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sleep. in 2017. got it.
this is again from Thurs.: ‘i love sleep. but the past few nights/mornings [and by mornings i mean when it’s [still] dark [out] ] other then this one [2:10 a.m. atm] [it’s thurs. here] i’ve falle...
the service. and um. *talk of d**th in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs. again: ‘so the service hasn’t happened yet. for my grandfather. it’s going to be the 25th Sun. i’m not sure what time. um the last time i saw him was xmas eve. it was i don’t ...
we had a fire drill yesterday. and. cops. in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: ‘so yesterday we had a fire drill. as well as a safety drill. one of the questions she asked me was ‘what would you do if you were assaulted?’. like sexually or? yeah...... ...
symptoms and. i don't know. in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: ‘so. i didn’t write yesterday as it was a holiday. my symptoms. [TBI]. i’m having that weird body temp. thing again. and digestive issues [i won’t detail it’s TMI]/lady prob...
stick to the script/not a real problem in 2018
again. this is from Tues.: ‘[it makes sense that. i would say ‘stick to the script’ as i’m a leo. i’m also. really into astrology. anyway.]. another one of those. ‘not a real problem’ problem. th...
yesterday mentoring in 2017. got it.
this is from Tues.: ‘my mentor doesn’t actually mentor, me a whole lot since there’s not much i require assistance w/. honestly the main reason i meet w/ her is cause i get money to do so. [well ...
not that this is. a real problem or anything. in 2018
this is from Tues.: as it’s not actually. so for those who don’t know i don’t like my mentor. so last night. we’re at wendy’s. and, i come back to the table. i was done eating by then and was re...
huh. well that was. weird. *Period talk in 2017. got it.
this is again from Mon.: So evidently I don’t think I got my period. [not that i have a problem w/ that.]. I got um what’s known as sp*ting. huh. well that was weird. i’m not like severely bother...
i don't want to talk about it/i don't want sympathy in 2017. got it.
this again is from Mon.: so. i’m going to talk about the thing i don’t want to talk about? uh ok a lot of sense that makes. my grandfather. he wasn’t that great of a guy and we weren’t that close...
been 4 wks. in 2017. got it.
this is actually from Mon.: well. it’s been 4 wks. since i sustained the concussion/got the TBI.
mark ru maybe i don't know. in 2017. got it.
this is from earlier: so i just asked my friend Mark. what he thought about being the person Ru goes to........if Ru felt he needed to. as I want a backup plan. I know it’s a lot to ask and it’s ...
jd confidentiality policy in 2017. got it.
asked him. 1. if he thought i was going to hurt myself would he be required to tell someone? yes. what if it’s something that’s already happened? i.e. hard drugs. i haven’t asked him 2 yet.
oh also. in 2017. got it.
i got my period yesterday. 3 wks. from the last time i did.
um. so my grandfather died. in 2017. got it.
this is from earlier. today: um. so my grandfather died this morning. yeah my mom called 10 mins. ago and told me. currently 4:20 atm. um.
how i’m doing since my SU attempt on Wed. i just. i feel so like fragile. i used to. maybe when i was in college [i actually remember a time in college when i did] or maybe even when i was livin...
people's reactions. *SA *SU in 2017. got it.
so like i’d mentioned. i told um.............Ru about the rapes. well just that I had been and at what ages. nothing else. And he said something like ‘i’m sorry. there are no appropriate words fo...
talking to a lady on the SU chat. notes. in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: ‘’such experiences of being overpowered..........make you feel unsettled.......’ so then i had to go and look up what ‘overpowered’ meant. it means: ‘to be to intense for, to...
Frida's work. in 2017. got it.
Frida for those who don’t know was a Mexican artist. actually she was half Mexican half German I think. the chick w/ the eyebrow. She was married to Diego Rivera. the guy who painted all the lili...
i'm a sea turtle. *TBI in 2017. got it.
again. this is also from Thurs.: well. not literally. This was meant to have been written a few days ago but here we are. right. so I’m a sea turtle. In that. Those dudes well. they’re not fast....
been 5 yrs. in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: it’s been 5 yrs. since my ex & i broke up.
just told. *SU in 2017. got it.
from thurs.: i just told. NE guy about the SU thing. via email.
ya know what........ *Cop./Tree thing. in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: ya know what....... the cop didn’t call the lady in my presence. that’s um. that’s interesting. i don’t like this feeling. should he have? my personal opinion yeah. um. ok. ...
it's a pretty. dark place to be *SU in 2017. got it.
this is from Thurs.: it’s a pretty. dark place to be. where you feel like you don’t have any other options. and so. you open that door and. ....... i don’t. know how...........i..........what i’...
SU attempt. in 2017. got it.
this is actually from Thurs.: So after my. SU attempt yesterday. I actually felt a lot calmer. I’m going to tell an ex of mine. NE guy. soon. As to why, I did it. I just wanted out. And I couldn’...
um. the more i think about it. *Cop/Tree/Detain. thing in 2017. got it.
Ya know. The more I think about it. The more........it seems likely that someone saw me pass out and then called the cops. Without ever telling me they were going to. Yeah wow. I hopefully would ...
