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So yesterday Was wed. so i went to my mom’s. which is unusual bc. i don’t um.usually do that. but I went then bc my parents are going to my mom’s choir retreat tom. and they’ll be back Sun. [well...

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So.uh yesterday well.The bus driver was kindof a jerk like he didn’t actually want to be a bus driver. he treated it as just a job instead of more than. oh so when he got to the van i told him wh...

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uhm yeah so yesterday. er no.yeah it was yesterday. I was in my room between 9 - 10:30 getting ready when the lady knocks on my door and asks what time the bus is coming. I tell her between 11:30...

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so in an entry from the um 26th i said I found out more of the reason they were as i call it holding my money hostage. and that i thought if I matched what they gave me they’d give me that exact ...

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and i just took of something that isn’t vodka. so the last time valerie & I got together we went to aw.where I got of course root beer and fries. those are some good fries. and the root beer ...

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meanwhile in my world. i’m not sure.if this will help others bc i don’t know how they are about this kindof thing. but I don’t like brushing my teeth.and I’m not the only one my psych. doesn’t en...

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so we had the big meeting on oct..........um.........10th right which was a mon. that was almost a month ago. so usually when i have meetings/see my psych. i have some things typed up to go over....

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so like i said yesterday I had a meeting w/ debbie. she’s really nice but that’s the problem. is people like her want me to open up to her. and.i’m a really private person so. and i know if i ope...

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so yesterday like i said I had my dr.s appt. Megan [again she’s my dr.] updated my info. She asked if I was still seeing Dr. Davis and I told her no but she was really nice. and she [Megan] asked...

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i’m drunk so if this isn’t clear/doesn’t make sense/is vague that’s the reason. [well ok a, reason]. so yesterday was. Mon. so i....... well i had my dr.’s appt. which apparently was at 11 not 10...

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um so on sun. the 30th i did my laundry. oh i also went to the home depot area. i don’t think valerie i got together that day. on mon. which was halloween i didn’t do anything. er i mean i didn’t...

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well it’s now mon. 1:50 a.m. i’m roudig up of course. i’m also drunk. um. so yesterday i........well at 1:20 p.m. i checked my email and i got an email from valerie well 2 actually the first said...

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so evan called me. on. uhmmm......the 30th at 11:30 then at midnight. and the next time he called was on the......4th [oh that would’ve been/was fri.] at 6:50 p.m. and then 7:10. and then midnigh...

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So uh. um..............oh so after I was done at Whole Foods I went outside sat and ate. like i sat at a table as opposed to the ground. haven’t done that in a long time.it was nice. when I was d...

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so last wk. on Fri. I was trying to think of what had happened Thurs. and i couldn’t remember anything big other than.the stupid bus thing. yeah that.that was the main event. oh well actually the...

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yes i know i mention this a lot but that’s cause it happens a lot. so on um Thurs. I took the bus to my mom’s. as usual. well the bus came at 12. which was fine. and I told the guy I wanted to si...

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yeah so we had room checks last night. and she goes ‘your trash is overflowing a little’ and i go ‘yeah a little’. well really now? thank you capt. obvious congratulatios. wow. like no kidding. t...

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so the other night.for dinner she made me eggs. and nothing else. and lately i haven’t wanted eggs. and then on um..........Wed. she made me grilled cheese.and nothing else. well the reason I don...

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um so. on thurs. i took one of the suitcases over to my mom’s. so now in a way i feel less bothered by the whole room check thing. just 1 less thing for the lady to go through. i just wish she ha...

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So at the house we have an actual dining rm. by which i mean there’s a wall in between the kitchen and the.um dining room. [cause to me a dining room is a room that’s off to the side and there’s ...

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so on my way to my last dental appt. which was the 19th of last month a wed. the lady’s like ‘i got you new tide things’ and i’m like ‘i’ll get those through my mom. but thank you’ when i didn’t ...

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ok so this was meant to go in my previous entry. so um. and which.well that entry was meant to be spli up into 3 which.i guess i could still do not like anyone’s stopping me or anything it’s just...

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i meant. when i moved from my last house from........from stephanie’s. into the house i’m at now. I thought. there’d be more privacy or privacy at all. I thought i’d be warned before she went thr...

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i’ve also.thought of moving. in w/ someone else in the system. i’ve not met this person yet and this is the only place i’ve stated this. but even if i did move. things would still be the same. I’...

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copied from my fb: ‘you know that feeling.when you’re um inflating an inflatable mattress ad only part of it’s inflated? [ok so this may not be the best example.......thing being i’ve never uh bl...

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