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survey thinger. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
TEN WHATS What are you looking forward to most this week? um the most. probably London. What are you worried about? well i have a dental appt. tom. What’s the most important thing you look for in...
room checks. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so like I said yesterday we did room checks. er last night i mean. it was ok. So if you’re sitting on my bed to the right [and somewhat behind it since it’s a ginormous bed. i really don’t need a...
what's happened sice i last wrote in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
er ‘last wrote’. The last time i wrote in here i posted a survey. no i mean what’s happened since I last ‘wrote’ about anything going on w/ me. and that was the 16th so 4 days ago. so it hasn’t b...
that survey that's goin around. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? No . . . How do you flush the toilet in public? as opposed to where, exactly? in someone’s house? Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? y...
middle name [survey] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
What is you middle name? Beman. How old are you? 29 damnit. What is your birthday? aug. 17th What is your zodiac sign? leo What is your favorite color? purple. and yellow. What’s your lucky numbe...
<<< the rest of that survey. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i evidently had’t c + p’d all of it so. here ya go. here’s the rest: What is the least favorite thing you like about yourself? where to begin… What color pants and shoes are you wearing right no...
named after [survey] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
Are you named after someone? well......there’s speculation about that. or maybe the word is ‘debate’. actually that probably is the word. my mom says i was but then i remember one time someone a...
collapse. and curl. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
right so this is from yesterday. i just want to collapse.well. i wanted to collapse before i knew of this of.the SH. some time ago i read about that the collapse thing. and in one instance it sai...
panic attacks. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
again. this is from yesterday. excep they’re not really attacks. just every night since fri. i’ve felt that panic attack feeling.
depression. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
this was actually written yesterday. so now i’m depressed.er more depressed since i’ve had depression since i was 13. i just.like. i don’t connect to things. i can watch something funny online an...
fuk. flashbacks again. and home depot bathroom. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so this.dealing w/ and processing the SH has brought up flashbacks. of the 1st & last rape/s. oh so yesterday.when i was in the home depot bathroom it was the most vividly i’d thought of one ...
i don't remember. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i don’t remember.the dates or the days or the months hat it happened the SH. or how spread out each of the occurances was. and i didn’t blog about it untill now.
depression and bedridden. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
when i was in college.a jan. that i was there i was ‘bedridden’ for 2 wks. bc of my depression. apparently according to my blog entries from then i was lonely. there are a few reasons that happen...
absenteeism. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so it’s a thing. yeah when i looked up sexual harassment on wikipedia it said something about absentee-ism. basically..........it’s exactly what it sounds like. the person is absent, from work/sc...
i didn't.like him. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i didn’t.like him and that was why.
and in fl of all places. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
and in fl of all places. the one place where i didn’t think anythign major had happened. i was only there 2 yrs. but a lot can happen in 2 yrs.
i can't believe. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i can’t fukin believe i’m back here again. i just. wow.
i remember. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i remember.what i was wearing during one..........time. [not SA the other thing]. not that .........i mean.it happened regardless. i’m small but that’s not an excuse for him to say.what he did. i...
from the 6th to the 12th in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
on sun. valerie i didn’t get together. i went to the home depot area. mon. was my dr.’s appt. and then the meeting w/ debbie. and then um i went to the home depot area. tues. i don’t think i did ...
i remember. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
i remember.what i was wearing during one..........time. [not SA the other thing]. not that .........i mean.it happened regardless. i’m small but that’s not an excuse for him to say.what he did. i...
right there. in front of everyone. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
well not literally ‘in front of everyone’. we were in the hall.........people were in their offices. and he..........i........... the harassment thing. i’m not ready to put what he said. i know i...
the worst part. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
the worst part about this right now is knowing it’s real. i’ve heard/read that feelings aren’t wrong and i wish........i wish mine were right now. i wish mine were. no i was there i know what ha...
college. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
so, apparently. in college i was sexually harassed.
survey thingy. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
1) Do you think kids or their parents are responsible for their beliefs? that’s a weird question. bc to me someone being responsible for something is like. people are resposible for doing their o...
tv/movies in yes i'm aware it's 2016.
So um.i like tv.a lot. I watch it online. I’ve watched ‘kevin can wait’, ‘timeless’, ‘man w/ a plan’, ‘,american housewife’, ‘this is us’ half of AHS Roanoke ‘the good place’, ‘superstore’, ‘spee...
