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hi i’m back. well ok so on Fri. my computer charger decided to stop working. yes again. and i didn’t get a new one untill today and then I got another new one.like we exchanged it. anyway. so tha...


October 24, 2016

been a yr. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

well. it’s been a yr. since my paternal grandmother um ‘left’.us.


hi still here obvs. and thank god. so Day 3 is almost over. I was actually feeling better today for the most part. no big naesau untill about 30 mins. ago. currently 10:50 p.m. The irritability i...


ok before i post about withdrawl. so this happened yesterday. copied from my fb: ‘so after i was done at whole foods i was walking and i walked past this lady on her phone crying. and i’m like ‘o...


October 20, 2016

Day 2 in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

and so begins day 2. alrite here we go.


so. um earlier on the way to my dental the lady asked about my flu shot like when I was going to have it.or something [my memory lately........]. and I told her ‘apparently I’m having it during m...


right as put. i had a dental today.appt. dental appt. um it was.ok. I had a new lady cause Holly my new main lady er hygenist was on vacation.which I knew prior to today I just thought that bc of...


well it’s almost been 24 hrs. since i last had a drink er a bit of one. currently 8:40. and i’m not great. according to what i’ve read online I’m right where I should be. and i’m supposed to feel...


i had another entry typedup but then PB went down right when i finished the entry and it didn’t save the entry and i don’t feel like repeating myself right now so. anyway here we are. anyway yes....


October 18, 2016

my wk. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

cause if i don’t put it down i’ll forget. um so my wk. well on sun. the.........um...........that would’ve been the 9th actually. right so on sun. th 9th my mom i saw cabaret it was good. we went...


Song that always makes you sad? um well creep by radiohead is pretty heartbreaking.but my god it’s beautiful. Last thing you bought? um liquor yes it was liquor Last person you argued with? um......


What’s your last sent text say? i don’t have texting Do you get drunk every weekend? well great now i ‘have’ to say yes Have you ever slept in contacts? like..... the eyewear? i just want to ma...


I’m so relieved valerie didn’t come yesterday. well i’d told her not to but i was paranoid that she would cause i don’t trust people. and idinno. it’s also probably a psychological thing which i ...


yeah so for those who don’t know which is most on mon./Tues. i textmail my sister and tell her i want to do that wk. so last wk. a thing I textmailed her about was getting a flu shot at Target. w...


this hangover stuff is.evident. yeah wow. i’m a bit hungover right now. so about an hr. ago the lady knocks on my door. and asks me when i’m going to shower. and I told her at 10 and that we’d ta...


so on. um yes that’s right Fri. sees like it’s been longer than it has. sees. seems. but it also.does’t. doesn’t. well I took the bus from my mom’s to the school.and that was fine everything was ...


um. so valerie emailed me.......i didn’t check when. so w/i the last hr. as it’s now 6 a.m. I textmailed her and cancelled telling her it was due to finances. as in i didn’t have the finances to ...


so it’s 4;15 a.m. almost 4:20 cause i round up and i’m drunk. godamn i haven’t been sober in a wk. but this isn’t about that. um. so on........damnit Sat. my mom & I went to Target so she cou...


and liquor. yeah so i got liquor. um a bit ago. banana and fireball. so when i got back the lady asked if i wanted to do rm. checls and i told her no.which i have the right to do. just as she has...


ok so i’m really tired. i’ve been up since 7:20 a.m. after sleeping for um.8 hrs. it’s now 10:20. i’m not a morning person at all. so the fact that i’m this tired has some bearing here. ok so whe...


uh. well i’ve been.ok so even though i haven’t had more to drink since um this morning er earlier this morning I haven’t been sober since Mon. damn. yeah i didn’t want to be sober yesterday and s...


well. it’s been 12 yrs. since i was raped.


well besides the whole me snapping at the guy/unexpected bag check thing. this is stuff that happened while i was at the store. nothing much happened when i got back. um so. At the self checkout ...


so yesterday on the way back from the store the lady tells me ‘i need to check your bags. just like I do when you come back from albertson’s‘ and I’m ‘my purse?’ ‘no your grocery bags’ ‘I don’t r...


this is actually 2 topics. slight TMI. so I’m stiill on my period. it doesn’t usually last this long. usually it’s only a day or 2. it’s been.ok. cranberry juice is keeping the nauseau at bay. i ...


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