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In one week I will turn 34 and I am having a hard time dealing with it. I want to write a long entry and might in between the mounds of paperwork I have to do tomorrow. Today I helped with a ga...

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If you were in a friends with benefits relationship only because the other person said they didn't love you as more than a friend (meanwhile they have said they love you more than once and never ...

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So a funny anecdote about today. I was wearing capris and for some reason as the day went on they kept getting looser and looser as I stood up to get out of my car I thought oh my better be care...

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So even if you don't want to learn more I am still posting it and you can read or not read lol A - 33 will be 34 or June 7 B - bed size: full C - chore you hate: cleaning pretty much anything,...

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Last night I decided that what I need best is to be strong and be single and not worry about if I find love from a man. I am loved and it may not be the romantic kind of love, but loved just the...

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Why tell me this? Why when you'll do nothing and it means nothing because it isn't enough..."Relax Maria I love you as a friend and a little more and you know it xxx" No I didn't know it, I knew...

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Happy Easter to one and all. Whether you celebrate Easter or not take the time to be with family and friends and enjoy all the gifts that you have been given in this life. For me Easter is a re...

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On my drive home tonight, I was stopped at the tracks by a train coming through and there was a truck next to me. We were waiting to go up main street. The lights changed and a man decided to run...

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This was a design detail on the side of a building in Prague and I love that it looks like bugs.

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My title prb should be I am regressing. I find myself more and more isolating myself and becoming distant and disengaged. Part of me is doing this because I am feeling neglected by those who ar...

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I am feeling down today. I shouldn't be, but I am pretty sure this guy isn't interested in me anymore and well in general I am okay with it because I am pretty sure he wasn't the one, but it was...

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So the title is obvious I ended up having my first date with Don last night kinda last minute. Let me back up a bit. Don was the 43 year old I mentioned in the last entry who I met on ok cupid ...

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Just a bit of an update. First things first I did write good bye to my friend. I couldn't stand the thought of calling him and him not answering or writing and not hearing back, but I would've ...

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This is from a trail that follows the coast in Ogunquit, Maine a very beautiful small town in Maine.

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So I haven't written in a bit. I am still being positive and really enjoying it. I am trying not to tell people that I am doing it as a challenge because I don't want any recognition for it. I...

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Well I am done, aside from this, talking about the situation with my friend unless he ever contacts me again and then I will update with that, but I am mostly at peace with things. I told him al...

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I promise someday soon I will stop writing about this whole messed up situation. I say this because I don't want to have to think about it anymore, but until that day comes this is my place to v...

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So I had written a rough draft of the letter I sent to him and I am sharing it here so that I can get your opinions as to why it has caused him to not communicate with me. I am using X as I don't...

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This whole thing hurts way more than it should. I wish I had never sent the letter or package. The whole point was to express to someone how they are important to you because we never know when...

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So those of you reading lately know of the situation where my friend did something stupid that crossed the line of friendship and I wasn't all that bothered by it cause I've liked him and hoped m...

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I really need to stop believing in people who don't deserve it. As one of my readers told me I can't let others define my self worth or bring me down and lately that is all I am letting happen t...

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Sometimes you just need to hear that you are loved, that you are appreciated, that you are cared for not for what you can give someone, but just because you are who you are. I am feeling that I ...

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This was taken on my 4th trip to Germany. I went that time to visit two friends.

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This was taken in San Diego in 2002 on my spring break trip of my senior year in college.

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