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so like i said. my mom's show. in 2018
so like i said. my mom had a show on.......sat. the theme was when i grow up they have themes. among the songs were kiss the girl, children will listen, rainbow connection, reflection [from mulan...
um so recently. in 2018
um so recently. well we went out for my mom’s bday dinner again this time w/ dad there. we went to hillside it’s this steak place in cherry creek. it was nice i got mashed potatos. um. the design...
'redundant pasta'. and a fire drill. in 2017. got it.
so in my last entry i mentioned um. ‘redundant pasta’. well i’m one of those people to where. who. if i’m having like rice for dinner/other that night. then i won’t want to have rice during the d...
from the 13th - the 19th in 2017. got it.
um so. on the 13th which was sun. actually it was mother’s day. that’s a hard holiday for me. um anyway i did my laundry. on the 14th the following day. valerie i. didn’t, get together. on tues. ...
house meeting. in 2017. got it.
so like i said. we had a house meeting on..... the 1st. during which. i learned that Marty would no longer be working for Support the same co. the lady works for. well. he lasted almost 1 yr. 6 m...
so in my entry from the 8th revised the 15th i put: ‘ on um. thurs........ right there was a house meeting. then my mom & i went to best buy then panera and the store. yeah that was a long da...
mexican place. in 2018
in my entry from the 8th revised the 15th i put: ‘ same w/ sat. and on one of those days i think it was sat. actually. maybe my mom, sister & i all went out to lunch at a mexican place for my...
17 wks. in 2017. got it.
well. it’s been 17 wks. since i sustained my concussion. or. 4 months 1 wk.
well i either did or didn't. od. and other things. in 2018
so in my entry from.......the 17th quoting. an entry from. the 1st i state: ‘ ‘ since I uh. no actually it wasn’t due to my ED........i lost my uh ‘battle’, as i call it. well..........I. kindof....
setback funeral pot. in 2017. got it.
so i had a setback recently. last wk. TBI. and the wk. before that i found. well first i found a um plastic tube from a dispenary along w/ a light. and then a joint. thing. god i love pot. all 3 ...
i never expected to live past 29. in 2017. got it.
‘m 30 btw. bday’s in aug. so. no but um. i never. expected to live past 29. and yes bc of addictions and my eating disorder. i haven’t been diagnosed, w/......... well the only thing i’ve been d...
oh god........i didn’t even....... no that’s not entirely true. i knew. my mom’s cousin. he was a good guy. gay straight regardless he was. a good guy. and i’m just. i’m so. angry about it even ...
but i. of course i care. in 2017. got it.
this is from wed.: so. of course i care otherwise i wouldn’t’ve asked how he was doing w/ the breakup. [not my ex. someone else.]. [also tbh i was curious.]. how.......i....... and then to turn ...
um. so. *mentions s*x* in 2017. got it.
this is from tues.: so i. well i’ll call him a ‘friend’ of mine even though.........ok and i use that term loosely. anyway so he recently and i’m not sure how recently broke up w/ his girlfriend....
well. it's been almost 5 yrs. *talks of od no details* in 2018
from. may 1st: ‘ since I uh. no actually it wasn’t due to my ED........i lost my uh ‘battle’, as i call it. well..........I. kindof...........OD’d........ 5 yrs. ago. yeah............and f*****....
my sexuality isn't binary. in 2017. got it.
from. the 25th. again: ‘ke I understand the concept of. people having a problem w/ people who are. LGBTQ. but like. bc my sexuality isn’t binary i’m not going to suddenly wake up one day and be c...
i'm sorry but why is being gay trendy? um. wow. that's. in 2017. got it.
from. the 25th: ‘ or lesbian. or trans. cause. it shouldn’t be and. that’s, actually kindof offensive. and frankly insensitive and insulting. like why would i choose to be bi just. bc it’s trendy...
lifetime membership. oh. wow. *LGBTQ/rainbow in 2017. got it.
the 25th: ‘i got the rest of my life to figure this out. lifetime membership and all that. but god that fills me w/ a sense of panic. that’s. kindof intimidating and big. no. that is big. nothin ...
wow. that. did not feel good. in 2017. got it.
from the 25th; ‘ wow so apparently. i’ve felt bad over the last like. wk., or so. cause i wasn’t ok w/ being out and i’m still not completely. but. i’m bisexual. ok w/ it not ok w/ it. out gettin...
The Trevor Project. in 2017. got it.
the 24th: ‘ ok first of all. there should be something like that for adults. and secondly. i get it. yeah a reason so...........many gay [LGBTQ] teens k*ll themselves. is cause they’re not out fo...
a beautiful relationship w/ a woman. and a family. in 2017. got it.
the 24th: ‘ but maybe, we won’t have a family, or get married. i don’t know the future’s not here yet. i’m not even dating anyone. [yes. i put ‘anyone.]. but. i’d be open to that. [well. clearly...
from. the 24th: ‘ cause i’m not. completely straight. so for right now. i’m not one or the other i’m a f***n reese’s. and who doesn’t like those? so for tonight. i’ma own that. and later that mi...
from the 6th - the 12th in 2018
um so on the 6th which was sun. i. i was at my mom’s. on mon. i was still at my mom’s. oh yeah that’s the day valerie didn’t come. and i don’t check my email when i’m at my mom’s so i got to wast...
prejudice and bisexual in 2017. got it.
from. the 24th: ‘nailed it. from an article on wikihow: ‘ Be open and accept yourself. Sometimes when we feel threatened by prejudice or discrimination we can want to hide ourselves from the wor...
bisexual and rape. in 2017. got it.
from. the 24th: ‘ so. ok. [and no i wasn’t raped again. thank god. no um.]. ........ i, didn’t have a choice when, i was raped and. i don’t have a choice in, my sexuality. so i’m not a big fan o...
