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March 19, 2018

9 wks. in 2017. got it.

it’s been 9 wks. since i sustained my first concussion. and 3 wks. since the other one. 2 months/1 wk.


March 19, 2018

5 yrs. in 2018

actually a little over. it’s been 5 yrs. since the first date i had w/ evan actually a little over. [and no this isn’t one of those ‘they ran off and got married’ stories.]. cause our first date ...


so like i said. my ex threatened me he insulted me he verbally abused me. all while sober. twice while at my apt. [the threat and the verbal.]. where he never drank. he didn’t even have an excuse...


March 18, 2018

finances. in 2018

so i’m in debt. yeah i’m not proud of it. i’m not like. hugely in debt or anything. um. at the last house meeting i asked like. for more clarification on where does the extra money go? i only get...


at the risk of offending probably. a lot of people here....... So the other day we were talking and valerie told me one of her daughters goes to this christian school place. i don’t remember the ...


March 18, 2018

sleep. in 2017. got it.

yeah i love it. so usually. well up untill lately i was a right side sleeper. meaning. i’d start off on my .........right.......side then go to my left then to my right again. i fell asleep faste...


yeah i’m kindof. an odd person. so for the longest time when i’d do my laundry i’d only wash my sheet. but ya know. i was thinking about it........at times i seperate things by material. or if i ...


i don’t understand the things i do....... it’s, from a song. um. i’m not sure, if i’ve mentioned this or not but. some time ago recently my mom told me that valerie had told her about the red t...


March 16, 2018

technology right? in 2017. got it.

yes right. so um the other wk. i. ...... well my comp. charger stopped working for a minute there. and the lamp somehow turned itself for a few mins. that was weird. so my printer. well actuall...


March 15, 2018

drinking. in 2017. got it.

so last wk. i drank at my mom’s. well at night. a little. bc i was put out by something and either i don’t remember what it was or i don’t want to talk about it more b. a bit of this glass bottle...


March 15, 2018

today. in 2018

so today i. well i really didn’t do much of anything. actually i did my laundry. by which i mean one grocery bag. i thought the lady would be back by 2:40/3 which was why. i didn’t let the washin...


March 14, 2018

yesterday. in 2018

yesterday I um went to the store. well first I went to the bank and before that I took my trash out. at a park that’s by walgreen’s well actually it’s in between walgreen’s and the store the one ...


March 14, 2018

Mon. in 2018

so yeah Mon. like I said I was at my mom’s. or maybe I didn’t, say. well anyway I was at my mom’s. so Valerie picked me up at 5. We went to Wendy’s to the store. it took us an hr. to get to wendy...


So prior to me telling them about the cops thing Emily asks something about ‘the field’. and at first i’m picturing a prairie. and then i’m picturing a dr. in a white lab coat actually in a field...


March 14, 2018

the meeting. in 2017. got it.

um. so i’ve mentioned a couple times by now that we had a meeting on Thurs. i was there of course, my mom, marty, linda, the lady and 3 new people Emily, Andrea [pronounced on-drea] and ashley. l...


March 14, 2018

from the 4th - the 10th in 2018

on the 4th which was Sun. i. no no yes. ok so on the 4th which was sun. i did my laundry. on Mon. valerie i got together. we went to wendy’s then the store. on Tues. i went out. maybe i think. sa...


March 13, 2018

5 yrs. in 2017. got it.

it’s been 5 yrs. since my best friend left us. He was, the best person I ever knew. love.


March 13, 2018

8 wks. in 2017. got it.

it’s been 8 wks. well actually a little over. since i sustained my concussion and 2 wks. since the other one. 8 wks./2 months.


March 13, 2018

"are you normal?" in 2017. got it.

um. what? I seriously got asked that the other day it was yes must’ve been yesterday. So I was exiting Whole Foods in their lobby area. thing and a woman stopped me and went ‘omygod’ annoyed. and...


March 12, 2018

hi i'm back. in 2018

hi i’m back. [you’d left?]. yes um. so at the meeting on thurs. i discovered that apparently the lady her husband were coming back sun. yesterday as opposed to today. which is why i’m blogging ri...


March 08, 2018

sexual assault. in 2017. got it.

So for those who don’t know I was apparently sexually assaulted when I was 17. And I say ‘apparently’ bc I only found this out myself last yr. ‘but how could you not know?’. if anyone’s going to ...


so like i said. er well i eluded to. rather. i um. The night before the funeral we had dinner at my Aunt Joan’s. it was. it was nice. there were 25 people there. one of my great aunts and her son...


yes this again. um. so the large bruise on my spine hasn’t gone away. it’s been 7 wks. well actually 7.5 today. i’ve read. recently actually that it takes large bruises longer to recover. it’s bl...


March 08, 2018

today. in 2018

so today. was wed still is. i um. i. i went to the store other then eating before i went out i was actually a lot more prepared then i had been. yesterday yay. i’d checked the weather shot a text...


um today. today was wed. er actually it still is. wed. so i. oh yeah i remember more of what happened yesterday. well apparently the lady had a class. well so i was up by 1:10 and she knocks on m...


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