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delayed entry. ‘ again. i don’t want advice. so um. well i was feeling better from my cavity er i mean my filling up till um. yesterday morning which was. um. tues. that’s right. and then the jaw...
delayed entry. ‘ although really i never want advice so. always remember that. uhm. so thurs. - sat. i was just. well nauseaus. turns out. when the nauseau stops the pain kicks in. i didn’t ask ...
so fillings. and please no advice. and thank you. from. sept. 22nd. in 2018
delayed entry. ‘ so firstoff. please no advice thank you. i’m a little too. not feeling well [sorry i know that didn’t make sense] to go on about this. but be here and send. whatever yall have th...
delayed entry. ‘ ug well. um like i mentioned i have a bruise on my right temple that i’ve had for about a wk. or so. or. i’v i’ve had it for longer. [idinno i didn’t check my bruises all summer...
ok so. i didn't, communicate. due to pressure. from. sept. 20th in 2018
delayed entry. ‘ no. ok so i. no i didn’t communicate to her. to. wait untill i got my own place to quit. yes bc i didn’t want the pressure. which apparently was more imperitive to me. not havin...
once again. this is a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ or. how i’m doing. sorry. i know i know. turn that record over lady. i’m slowly. starting to process this and understand why. no exactly. this feel...
ooh. tender. and today. and getting out. from. sept. 18th. in 2018
and again this is a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ ooh. i’m tender. i looked in the mirror and well that explains it. i either bruised my temple a. 1 - 2 wks. ago from the looks of things or 2. this i...
from the 7th - the 13th in 2018
so on the 7th i did my laundry. on the 8th which was mon. i. didn’t do anything now that people know the valerie news [ ‘the valerie news’ being that she quit] i can stop putting ‘valerie didn’t ...
ok again. a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ um. so here’s how i’m doing otherwise. well i had another setback the other day. it was i don’t know maybe sat. and i was blow drying my hair and i acciden...
so apparently i'm an inconvenience. and courage SU *no details of SU* sept. 18th in 2018
so again this is a bit of a delayed entry. one of these days i’ll post an actual entry. about um. the other stuff that’s happened since well june. [wow june that seems so far away. i like that so...
how i'm doing *swearing* from sept. 18th. in 2018
so this is from the 18th: ‘ i’m exactly where i should be w/ thinking she should’ve told me. they can’t fix me. [not regarding my sexuality. and well no as there’s nothing wrong w/ me to begin w/...
so this is from sept. 17th. which was almost a month ago. also btw yes i’ve talked to my psych. about it. before anyone says anything. so. ok: ‘ turns out. i don’t like being ghosted on. if i’ve...
um so. the 4th of last month i had 3 fillings. and then another one on the 20th. oh yeah so for the one on the 4th. after i had a hell, of a time eating a raspberry. and i just grew increasingly ...
hey. still here. in 2018
hi still here. so a lot [well maybe not ‘a lot’] but quite a few things have happened since i last wrote er blogged. um i’m. i’m doing ok no i really am. if i wasn’t i’d say i was doing alrite. t...
so i have news. london. in Evan
so. the day after thanksgiving to like dec. 1st. my mom & i are going to london for a wk. again. yay.
from the 30th - the 6th in 2018
so. the 30th which was sun. i did my laundry. mon. valerie didn’t come. again. as usual. um so i didn’t do anything. tues. i went out. i think. wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i didn’t do anyth...
it's 9.5 months in 2018
it’s been. 9.5. months since i sustained my concussion. apparently. 2.5 months short of a yr. wow.
evan news stuff in 2017. got it. jan. 8, 2018 in Evan
‘ so like i said i rain er ran i mean. yes i ran into evan almost a month ago at the store. there were hugs of course and he held me. a couple times he’s a really physical person. I forgot what i...
‘ yeah so i cried today. a bit. well actually i’m a pretty emotional person.i’m just not outward about it. but yeah like i said. i cried at almost 4 in the morning. 3:40.a bit for not for v. long...
i'm just lonely i guess. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 20, 2016 in Evan
‘ um. so i’m a really physical person. as is evan. i haven’t seen him in god 5 months short of a yr. in Nov. it’ll be. that’s not the longest we’ve gone. and lately..........and i’m kindof embar...
listening to adele and drinking. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 19, 2016 in Evan
‘ which i’m not btw. but i feel like i should be. but i won’t. cause of how private i am. and this house is big vertically but not really horizontally. this is the 2nd time i’ve said something ab...
i wanted him to be there. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 19, 2016 in Evan
‘ so almost 2 wks. ago now. well it will be on this coming fri. um it’ll be 2 wks. since i told evan my decision. and i was in tears when i told him. omygod. i[‘d also been feeling a panic attack...
from the 23rd - the 29th in 2018
um so on sun. which was the 23rd i did my laundry. and then mon. i didn’t do anything. tues. i went to the store. on um wed. i didn’t do anything. on thurs. i had my appt. then my mom & i wen...
um. evan stuff. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 19, 2016 in Evan
‘ so. it ocurred to me like.yesterday that the reason he’s in jail [again] is bc he broke probation or w/e it’s called. like oh......yeah........that’s right. and like before yesterday the other ...
it's like cutting. and regret. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 18, 2016 in Evan
‘ from my fb: ‘ya know. so i used to cut. i cut for 10 yrs. and haven’t in a little over 3. and right after i cut i’d regret it. and that’s how this feels. even though i’m doing the right thing. ...
