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not completely 100% straight. in 2017. got it.
from fri.: ‘ I’m not completely 100% straight. maybe life would be easier if I was. were? I think I come off like I am. like. also I’m not dating. anyone. yes I said ‘anyone’. but maybe life woul...
3.5 months. in 2017. got it.
it’s been. 14 wks. since I sustained my concussion. 14 wks./3.5 months.
So I'm ??? in 2017. got it.
again. I don’t know. I’m not straight [well. not completely] I’m not a lesbian. I’m not trans or binary. so that leaves. um. bi or pan. or questioning. it’s like putting on different pairs of pan...
does it really matter what we call it? *Sexuality. in 2017. got it.
‘on both sides’ ‘on the fence’ bi ‘in the closet but the door’s open’. does it really matter what it’s known as? so long as it’s known as something? like. the eskimos for example. have a lot of w...
you're assuming that i'm straight. in 2017. got it.
so the other day my mentor asked me what kindof guys i like cause she’s always wondered. [not cause it was a set up.]. and i’m thinking ‘you’re assuming i’m straight’. i guess. idinno. i’d rather...
from wed.: ‘ so this whole my sexuality thing is hard for me to talk about. do people. that are um. on. i feel like it’s a bigger deal..........when a closeted lesbian comes out then when someone...
out but not proud. in 2017. got it.
from wed.: ‘ so. i don’t know. on fb people know i’m out. but i’m not...........really all that ok w/ my sexuality. i’m not really ok talking about that part. if someone’s out or if they’re not e...
the meeting. in 2017. got it.
so we had a house meeting on.......um Mon. er last Mon. it was ok i think oh i took part in a survey i liked that. and i. learned Marty’s birthday is May 28th. told him my opinions of um............
so like i said we went to micci's. in 2017. got it.
here’s something i don’t think we’ve heard about in awhile few months at least. my sister. well the last time well ok not the last time we got together was in feb. for her birthday dinner. so wel...
um. so.........my sister. in 2017. got it.
here’s something i don’t think we’ve heard about in awhile few months at least. my sister. well the last time [well ok not the last time we got together] was in feb. for her birthday dinner. so w...
please don't talk about me when i'm gone. or.....actually...... in 2017. got it.
well i’ve had a bit. [when haven’t i? yeah that seems to be my thing lately. anyway.]. no so on um. thurs. my mom was on the phone talking to my sister. and they were talking about my um. hygiene...
what the fuk happened? in 2018
um. btw i’ve had a bit so. um..........i’m. what the fuk happened this wk.? i feel like.........it was something of note.........this entry jumps around a bit. and takes awhile to get to the poin...
valerie stuff. in 2018
so. this isn’t new exactly just more of the same. um. so valerie. she’ll laugh at things that most people wouldn’t laugh at. and it’s not like offensive exactly [except for when she laughed at th...
well. color me baffled color me confused. in 2018
this is from my fb some of you might’ve seen it. this is also from..........tues.: ‘well. color me baffled. so last wk. when we were talking about it i could’ve sworn the lady said something abou...
so apparently i have dry eyes. in 2017. got it.
a lot of people do i think maybe. or else they wouldn’t have those commercials for that um. eye drop stuff........[.or at least they do. idinno i don’t watch tv on tv.]. anyway the eye dr. told m...
tbi and eye appt. in 2017. got it.
so like i said i had an eye appt. yesterday. er a vision appt. rather. ‘eye appt.’ wow. and yes that was partially on purpose. um. the biggest thing i was worried about was that they’d know about...
'hold still'. eye dr. appt. in 2017. got it.
this happened yesterday: yeah so i had an eye dr. appt. earlier today it went ok. um during one part i evidently kept moving and he’s ‘hold still’. um. i’m in a rm. w/ a guy i barely know. and. t...
from the 8th - the 14th in 2018
so the 8th was um. sun. so i did my laundry. mon. did valerie come? no.........no she didn’t. tues. i. yeah i went to the store. same w/ wed. maybe. i think. thurs. i went to my mom’s. right i ha...
so at wendy's today. in 2018
actually this is from yesterday: ‘ um. so at wendy’s today. i was sittin there eating my fries when this woman sits down at the booth next to me and just. like stares at me. i mean i know i’m a b...
i don't understand how people just like. do this. like be fluid and all. in 2018
So as someone w/ anxiety. I have to for example. take a minute to mentally prepare myself to answer the front door. or when I’m at the bank. I enter the bank go into their little lobby area by th...
skull fracture *Med.* in 2017. got it.
so a couple wks. ago [actually it was more then a couple wks. ago. it’s been.........uh..........8 wks. it happened the 19th of feb. so 2 months ago. anyway] i evidently fractured my skull a bit ...
so. I used to SI. *no details just thoughts. might Trigger* in 2018
‘SI’ being cut. ;ike. I’m ok talking about it. I’m ok admitting and being open about it. [being cutting.]. [depending, of course, on who i’m talking to.]. I’m not embarassed by my scars and I don...
of all the places to hit. TBI in 2017. got it.
of all the places to hit when i got my TBI a little over 3 months ago. i hit my brain stem. yeah and here’s the thing. apparently the brain stem controls breathing........yeah god. wow. that’s t...
of all the places to hit. TBI in 2017. got it.
of all the places to hit when i got my TBI a little over 3 months ago. i hit my brain stem. yeah and here’s the thing. apparently the brain stem controls breathing........yeah god. wow. that’s t...
omygod the heat thing. *Lady stuff* *Med.* TBI* in 2017. got it.
so this is from Wed.: ‘ omygod the heat thing. ever since...........what day’s it? wed. um yeah ever since maybe sun. or something i’ve had. the heat thing. [ok for those who don’t know what i’m ...
