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well. it's been 1.5 yrs. in 2019
well. it’s been 1.5 yrs. since i sustained my concussion. actually a little over. 1.5 yrs. and 2 wks. so. 1 yr. and 7 months. so. almost 2 yrs.
ptsd. and rape. women's rights. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
um so. the reason. the whole London bus attack thing. [please go back a few entries to know what i’m talking about as i don’t feel like repeating myself. and hate being asked to do so] um. but ye...
coming out. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
so recently. in the span of. a night, or so. i’ve come out to.............5 people. on fb. it was last wk. or something maybe sat. um so i came out to chelsea this woman from new york i know from...
no not an actual unicorn. so my sister. is one of those people who when she’s physically hurt is public about it. i am not. like. when people look after themselves when something happens. i actua...
so. my sister’s um. judgemental. so fri. at lunch: my mom told us [my sister, dad & i] about the recent news story. in which. a lesbian had punched a police officer. that’s all i know. after ...
anorexia pt. 2 in 2019
um so like i said i eat a lot at my mom’s. pasta, avacados, burritos, mac cheese, cheese, fruit right now cherries. she i go to panera and every other wk. or something we all go out to eat. hummu...
growing up. it takes a village um. no. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
No when i was growing up. i grew up in the ‘90’s btw. it wasn’t ‘it takes a village to raise a child’. no. i’ve learned. never challenge my mom to a fight. and. i don’t. but no like my friends’ p...
sisters. relationships. mom's show. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
so for those who don’t know. i. don’t have much of a relationship w/ my sister. which i am ok w/. bc she, it seems, is too intense [in that she’s super nice] a person for me to have a relationshi...
anorexia. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
so this isn’t something i’ve talked about a lot, recently. [and now in other news. that doesn’t have to do w/ me being pissed off or dysfunctional or sad.]. um. i have anorexia. undiagnosed but y...
nutmeg pt. 2 in 2019
so in a recent entry i think the one before the last. i stated i’d done nutmeg 8 yrs. ago. right ok. but i didn’t say why i’d stopped. well. it didn’t really. ........... um. do, much for me anym...
from the 2nd - the 8th in 2019
sun. the 2nd i. did my laundry. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. thurs. i went to my mom’s. fri. i was at my mom’s. oh and sat. i was at my mom’s. bc her show was on sat.
so i used to do nutmeg. ‘do’ as in well. snort. it was 8 yrs. ago so. um but anyway what brought this up was. titus was talking about the bonfire incident and after. he went to the hospital of co...
perpetual nonbelief. nutmeg. kids. doesn't take a village. anorexia. in 2019
i don’t believe in. perpetuating the idea. that people aren’t self sufficient. back when i had my own apt. you wanted a plate get up and get it your damn self. i’m not going to do it for you. you...
so before i was 18 i didn’t do anything like. really stupid. i didn’t drink didn’t do drugs. i cut but i didn’t stop till i was 25. so it wasn’t like there was this division between. stupid thing...
dysfunction. having kids. mental disorders. in 2019
me having kids w/ my family history? yeah ok. that’s funny though. that’s. that’s funny. i mean no one’s asked me why i don’t have any but oh. wow. and the other thing about my mental disorders. ...
People are like “you should get a cat you love cats!”. yeah no that is a terrible idea for someone like me. yeah i also have depression so. no. i appreciate the thought but if i can’t even be res...
I have this fear I’ll turn out like my dad. ok let me clarify: he’s not a bad guy or anything. no it’s just. the first few times he heard about his mom’s drinking he denied it. and. he saw the br...
titus pt. 2. my paternal grandmother. in 2018
so in my last entry. i mentioned a lot i know. which is why. i’m going to divide it up. so. my paternal grandmother d. oct. 25, 2015. so like 4.5 yrs. ago? or a little over i guess something like...
titus. well fuk i'm dysfunctional. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD
so a couple wks. ago i started watching titus’ standup online. he’s pretty godamn hilarious for those who are into that kindof thing. and watching that helped me realise that omygod. i grew up in...
entry doesn’t start off v. articulate but then after a bit starts to make sense so. i might stop going on about this soon. unless i find another news story that like. um..........damnit. wow. sor...
LGBTQ rights. and also women's rights. London bus thing. in 2018
ok people. ok. about the London bus attack. Regardless of the women’s sexuality. No man. ever. ever has the right to hit, abuse, or in any other way. physically attack any woman. ever. No. You do...
how i'm doing w/ all of this. in 2018
not great. obviously. as much as i’m extending my words thoughts help to others right now..........those. in the LGBTQ+ comm. during this difficult time. ya know what? i. i’m having a really hard...
about the D.C Pride flag. destruction. ok a friend of Harvey Milk’s, Clift Baker, a guy from Kansas. openly gay activist b. 1951. i think my dad was born that yr. sorry anyway. [hey colorado’s ne...
i think that wishing someone a good birthday or holiday or w/e should become a thing. as well as a happy one. it’s a little unconventional but. ok. so yeah i’ma start that. Good Pride. and happy ...
stonewall, being conceited, history. women’s rights. parade for all, dr. king. setp up. dutch. owing patrons debt june 28, 1969. acceptance. i thought the Holocaust was over. but apparently not. ...
