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'So at some point Sat. night we go back to my place. I don't remember what we did. um. I know we slept. Oh god. so the following day my sister phones me. We've just woken up. And so I tell her we...

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'>I was thinking about this yesterday morning while out. As put. Ok here's what I'm not talking about. as of late. The depression. The PTSD. The schizophrenia. The alcoholism. The anorexia. Th...

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'Ok so I'm a bit knackered. currently 8:10 a.m. I haven't had anything [weed/other] in 2 days. no wonder i'm stoked for tonight. yay.   So. I think. My perception of time lately is skewed. At 2 t...

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'As put. And no that's not how the weekend began. Yeah this weekend could've been better. Yeah so Saturday we [Max, James, myself and I think Jasmine] and I did a wake n bake. James & I were ...

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'his entry's a bit mixed up.   So, this morning after I wrote that entry I put my ankle in cold water for 20 mins. yeah.......that def. helped. So does putting this Bengay blue gel stuff I have, ...

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'Yes another one from me. So since 7:18 tonight [currently 9:10 p.m.] i've been doing nothing, w/ the exception of eating dinner [microwaved edamame w/ butter. yeah i could've had pasta or yeah i...

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'I got sick in between Sat. night and early [like, when-it's-still-dark early] Sun. morning.   Yeah this is kindof gross, just to warn ya.   Yeah so Sat. night [myself, James & the couple] al...

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'So, as mentioned this past weekend we didn't eat much. On Sat. Max grilled up some burgers [the man makes amazing burgers. my god] but James didn't want some bc he did not feel good. [if you're ...

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'And how my day's been. So bout 12 hrs ago [it's 3 now. this happened between 5 and 6 a.m.] my foot was killing me. dear god. I was almost in tears I was in so much pain. And I have a pretty high...

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'So, I've been really sleepy today. which is probably good since that way I don't feel as much pain um. that was really the main point. I slept better today than yesterday. and this weekend. I kn...

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'Ok so it's now 1:20 a.m. he didn't come by last night. Well he said he might depending on how he's feeling. Maybe tonight we'll see. If not then def. Fri. Yeah um...........considering that my f...

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'yes this again. So, my ankle isn't sore. well it hasn't been sore constantly just off and on. The bruises are though. when something bumps them. I can move it now. My foot's sore though. but, ag...

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'It's 5 a.m. here and I can't sleep. he's asleep. No I'm wide awake, actually. my sleeping schedule's been weird recently. got somethin on my mind. Um. Whenever someone else makes a mistake I'm a...

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'>So, as said. My ankle's better, for the most part. Still bruised, slightly sore. But I can move it. My foot's been sore. and aching. It was aching earlier. I slept weird this weekend. i'm no...

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'>I know I'm being melodramatic [I know. I'm being melodramatic. really?] about this whole quarterlife crisis thing. or.......possibly not. maybe? And I'm sorry. But......the thing is......you...

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'Yes we had another fight this weekend. Sunday. it wasn't even a real fight. By which I mean I didn't bite or otherwise physically hurt him. i'm workin on it. And now I'm legitimately angry. W/ h...

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'>......our latest.   fight, that is.   "It's like putting a penguin in florida" is what he told me about our last fight before this one. "it won't work". And that goes into my whole you-can't...

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'So clearly I'm in deep denial here. I've never wanted to believe it to begin w/. But lately I've been in this surreal dreamlike hazeshock about it. I mean the sex [i'm talking about the 2nd rpe ...

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'So. All my life I've been led to believe I 'should' be over all my various issued [depression, anxiety, my addictions, anorexia, schizophrenia, ptsd...........stuff w/ my mom, my sister, etc] by...

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'And yes I do mean SA as in Sex Abuse. not as in rpe. they're not really the same thing. Right and as put. *TW.   So this is fairly new.   So the other day I got triggered due to pot. I remembere...

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'.......vindictive. bc no that's my dept. On the whole. fight. thing. between the boyfriend and i. I was thinking about this earlier. and, now. He's a nice guy. a really nice guy. He doesn't mean...

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'>.......Child, Prince, Forest.   Might T not sure. for mention of SA. And slight TMI/slightly gross. A dream in 2, 3 parts.   So dreams are weird. and disturbing. and scary. well this one was...

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'>.......fukin angry.   Ok um wow. So this past weekend - by which I mean Sun. - this a.m. - could've been better. it wasn't great I'll be honest. Last night was good. and. there were some goo...

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'Ok so wow. I apparently fuked up. So I'm sure everyone remembers how angry I was w/ James. For what he said. Yeah apparently I'm wrong. As a friend very recently pointed out. Like I don't want m...

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'him w/ my soul.   and at the end of the day. he's still the person............   and, insanity. and all across the board.   So, I'm not perfect. well no clearly not. um. ...........................

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