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dec. 4, 2013. ED. in The Wonderland Years: 2013
'yeah so as put it got cold here. oh 'here' being Denver, CO. Before today we only got snow once and we usually get it a lot. This is the driest winter we've ever had. it'll prolly snow a lot in ...
dec. 5, 2013. ED. in The Wonderland Years: 2013
'um. so yeah. [wow interesting]. [well I guess they're not secrets once I've blogged about them]. some of the symptoms are coming back. mainly that I've been getting cuts [not noticeable cuts] du...
dec. 21, 2013. *E* in The Wonderland Years: 2013
'yeah so the reason I haven't blogged is bc I couldn't get onto FOD [this site] and at first I thought it was my internet cause the internet at my mom's is sucky but apparently other members of F...
dec. 29, 2013 in The Wonderland Years: 2013
'um yeah. I love dreams. like when-you're-asleep dreams. [as opposed to dreams as in goals]. I don't remember the last time I actually wanted, to go to sleep. I mean for the purpose of dreaming. ...
dec. 30, 2013 in The Wonderland Years: 2013
'Evan I mean. he's doin alrite. we didn't talk much or for long. he said the reason he hadn't called in 2 months was bc he had stuff to get done though i'm not sure what. um. he doesn't talk much...
feb. 11, 2013 in My ex.
'We broke up this weekend. When I'm ready, I'll answer everyone's questions about what exactly happened.''
feb. 16, 2013 in Entertainment: 2013, 2014
'So about 2 weeks ago now I saw Jekyll & Hyde w/ my mom. I'd looked up the story online so I knew it a bit. But I didn't realise the show's an adaptation. Untill I saw it.It was. well. it was...
feb. 21, 2013 in My ex.
'my god I'm up early. currently 7:20 a.m. I'm usually up between 9 and 22. er not 22, 11. 11.a.m.............wow. Anyways. Not that I slept well or for long. Sowhen he told me I was shocked for a...
Feb. 24th, 2013 in My ex.
'You know. We broke up because he didn't have time for me. He works a lot, 5 days a week probably about..........8 hrs a day. he works for TurboTaxbtw. when tax season is over he'll switch to App...
feb. 27, 2013 in My ex.
'I've learnt that. People make promises and try to keep them because at the time we've made them we think we can keep them. Untill something happens and we can't. never keep promises since I alwa...
so i'm not dead yet. [and now in other obvious news]. which honestly astounds me. it's really bizarre actually seriously thinking about the fact that we're all going to be some day. that there wo...
evan news again. we're ok. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so within the last hr. we talked. like um via phone. we're ok. he's sick again. I think he gets sick a lot cause of his hep. [oh. yeah. he has hep]. and so he has liver issues. [actually until I ...
yeah so as put. this is new. well actually it's not just been awhile since it happened. I know I should probably be feeling. uh emotions [I was almost going to put 'feelings' and be all redundan...
so. i'm really not that nice of a person. [and no that's not random]. everyone's like 'oh you're so nice and sweet'. well it's a good thing you don't know me that well. you're only seeing what yo...
we have problems a lot lately. yeah so last night we got to talking about my health issues [I need more electrolytes. yeah I knew that. I wasn't asking why something happened I was asking what. ...
oh 'he' being evan. yeah he feels the same way I do about the whole Pat.thing. only he's pushing me away bc he's scared of losing someone else which. well he's doing just that by pushing me away...
yeah evan just said that to me when we were on the phone and he was upset. which makes it sound like he doesn't care about me. even though I know he does. I texted him and was like wow that h...
yeah. i'm trying to replace Pat. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
Pat, for those who don't know, [I know I've mentioned this before but it's not mentioned often, so], was my best friend who passed almost a yr. and a half ago. I'll never have a friend like that...
well which I knew before. 60% of anorexics don't. I don't want to die. I have before. a month ago I wanted to. and that might change I don't know. I'm not ready to go. I have been before. And ...
evan, helpless again. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so for. awhile evan's been going through some stuff. I'm not too sure what since he's not that open a person. but this isn't about that. I don't do well when I can't er. 'fix', things. like...
evan, disheartened, hurt. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so. frankly i'm a bit disheartened. So, evan. we're. we're not as content as we could be. I think we're actually better when we're in each other's company than just like. talking on the pho...
helpless, in the words of neil young. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
well I have news. So ever since my roommate Christopher got back from the hospital he. well yesterday and today he hasn't been doing well. it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be honestly. Bu...
aurora mall, pet store in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so last Mon. Jessica [again she's my mentor] and I went to the Aurora Mall. being that I now live in. Aurora and have since March 4th. we've been there before but not in awhile. So we went ...
Susie in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
I've mentioned her before. So, my friend Susie. good friend of mine we've been friends for at least 10 yrs. met in middle school. She's awesome. We talked last......um Sun. which was a wk. ago. ...
so i'll write about this. 'this' being the reason I left my last house and my feelings on it and everything. well I didn't like. up and leave. I left involuntarily and unknowingly. yeah so appar...
