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‘ yeah so he called about 3 hrs. ago. i was like ‘oh thank god’ as i was getting worried and i felt bad about the way we left things. and he’s like ‘what happened it’s been a crazy wk.’ he asks m...

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‘ we had a fight last night [midnight] into this morning [2 a.m.]. i think. maybe. [well we either did or didn’t]. no i mean i’m just so damn tired right now and have been that i don’t remember i...

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‘ So yesterday we were going to get together. which almost happened. well we’d planned between 1 and 3 as usual but when I called him at 1:10 he was rambling and not in a good place. and so i’m l...

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‘ So apparently while I was away he was in jail for 3 days. i forget why. um but someone took his phone so while I was away he called mine from a different phone. which means that mine works inte...

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so on the 9th which was sun. i did my laundry. on mon. valerie didn’t come. yes again as usual. um. tues. i went to the store. i think. yeah. wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i had my appt. then...

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‘ so evan & I are good we’ve been good for awhile. We haven’t had any fights in..........um............almost 3 months. the last one we had was Sept. 17th. well that seems like a long time to...

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‘ So, thanksgiving night. I learned about something horrible that happened to Evan. it didn’t happen that day..............I don’t know when it did, or where or how old he was. it’s similiar to w...

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‘ so evan & i. went on a date last........Wed. it was cute. We’re at my park and i’m like ‘well i want something to eat’ and I’m deciding betweenSstarbucks between Starbucks and Whole Foods ...

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‘ ok so. apparently he was in detox last night, again. He was there over the summer too. and I’m the one drinking too much. not by how many bottles [shooters i mean. not the normal size bottles. ...

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‘ so as i’ve mentioned once before evan has hep. he’s had it for awhile. um. .........[i’m drunk atm. again, so]. and he also drinks. at times. ya know one or the other it wouldn’t be so bad but ...

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‘ cause i have nothing else to blog about really. i’ll probably catch up tom. [sun.] as i do. anyway. So yeah evan news. well we unexpectedly got together on um. Wed. I was sitting in my park t...

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‘ ‘i can think of younger days’. that song’s stuck in my head now. i put the diana krall [love her] cover of it on a mix for someone. and then earlier looked up to see who did the original. the b...

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‘ yeah so tues. we talked a lot. well. i talked a lot i talk more than him. except for when he’s kissing me. yay. and he gives good hugs too i told him that while i was waiting in line. he liked ...

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‘ yeah so like i said tues. was good. like i said we met at whole foods. also like i said after we met at whole foods we went to my park. and sat on a bench. and so after awhile he’s like ‘do you...

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‘ so evan called yesterday. he still doesn’t have a phone. he called mon. too but i didn’t answer. he’d been drinking of course. at times he gets really sweet when he’s been drinking. and he was ...

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‘ evan & i. um we got together yesterday cause i went to my mom’s. he was better he tried not to be so depressed. idinno if he was trying for me or for him. or for both. but either way. he go...

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‘ it doesn’t equate. ok so on..........w/e night it was that he played the rape card. i texted him and brought up olivia and he. got upset. she’s his ex. he cares a lot about her. and he told me ...

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‘ so i dont know if this actually happened or not but it seems more likely that it did. so from what evan told me [btw he now has a phone] some guy he knew was badmouthing me. i think it might’ve...

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‘ we. well we didn’t talk today. or rather we haven’t. yet. um........i think he lost his new phone [again]. this seems to be a regular occurance. he does not have a good track record w/ phones. ...

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‘ he’s ok. well he’s better than he was last night. apparently what happened was he broke his phone and couldn’t get a new one untill today. yeah he called me almost an hr. ago [6:10 atm] and tol...

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‘ so the last thing evan said before hanging up was ‘i’m done’. and when he’s said that in the past he’s meant w/ everything. so i’ve called him. i’ve texted him and told him to please call or ...

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‘ we’re still better but. he spiked out today and i dont’ completely get why. he.........it was bigger than usual. he started out by talking about. no well i called him after he’d called me and h...

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‘ we’re better. um. after sending him angry texts last night [wed.]. well we talked about some things. and um. i asked him if i deserve to be defended. and he said i do. which is one of the thing...

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um so on sun. the 2nd i did my laundry. on mon. valerie didn’t come. as usual cause yes it is becoming ‘the usual’. on tues. - wed. i didn’t do anything. on thurs. i went to my mom’s. i. we went...

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‘ yes more on this. um. i’m at odds w/ him bc he’s not giving me exactly what i want. which is to. 1: agree w. me 2: tell me fuking verbatim that i don’t deserve to be treated this way. i’m refer...

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