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‘again’ cause for those who don’t know it happen a lot. so um idk. we’re both frustrated w/ the other. and i’m frustrated about the whole christopher thing so i’m projecting that onto evan and I ...
angerr. and powwer. ad purrpoe. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so like I said i’m at odds w/ jessica. so on fri. we were talking about the christopher thing. and she pointed out to me his side of things. ok here’s why I don’t/didn’t like that. A: I alre...
so as I’ve talked about. christopher’s not moving quickly. moving as in out of the house. cause again they have to find a place that can accommodate him. yeah well I don’t like waiting. I usually...
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so much happened and i don't rememberr a damn thing. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
omygod. yeah so I don’t know if I’ve blogged about this or not. evan and I are having issues [again]. I don’t trust Christopher. um i’m at odds w/ jessica. regarding the christopher situation. an...
flu weight dr. depreion in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so like I said I got my flu shot. I don’t normally get them. it’s not a bad plan. I got the flu like..........2? yrs ago. it was horrible. I don’t ever get that sick. so now i’m all super ad...
it seems like a lot's happened since the last time. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
I blogged I mean. which was um. i’m not sure but it wasn’t all that long ago. uh.........so thurs. I had a dr.’s appt. got a flu shot got my weight checked and she [‘she’ being the dr.] and I tal...
hair. ptd. coping. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so again like I said. Hannah think I have trich. which I don’t and never have. but anyway. she told me it’s a coping skill. yeah. and I never thought about it until she said it. but even tho...
nicole, chritopher in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so christopher. might be going to the hospital today. and he might not come back we don’t know. also Nicole is having an emergency procedure. today.
telling people. *SA* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so for the past 2 months really I’ve been telling people about the SA. not the details jut that it happened. I told Mark, I told a bar manager I told Pat’ brother. when I told Mark i’d told him I...
so here's where we're at/what happened in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so evan and I talked about it and apparently he was so drunk last night he doesn’t remember saying that. I asked him what he did say and he said he doesn’t know. I was hoping he’d know so that we...
I don’t want advice, or anything. I just want support. please. yeah so i’m 60 - 70% sure that last night while drunk evan threatened me. well except. there wasn’t a threat involved. no it sounded...
ok so here's what happened in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
I’m not sure if the entry showed or not but evan moved. yesterday, apparently. last night when he was drunk he called me and told me he wasn’t in CO he was in CA. [he’s from CA btw don’t know whi...
um. request. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
Please keep me in your thoughts even those of you who’ve never read an entry of mine prior to this one. Thank you.
yeah so evan moved in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
I jut found this out within the last hr. [currently 9:35 here atm]. he’s in CA he’ll be there 3 - 6 months. um wow. oh and Mark moved before Halloween. he’s in AZ. um. wow.
recovery? idinno maybe in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so last wk. I decided to start eating again. like consciously eating again. due to something Hannah brought up. I decided I was going to eat at least 2 things a day 1 being an actual meal. um. i’...
the thing i don't realise. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
is that he already is who I think he should be. evan I mean. I want him to be sweet and compassionate and he is. just not all the time. and I want him to be like that all the time. things aren’t ...
er visits, chipotle, snow, christopher in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so on fri. I went to the ER. ok so I went by the ER. it wasn’t for me. i’m still not clear on what happened. Jenn woke me up at 2:20 [p.m.] and said we’re going. so I got ready in 5 mins. i’m on...
introverts in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so i’m an introvert not sure if I’ve mentioned this or not. I mention this bc for Christopher’s bday get together which was Sat. we had his family over. i’d just gotten back from being out w/ jes...
so. evan news. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so evan’s angry w/ me. bc um. I have everything and I don’t utilize it. well he’s..........he’s not wrong. [I told him he was when he called me out on it cause it’s what I do and I don’t like bei...
um. wow. but i don't have it. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
yeah so I saw Hannah today. we talked about the fact that in the suitcase they found hair i’d kept and now bc of that and bc of the fact that Hannah never seen my hair. and based on what she lear...
gun shots. and yessterday. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
so yesterday wasn’t. um it wasn’t great. um............Christopher was being louder than usual throughout the whole day. we think he’s getting worse. had flashbacks during dinner. and also during...
so i talked to my sister today *E* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.
and now in other news. right so as put I talked to my sister today. she’s been in rehab since. like oct. 2nd or something for those uninformed. she’ll be there until dec. she has a friend laura w...
Now this isn’t something I talk about, A and 2: it’s not so much a problem for me cause we’ve always had enough. I’ve always had enough to be comfortable financially. so no I don’t know what it’s...
ya know. I don’t think I want to try today. I really don’t. I tried for 3 days [though I don’t feel I did]. i’m irritable. i’m short w/ people. i’m frustrated as hell. and uncomfortable. and i’m ...
