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that’s right i said it. i’m 31 now. [well actually i’ve been 31 since aug. 17.]. no but. i’ve heard that. for women in their 30’s. they lose well bone. ok well.........the last time i had x rays ...


so ok. overall i’ve been doing better, w/ my tooth um. health the health of my teeth. by well over the past wk. or so [well except for last night and tonight] i’ve actually been flossing. at wher...


November 14, 2018

um. sexual activity and. in 2018

so yesterday. at the dr.s. i got asked if i was sexually active. um no...........and no i’m not. oh right cause they were going to do an........you know one of those exams that ladies get that gu...


um so i don’t feel good. but what’s new there right? yes. right. um no like i mentioned i got my flu shot yesterday. and apparently i’m one of those people who deeply feels the. side effects of i...


November 13, 2018

well shit. fuk. 114. in 2018

so um. fuk it’s been a long day. um. long day. so i met. my new dr. Mary. she’s quiet seems sweet. she’s Hispanic maybe Mexican. [as opposed to from like. Latin America which is why i’m clarifyin...


November 13, 2018

um. in 2018

yeah so like i said. my sister had a key. and one night after i’d um. had a er. done rather. a bit of binge drinking. well i was in the closet like i said. [tehe i was in the closet. writes the s...


November 13, 2018

well. it's been 5 yrs. in 2018

long winded. and sounds to unbelieveable to well. be believed but it’s true. it happened. ok so. well. it’s been 5 yrs. since i ran away. yeah um. no one knows this about me [except for those wh...


November 12, 2018

well. it's been almost a yr. in 2018

well. it’s been almost a yr. since evan & i last talked. right cause the last time we talked was the last time we saw each other. which was dec. 11th or 12th when i got kicked out of um. that...


November 12, 2018

10.5 months. in 2018

well. it’s been 10.5 months since i sustained my concussion. actually a little over more. almost like 11 months. tues. it’ll be. 11. wow.


or, as i refer to him, my grandfather. [as he was the second husband of my. paternal grandmother.]. my grandfather. john. he was. he was just a wonderful guy so kind. and just. good. people. he w...


again said ‘nye-uh’. so.........idinno. the same issues i have w/ niya are the same issues i have w/ my psych. a. the advice thing and 2. the indirectness thing. oh so i told my psych. about the ...


um. i. forgot what the something else was. anyway so last sunday was daylight saving time. [and yes it’s saving, time not ‘savings’ time. it’s not a sale on daylight.]. um so i was so confused th...


November 07, 2018

um. in 2018

i’ve just not been motivated to write er blog lately. ya know when sometimes? that happens......yes. or to do much else really cause. depression yeah the past 3 days. well. i’ve had a long day t...


November 06, 2018

meetings. again. in 2018

yeah so i had a house meeting earlier today. we talked about the fire drill we had last wk. it was wed. it was halloween actually. i told them i was asleep during it which. actually isn’t true no...


‘ so at my mom’s choir event thing earlier. she & i were talking to a woman who apparently i’d already met. she just looked really different. this reminds me of when back in my bar days i wen...


October 31, 2018

other stuff. in 2018

so i’m on twitter as i’ve mentioned. actually i mentioned this back when we all thought the site was closing down. this site. btw my twitter SN is misslovely. um so that’s how i. well i looke lo...


October 30, 2018

meetings. in 2018

right so. the big meeting was on the 11th. oh i have big news. for the most part. the sharps restriction has been dropped. oh right. on fb for those of you who have my fb. anyway on fb i was extr...


October 30, 2018

halloween stuff. and meetings. in 2018

actually meetings will come in my next. entry. right so i won’t be writing er blogging the day of, halloween which is wed. cause reasons. [no cause i don’t blog on holidays.]. right so in an ent...


October 29, 2018

cabaret. and halloween stuff. in 2018

so in my last entry i mentioned that on the 6th. of um this month my mom i’d gone to her choir’s cabaret. thing it was so good. yeah we’re lookin at the programs before the show and my mom goes ‘...


so i didn’t blog last night cause cause. reasons. no well i didn’t blog cause i don’t usually blog on the days i get back from my mom’s. which i had. yesterday yeah i went there er was there thu...


October 29, 2018

i was wrong. in 2018

so apparently. she passed on the 25th not the 25th like i thought. still been 3 yrs. though well a little over. on the 25th it was.


October 25, 2018

it's been 3 yrs. in 2018

well. it’s been 3 yrs. since my paternal grandmother left us. died. idinno like. i don’t really miss her. she was difficult to get along w/ she drank a lot. [ok so she was an alcoholic. that’s no...


October 25, 2018

from the 14th - the 20th in 2018

so on the 14th which was sun. i did my laundry. it snowed. that was also the 14 yr. ann. of my first rape when i was 17. so i drank a lot. more then usual. um then on mon. i didn’t do anything. o...


October 24, 2018

a yr. in 2018

well it’s been a yr. since my mom’s dog stevie was sent to the great doghouse in the sky. via the vet. ........oh mr. stevie.........he was the best dog ever.


October 23, 2018

it's been 10 months. in 2018

well. it’s been 10 months since i sustained my concussion. wow. 2 months short of a yr. wow.


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