters if they helpe...
but i still am. in a way. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know awhile ago i decided that when i was at my mom’s [or at my park rather] i’d stop waiting around for evan. and i’m so much better, since i’ve stopped doing that. but the thing is. even tho...
copied from my fb: ‘oh damn. you know you’re gettin old when..........you say things like ‘back in my day’ or ‘when i was your age’. see one reason i related to Pat was bc we both knew who ginger...
so kate stuff. not news just stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
right so as put. kate stuff. well lately. We’ve been talking about me. On um Fri. at lunch she brought up the fact that she never understood why I never did certain things. like well brush my tee...
right so this wk. is when my mom has the blood test to figure out if she has RA. and i guess um. if she does they’re giving her the med thing. but she’s in a group. and 1/2 of the people and 1/2 ...
kate news. and again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so um.....kate...........uhm............ well she hasn’t heard from. it’s either Greg from- the-wedding, Greg’ or ‘greg’, the guy she-was-seeing-after-Mark Greg. i was so confused when she was ...
rachel news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so 2 wks. ago next mon. [being the day after tom.] i posted an entry about my cousin rachel and that she has melonoma. uh so anyway this was the entry: ‘i have a bit of sad news. so my cousin Rac...
so jennifer my roommate. I’m starting to like her less and less as time goes on. like and I couldn’t like.talk to her about any of this cause I don’t think she’d understand. no i mean.er i don’t ...
so i didn’t see evan yesterday. and nor did i see him today. er not like we’d planned anything so. and had he surprised me........well it’s not really a surprise if I know about it. but no i just...
you make it real for me. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
while i’m trying to fend off a panic attack at 4:10 a.m. um wow ok. evan has this habit of.well as i call it ‘bringing me back down to earth’. he’s the only one who does that. but he’s the only o...
so evan called. last night. from detox [again]. [i swear the situations he gets himself into[. which means he’s here thank god. i worry about him really. [not. like anyone’s protesting that, or a...
text. [survey thingy] in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
1 - Who was the last person you texted? um i don’t.have, texting...... 2 - When is your birthday? aug. 17th 3 - Who do you want to be with right now? evan 4 - What sports do you play? um i don’t ...
closet door. [survey thing again] in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? well mainly closed. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Nope. Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? no Wher...
uh so on Sun. the 8th i did my laundry. as usual. on Mon. valerie & I went to Park Meadows. and then Target and King’s. at Park Meadows I went to The Melt where I got grilled cheese which is ...
huh. so that was weird. about sat. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
copied from my fb: ‘huh so that was weird. on sat. we do room checks. and so the lady i were talking about before dinner and she’s like ‘you ready?’ which well i was but i wanted to do it after d...
bus experience. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
copied from my fb: ‘omygod. so on fri. i had the best bus experience in like ever.on fri. [wait i already said that]. the guy wasn’t super attentive and he only asked me once if i wanted help w/ ...
list thingy again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
[] Fired a gun [] Been married [] Fell in love. well.......i still am. [] Swam in an ocean. correct me if i’m wrong here but shouldn’t it be ‘swum’? [] Gone on a blind date [X] Skipped school. ...
kate news. once again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
well i mentioned awhile back that my sister was thinking of getting a new job. for financial reasons. so she’s thinking of working at the museum. well ok the contemporary art museum. and she’s si...
survey thing again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
Do you have an unspeakable past regret?: No i’ve never done anything that bad. What would you have rather done instead?: um. not done it had i known how i’d feel about it like 2 - 3 yrs. later. o...
