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alrite. so also.over the summer my Aunt Cindy was here my mom’s sister.i forget why. i mean I know she was here for a visit but I don’t know if it was just that or if there was more to that. ok s...


so. as I’ve mentioned my mom’s in a choir. well last month they had a cabaret......event.......performance thing. [btw ‘cabaret’ actually means ‘small room’ so]. they had one last summer. well it...


cause i’m mostly caught up. a few things happened over the summer that i haven’t written about.i will when i’m ready. also. i recently discovered that when i was in college something happened. li...


November 14, 2016

from: march 2010 in My Days

‘’.....hope so.” - Michael. We were at a buffet. I realise how obvious the quote is. I’m always amazed that they have food at grocery stores, too. Again, yes, obvious. But I haven’t been grocery ...


November 14, 2016

from: march 2010 in Friends

‘’.....hope so.” - Michael. We were at a buffet. I realise how obvious the quote is. I’m always amazed that they have food at grocery stores, too. Again, yes, obvious. But I haven’t been grocery ...


November 14, 2016

from: march 2010 in Dates/Dating

‘‘8th** Being in a relationship.........sure, yeah that would be great. If one of my friends knows a single guy who’s interested, come talk to me. But it’s not at the forefront of my mind. What i...


November 14, 2016

from: march 2010 in Anxiety

‘‘6th** .......step ahead like a fukin game of chess. That’s how today felt. A friend came over. She spent about 10 minutes in my room, looking at my books. It was weird. She’s so....tactile. Wel...


November 14, 2016

from: march 2010 in Friends

‘‘6th** .......step ahead like a fukin game of chess. That’s how today felt. A friend came over. She spent about 10 minutes in my room, looking at my books. It was weird. She’s so....tactile. Wel...


November 14, 2016

from: feb. 2010 in Depression

‘‘22nd nearing 1 p.m. which is.......idinno. Weird. I Facebooked Meagan, asking if I could do anything, to which she replied ‘nothing, you’re fine. don’t worry about me’. Well that’s helpful........


November 14, 2016

from: feb. 2010 in Friends

‘‘22nd nearing 1 p.m. which is.......idinno. Weird. I Facebooked Meagan, asking if I could do anything, to which she replied ‘nothing, you’re fine. don’t worry about me’. Well that’s helpful........


November 14, 2016

from: feb. 2010 in Depression

‘‘20th Wow. I got hit with some pretty heavy stuff earlier tonight. So Michael, Meagan, Taylor and I were at the hookah bar. And apparently, a guy Meagan knew um....died, very recently, via suici...


November 14, 2016

from: feb. 2010 in Friends

‘ ‘20th Wow. I got hit with some pretty heavy stuff earlier tonight. So Michael, Meagan, Taylor and I were at the hookah bar. And apparently, a guy Meagan knew um....died, very recently, via suic...


November 14, 2016

from: sept. 2006 in Depression

‘Rubbing Alcohol It stings for 5 seconds But I’ve learned how to deal with the pain Because I’ve been in much more/worse ‘


November 14, 2016

from: sept. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘Rubbing Alcohol It stings for 5 seconds But I’ve learned how to deal with the pain Because I’ve been in much more/worse ‘


‘Walking Through A Fog I’m walking through a fog I can hardly hear you I need to surface. ‘


November 14, 2016

from: sept. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘Walking Through A Fog I’m walking through a fog I can hardly hear you I need to surface. ‘


November 14, 2016

from: sept. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘ Paper Thin The walls are paper thin I have to force myself to breathe Everything is heard. ‘


November 14, 2016

from: jan. 2006 in Depression

‘OK soooooo.........right, update; yeah last night I attempted. I don’t know why I did it. As in, attempted. Don’t ask why cuz I don’t know. Some things in life can’t be explained. And I seriou...


‘ OK soooooo.........right, update; yeah last night I attempted. I don’t know why I did it. As in, attempted. Don’t ask why cuz I don’t know. Some things in life can’t be explained. And I serio...


November 14, 2016

from: nov. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘ ‘ “What’s wrong?” you ask. “Nothing,” I tell you. My lips form the words but my eyes say something else entirely different. The eyes that everyone else thinks are freaky because they change col...


‘It’s 1:30 am and I’m sitting here. I wish I had someone to talk to but I don’t and I’m sitting here. I am so incredibly tired. It’s now Saturday. I’m hungry and tired and I honestly feel like sh...


November 14, 2016

from: nov. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘ ‘Red wine glasses spilled Lying on the floor The bodies pressed into each other The haunting melodies of being alive The eruption comes from her miscarriage The pain of every anguished sense Th...


November 14, 2016

from: nov. 2006 in Poems: 2006 - 2014

‘‘English Class Group Activity The teacher asks us to get into groups of 3. because there’s an odd number. Everyone rearranges themselves. I’m horrible at this. The 2 girls in front of me move ...


‘ ‘For the past 5 solid weeks. I’ve eaten. I mean, I have made a consciouos effort to eat at least 2 meals a day. For the first tiime in my entire life. The 2 other goals are to get me to eat mor...


‘ ‘For the past 5 solid weeks. I’ve eaten. I mean, I have made a consciouos effort to eat at least 2 meals a day. For the first tiime in my entire life. The 2 other goals are to get me to eat mor...


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