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so i talked to valerie about it. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
the whole. curtains thing. and she pointed out i don’t get new curtains for the living room. right cause it’s not my living room. which was her point. well and again it’s the lady’s house but i’m...
um well that was kindof weird. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
yeah so today at 4:20 [tehe 420] the lady knocks on my door. and i’m ‘yeah?’ and she’s ‘oh. I thought you would’ve gone w/ valerie’ ‘no’. If my schedule regarding that had changed I would’ve told...
Pat's drink. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so like i said valerie & I went to milo’s Mon. I got whiskey. I was going to get jack and coke but then didn’t cause, prices. yeah so I got jim beam. so i like jim beam now. the lady’s like ‘...
um. getting my own place. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
well it hasn’t happened yet. so lately susie I have [oh she also goes by melanie] well we’v e been talking about me getting my own place. I have lots of questions. um. so whoever has a key beside...
valerie news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so i saw valerie on yesterday er i mean i saw her yesterday. we went to milo’s it was nice. i got whiskey but more on that later. yeah so we took her boyfriend justin’s car we’ve taken it befo...
room checks. or lack thereof rather. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so on Sat. we were supposed to have done room checks. well by the time we got done w/ bag checks it was 9. and after traveling on the bus for an hr. and a half and then having her pick me from th...
from sun. th 17th to sat. the 23rd in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so on sun. the 17th i did laundry. on mon. valerie i got together. we went to my bar like i’d mentioned. on tues. i went to the store. on wed. i.i don’t think i went anywhere. on thurs. i had ...
words and such. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so in my last entry i mentioned words and how in my head i say ‘circadian’. well apparently and this has nothing to do w/ anything but the word plethora. yeah it’s not said like that. it’s said ‘...
circadian rhythm. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
which in my head i always pronounce is as sar-,cadian rhytm. but more on words later. anyway. so right. like i said i recently got new curtains. well and again ok so i didn’t personally go out an...
responsibility or lack thereof. no actually. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
she still was. right ok. so today i had my dental. well usually before we leave for it the lady has the form in her hand and she gives it to me and some time in there i remind her about it. well ...
that night. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um. so i remembered more of that night. the night i almost um left. a little over 3 yrs. ago. i remembered. that i got as i call it TMI sick. i won’t put, when that happened but apparently it hap...
going to the bar. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
which well i’m not. no oh wait i am. i’m just not going at this moment at 1:20 a.m. yeah um valerie i are going to milo’s. no but i mean i’m not going to my bar. yes so we went to my bar last wk....
curtains [no not the show] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so like i said i got new curtains recently. well ok i didn’t personally go out and buy them. no they were already installed in my rm. last night when i got back. on the way back from the school t...
kate news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so i’m really tired. so i might miss some things. i’m waiting for the sun to come upwhich.i think it might um have started to do but i got these new curtains last night [like they were in my r...
valerie news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um so like i said. we got together wed. and also mon. oh on mon. we had drinks and they were damn good. those shots............omygod. and for $2 too. uh so. right so valerie news. well one of he...
valerie stuff. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so um. i might be misremembering. also i’m tired so. ok so yes again on um wed. we went to best buy to talk to them about my printer. well apparently people who fix printers are few and far betwe...
wanting to cause problems. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i think that.i’m projecting. i feel like this whole evan thing has left me.well i feelempty feel empty and i don’t like that feeling. you know we had problems and we had adventure and it was inte...
computer issues. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
and now in other news. as put. computer issues. so. well actually my computer works it hasn’t.stopped working in the last 1.5 yrs. no it’s just one of the hinges fell off. so...........well so aw...
lindsey evan same different in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so today.on the way to the mall. [well the aurora mall]. I was thinking about Lindsey. she was. well we were at least friends. and maybe more. and I still feel like i should ‘get over her’. cause...
at least i can cry at almost 4 in the morning. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
yeah so i cried today. a bit. well actually i’m a pretty emotional person.i’m just not outward about it. but yeah like i said. i cried at almost 4 in the morning. 3:40.a bit for not for v. long. ...
i'm just lonely i guess. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um. so i’m a really physical person. as is evan. i haven’t seen him in god 5 months short of a yr. in Nov. it’ll be. that’s not the longest we’ve gone. and lately..........and i’m kindof embarass...
listening to adele and drinking. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
which i’m not btw. but i feel like i should be. but i won’t. cause of how private i am. and this house is big vertically but not really horizontally. this is the 2nd time i’ve said something abou...
from sun. the 10th to sat. the 16th in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
um. so on sun. the 10th i did my laundry. on mon. valerie & i went to on the border then um to the store. on tues. the 12th i went to the store. on wed. i.um i went to the home depot area. an...
i know he's hurtin too but. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so right. the last time I talked to evan was almost 2 wks. ago this coming Fri. as i’ve mentioned. and he’d just gotten out of jail the day before [which was thurs.] and presumably was back in de...
i wanted him to be there. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so almost 2 wks. ago now. well it will be on this coming fri. um it’ll be 2 wks. since i told evan my decision. and i was in tears when i told him. omygod. i[‘d also been feeling a panic attack c...
