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from: nov. 2006 in The Wonderland Years: 2006: transferred over from FOD
‘ ‘Ellooooooooooo moo i’m bored. oh and i didnt go to class. tehe. w/e. omygod it is suuuuuuuch a gorgeous day too-day. it feels like summer. i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuv summer. ow. my knee hurts. i fell...
from: july 2006 in The Wonderland Years: 2006: transferred over from FOD
‘July Mistake erasers rainbowws Sat. july 22nd So lately there’s been a lot goin on. This entire summer. And I’ve decided I need to wirte I mean really write. But i don’t want to right now. i don...
from: dec. 22, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘So um I’ve slipped back into a relapse. Again. Bc of this whole. not seeing him thing. Bc I haven’t felt loved. Which, you know is really stupid. It’s not that it’s not understandable as it is. ...
from: dec. 22, 2012 in Drinking
‘So I went out and got blackout drunk last night.er.I think. At the very least I know I was really drunk. I have never ever been that drunk at that bar. I went into the bathroom bc,, well as said...
from: dec. 11, 2012 in Drinking
‘should’ve/sobriety scares me/i need to look back to get through. Part 2 of the previous entry. Like I said I’ve been in a constant haze lately. Last week I had 4 white Russians and a shot. The w...
from: dec. 11, 2012 in drunkorexia
‘I’ve been in a constant liquid smoky haze lately. W/ all the smoking and drinking I do. I drank an entire bottle of vanilla vodka over the weekend. And no I’m not proud of it. And then early yes...
from: nov. 17, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘yes this again. I’ve relapsed. For the 1st day or 2 of my period I’m really not hungry. But I was relapsing even before that. I didn’t eat for 2 days. And he’s trrying to figure out why. or, he ...
from: nov. 17, 2012 in My Days
‘>although it’s currently 2:20 p.m. here. So I woke up at. well i’m really not sure. 5:44? maybe. i remember it was still dark out. I must’ve slept at least 12 hrs. my god. Apparently my frien...
from: sept. 11, 2012 in Anxiety
‘As put. My anxiety’s gotten worse..........it makes sense, what w/ the event at the end of this month and then next month being the 8 yr......... and the 1 yr of when I told Mark about ‘that’ ...
from: july 24, 2012 in Drinking
‘>....stop you unless you want me to” - James. So. Last Wed. I drank. And then the Wed. before that. I didn’t drink the 4th. Or at the last Synthetics show which I think. was the 15th. it was ...
from: june 29, 2012 in Drinking
‘>.....killing me - Nikki Sixx. uh huh. Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries Current Time: 8:30 p.m. Currently: slightly achy, drained. tired. although my feet aren’t in pain which. well, thank ...
from: june 14, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘Currently: 4:50 a.m Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries i’m hot, tired as hell and a bit hungover. again. I had 4 malibus at the bar last night. yeah......i know. i know. And then cut myself off....
from: june 13, 2012 in Drinking
‘Currently: 5 a.m Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries So over the past few days I was hungover. I drank......... last Wed., then Fri. then Mon. the day before yesterday. I got wasted Wed. not my...
from: june 11, 2012 in Drinking
‘It’s currently 2:20 a.m. and I’m a bit tipsy, so. just had the last of SoCO in the bottle ‘bout a shot and a bit of vermouth & coke, so. it’s mostly cherry coke. oh god i love SoCo. sO. my m...
from: april 11, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘>........i’ve gotten. No Advice and. popsicles, incense & smoothies. & fevers warmth reactions. so. Currently: 10:50 p.m. As put. I’m finally starting to see how sick I’ve gotten. fro...
from: april 10, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘well. more of the symptoms are presenting themselves 3 more. 8........er, ‘8’. wow...........and that has nothing to do w/ this entry. [i’m blazed right now]..............wow.just.wow. Currently...
from: april 10, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘’this morning being yesterday a.m. v. early. *Lou’s wife being Sara ‘so. i’m confused. i’m in recovery again. This morning when James had pizza he handed some to me and was like ‘here. eat’. The...
from: april 16, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016
‘ ‘ugh. i’m so tired to-day. so foggytired. [i realise that’s redundant]. i was walking back from the store and everything.........everything was far away. i didn’t connect. i couldn’t feel anyth...
from: april 11, 2012 in Drinking
‘ok so I know I wrote part of this earlier this a.m. and then evidently crashed from 4 - 8:55 a.m. so didn’t finish the entry. so a bit of a repeat.entry. ‘ ........but that’s. not good. [so, obv...
drinking.or or not. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so lately.for the first time in.forever/well a long time I haven’t wanted to drink.which is probably good. i don’t remember the last time i had this. yeah I read online recently that w/ nondrinke...
michael news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so my former friend Michael. from........uh 5 yrs. ago. well he’s evidently getting married. and.idinno. not that we were like dating or anything. but...........it’s just weird. I want my friends...
period. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so like i mentioned i got my period recently. i think that was this wk. actually.maybe.probably. it was um ok. not too much pain but general dizziness. oh but i got sick from it. i was also drunk...
from: aug. 26, 2012 in My Days
‘’As mentioned, I saw ‘Sparkle’. but this is [about] what happened before and after that. So I get to the mall at 9:30 and it’s weirdly empty. and dark. I check the directory thing and turns out,...
from: july 30, 2012 in My Days
‘’I actually started writing this entry this morning but I was stoned so I didn’t really finish. or start, actually. got a few words in and was like ‘uh.....what.........?’. couldn’t finish was s...
from: july 24, 2012 in My Days
‘’So it’s been a long day. Currently: 10:30 p.m. Last night I went out on their balcony & briefly talked to Max. He’s from Texas which I knew but spent most of his time here [CO]. His parents...
