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‘ right so in one of my recent entries i mentioned that ‘ so turns out. i’m possessive of my guy friends. [not that i actively outwardly show it, or anything]. um yeah. ‘ ‘. well and this was bro...


‘ ‘i just thought.that we’d be the main people in each other’s lives.........like in the past.3 yrs. or so he’s the last main friend i’ve had since. cause i don’t want to get to know people cause...


‘ um. so i did it. [no not that]. No so last night when evan calls [well actually he calls twice] I told him we didn’t need to fight that’s not what i want. that. i’d been thinking a lot about th...


‘ cause i can’t think of a better title. so, again. copied from my fb: ‘um. if a friend of mine isn’t someone i can at least introduce to my friend Mark and be ok w/ it then.apparently i’m not su...


‘ i was reading online [well that’s still reading. and actually i was reading fanfic if you must know though not my own. and on that note hey again if anyone wants to read my fanfic please note m...


‘ ‘maybe, after sept. it’ll be the last time he hurts me the last .....final.......cut as it were. idk though no promises. i never make promises cause i always end up breaking them. i feel like p...


‘ so i didn’t see evan yesterday. and nor did i see him today. er not like we’d planned anything so. and had he surprised me........well it’s not really a surprise if I know about it. but no i ju...


‘ while i’m trying to fend off a panic attack at 4:10 a.m. um wow ok. evan has this habit of.well as i call it ‘bringing me back down to earth’. he’s the only one who does that. but he’s the onl...


‘ so evan called. last night. from detox [again]. [i swear the situations he gets himself into[. which means he’s here thank god. i worry about him really. [not. like anyone’s protesting that, o...


‘ so i saw him.i think.maybe. well i either did or i didn’t. um yeah i was at whole foods on thurs. and yesterday too sitting by the window drinking my raspberry tea bottled when.he walked by.and...


‘ yeah so yesterday.i was at my mom’s [well.the area where my mom resides] and i was by my park and it’s 3:40 and.evan calls. well i didn’t know that untill my phone said i had a missed call. the...


‘ um so he called me at 2 this morning when i’d just woken up and was doing things. well apparently what happened fri. was. he was in detox and he wasn’t aware they were going to keep him for 5 d...


‘ well that’s not entirely true. and yes i’m awake at 11:20 in the morning for the first time in like ever.there’s more to this. um but anyway. no i meant nothing happened regarding evan & i....


September 26, 2018

from the 16th - the 22nd in 2018

so on the 16th. i did my laundry. on mon. i. didn’t do anything. on tues. i went to the store. on wed. i didn’t do anything. on thurs. i had a filling. done again. prior to that my mom i went to ...


‘ so he called this morning at 2:10.well actually he’s been calling me for awhile i just.don’t answer and that’s my own fault. so um anyway. ..........we might get together fri. but we’ll see. or...


‘ i actually have some this time. So he called this morning at 1.from detox. he was drunk. i was confused cause i’m like ‘wait..........but if you’re in detox then how.......are you drunk?’ and l...


‘ well i don’t have any just thoughts. it’s been a month since we last talked.like on the phone and 2 months since we last got together. um last month he was in denver...........it seems unusual ...


‘ Ya know up untill recently that um song lyric applied to me/us. great song though. [‘midnight train to georgia’]. ‘us’ being evan & i. The past few times I’ve been at my mom’s i haven’t lik...


‘ so he called me last night.from........um detox. when he said ‘i’ma read some books’ well he told me that before he told me he was in detox. i’m like ‘you should stop drinking like i have room ...


‘ so nothing happened Tues. well that’s not entirely true i saw a beautiful dog Tues. no i mean nothing happened Tues. regarding evan & i. so on Mon. when he calls he tells me he’ll try and s...


‘ so evan called ‘bout an hr. ago.yay. using his friend’s phone. he asked what i was doing tom. and i’m like ‘omygod you’re kidding me’. so we’re getting together between 2:30 and 3.tom. probably...


‘ so this is about evan. who btw i haven’t heard from least far as i’m aware. ok anyway so awhile ago ...........it was either some time before or after our last date.which was at whole foods th...


‘ evan.still hasn’t called me far as i know. [unless he has but my phone just sucks as half the time when people call it doesn’t go through.i don’t want to call the at&t people every time thi...


‘ well. I don’t really have any. or much i guess. We haven’t talked since the 26th. of last month. mainly cause he calls me at the most inopportune times. yeah people have a habit of doing that. ...


‘ so evan & i we’re ok. so apparently last night he almost got hit by cars. yeah no omyfukingod. so he was in the middle of the road and this guy pulled him out. it didn’t really hit me until...


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