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i remember. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so. my stepgrandmother is [or was. well I guess she still is] Jewish. she has a sister who lives in Miami and apparently a brother I just learned Mon. I don’t know where he’s at. she escaped from...
um. it's weird. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my stepgrandmother was 90 [god my relatives live to be old. my maternal grandmother lived to be 90 she passed 4 yrs. ago next month and my. um. my dad’s mom will be 89, 90 in july. my mom’s dad’s...
so i have news in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
my paternal stepgrandmother passed.
precipice in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
‘it’s like i’m standing at a great precipice screaming and no one even looks up’ yes. I still love that movie. but sometimes. ya should let people see the precipice. and that’s..........well that...
good job. [sarcasm btw]. yeah. cause that’s exactly a healthy way to handle me. that’s exactly the right way to approach things. what the fuking hell. um so basically. i’m still here. in the pla...
i’m not good at. definitive statements. like ‘yeah i’ll do that’ or ‘no’. unless i’m stoned. like I probably won’t do it but i’ll give a v. committal ‘yes’. i’ll go ‘sometimes’ or ‘i’ll think abo...
so. still not feeling better. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
damnit. not to add insult to injury but yeah. pretty much what’s been happening. so my ankle. well it’s still not great but it’s better. I wrapped it recently using med. tape [it’s the only thing...
um. mentor news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so alexis had 2 people in mind that she knows of. er. I mean. 2 people to be my new mentor but it depends on their the amount of time they have. she.............well. again i’d rather know of som...
last official day. i'm sad now. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so today was my last official day w/ alexis. it was. it was good i’m just sad now.
so evan called. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ug. tomorrow. [er ‘tomorrow’. no I mean yesterday]. yesterday just wasn’t my day [currently 1:10 a.m. here]. currently spinning: natalie imbruglia’s ‘torn’. it’s the only song of hers I have actu...
worked so damn hard to get here in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
ya know. back before I saw that email. I believed I was pretty. and now I don’t. all I did was post a photo. like I wasn’t mean to this person I didn’t email them. or anything. so that’s the othe...
survey thingy in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
Do you like your first name? yeah [it’s ‘Anne’ btw said ‘Ann’]. i can see myself being named something else. not that i want that jus sayin. i can see myself being a ‘lily’, a ‘christine’, a ‘cla...
so, moving forward. alexis news. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so alexis said she’d talk to some people at her work and see if they’re available. well apparently my mom emailed steph. and now steph knows. so I guess that now amber and them are going to see i...
looking back there were signs in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
there always are. I um. w/ alexis I mean. she missed a wk. when she was out of town in.........prior to my going overseas. which is fine. people go out of town all the time and there’s nothing w...
I know this might not be a big thing to some and that’s ok but it is to me so please respect that. I just got told i’m unpretty via email. and that was the subject heading. so it’s not like it wa...
yeah I keep forgetting people work. I guess it’s cause I don’t. and Stephanie does but she doesn’t have to go anywhere to do so. same w/ my mom. evan still doesn’t. he uh. last time he did was a...
so. dexter, the mexican and dustin. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
So far my prospects are dexter [the guy from the philipines], a Mexican who moved to Denver when he was 5 and dustin the guy from. um. Wisconsin I think it was. the Mexican seems nice. and dusti...
well that's out in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
well i’m disappointed. looks like it won’t work out w/ the indian guy. damnit. cause he was the one I was the most interested in. yeah and I don’t fully get why either. I sent him an email in rep...
oh god what if it happens again in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
see thing is. I don’t know these guys from. anyone really. I mean yeah they can and do tell me about themselves via email and I already have.......um. 4 guys i’d get together w/ [though not all a...
dexter and the indian guy in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
like I mentioned earlier Dexter’s the guy from the phillipines who emailed me. he’s funny and seems nice but idinno. I don’t know if he’d take me seriously or not. well it’s not like when we even...
though I keep eluding to it. wow. thought I had. well I guess it’s cause I think about it so much that. I think I’ve written.........yeah. yeah so uh anyway. Christopher moved out yesterday. well...
the 3 potential prospects in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so I have 3 potential prospects for dating. one’s Dexter he’s from the phillipines. he seems sweet. actually his friend lilia saw my ad and replied to it for him. so I gave her my email to give t...
more news in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
so today alexis told me she won’t be my mentor anymore. it has to do w/ scheduling not me. um. wow. seems like a lot’s happened this wk. well a few big things. this, the Christopher thing, the da...
no I didn’t suddenly get married and then decide it wasn’t working since the last time I wrote. uh no. i’m referring to evan and I. we’re not separated [well I mean if I’ve never been marired the...
so in other news. this is about my mom. er rather this is about what happened um.........fri. evening. [not sure if I’ve written about this yet or not and if I have well here ya go a repeat]. yea...
