Always Laughing
I am a work in progress who loves to travel and make people laugh.
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Mom in Torridaussity Two
My mom is in the ER for the 5th time this month. She can’t handle the pain that her back is causing her and her surgery has been canceled for Tuesday because of some irregularity in her EKG. Pl...
roller coaster life in Torridaussity Two
The past few weeks have been insane. First off my grandfather was in the hospital because he was bleeding from his colon and they couldn’t find the source and they still don’t know what caused i...
Strange Dream in Torridaussity Two
I know I need to do a proper update, but this comes first. I dreamt last night that I was out with my friends and we were painting the town red and we all got tattoos and I hated mine and wished...
Sunset in Favorite Pictures
This picture is from my recent vacation to Atlantic City. My friend chartered a private sailboat for us and we were out in the bay as the sunset, it was phenomenal.
Quickie in Torridaussity Two
I am going to do a longer entry, but I just got back from vacation and had a blast. Did some, gambling and won some money, shopped, ate, sun bathed, and hung out with my college besties. Here i...
Life in Torridaussity Two
I am leaving for vacation on Saturday and can't wait to go. I am dealing with the stress of my mom, now my dad as well because he fell and damaged his already bad knee, my romantic life (I will ...
Mom's Home in Torridaussity Two
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, my mom went home a few hours ago. They say it isn't her heart and it is probably a pinched nerve from all the issues with her spine. I am relieved t...
Not liking phone calls... in Torridaussity Two
My dad called and left me a message to call him and I could tell by his tone of voice something was wrong. I called him back asap and I was right, my mother is in the hospital with a potential h...
My painting in Torridaussity Two
Here is the piece from my art class tonight.
Better in Torridaussity Two
I am not going to lie, even before my grandma's passing I was in a funk, and slipped farther into one after it. I was letting my housework go, not caring what I ate, isolating myself, and just b...
Weeping in Torridaussity Two
I describe my night as being a weepy one. I only worked a half day today and have relaxed the rest of the day which was nice because last week was so tough and although I had a little time off, ...
Stormy night in Favorite Pictures
This was taken by me as a storm was rolling in this summer. I loved the clouds in it.
Happier News in Torridaussity Two
I am not allowed to have pets where I live, but I have a small yard outside my apartment and a bunny comes frequently to visit me and there are also lots of birds. I pretend the bunny is mine an...
The next step in Torridaussity Two
Well the service was beautiful today. We said all our final good byes and I know we will all see her again in heaven one day. I was so touched by my friends and surprised as well. Two years ag...
Last official part of grieving process to come in Torridaussity Two
Today there was a hiatus in the "official grieving process" due to the holiday and it being a week day. Tomorrow will be my grandmother's memorial service at her church. One hour prior to the s...
R.I.P. in Torridaussity Two
Today we laid to rest my beautiful amazing grandmother. A little history here about my family...this grandmother was really my great aunt, but also the foster mother to my dad since he was 10 an...
Drowning in Torridaussity Two
The death of my grandmother has released the damn of everything that I have been holding in. I feel like I am drowning and I can't rescue myself, but the ironic thing is I am the only one who ca...
Shattered in Torridaussity Two
At around 9 pm tonight, heaven received another angel. At shortly after 10 pm my world was shattered when my parents called to tell me my grandmother had passed away. Something so unexpected al...
Time for a real update in Torridaussity Two
So summer has begun which means school is out and my hours were dropped from 45-30 a week. Now I do like having more time for myself, but the pay drop really makes things tough during July and A...
Yes I Can in Favorite Pictures
On my birthday a few years ago we all headed into Pittsburgh to celebrate at the Hofbrauhaus there. After that we went to the Irish pub across the street and for the first time ever trying I did...
want to scream in Torridaussity Two
I just want to scream sometimes when it comes to the men in my life and how I let myself be treated...no worries not talking abuse or anything like that just that I accept less than what I deserv...
Before and after the haircut in Torridaussity Two
So as I had stated I for my birthday was having a bit of pampering and trying to make my outside match how I feel on the inside. I grow my hair long and 3 times in the past have cut it off to do...
Birthday almost complete in Favorite Pictures
Well I have about 4 minutes left of my birthday. I had a nice day and am truly blessed with wonderful friends. I had lunch with friends, went and had a pedicure, then had dinner with friends as...
Last minutes of being 33 in Torridaussity Two
So my 33rd year is drawing to a close and well there were a lot of highs and some lows this past year. I hope and pray that my 34th year will be better and brighter. I hope to find love, to be...
My brother and I in Favorite Pictures
This was my throw back Thursday picture on Facebook this week. I was 2 and my brother was almost 7. Gotta love the 80's. I was so adorable then, what happened to me?