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With tongue in cheek, I say I used to fear nuclear war. As soon as I learned about it as a child about the time of the Cuban missile crisis, I feared it, I looked for it. I expected it but so fa...

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Unease I have felt a growing anxiety that until tonight I was not able to understand. Now I do understand it’s all about politics. I have become terrified of somehow Trump winning the election....

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Birds. A couple days ago I was late getting up and as I was in the bathroom, I heard a rush of wings and air, and both of my birds were in the bathroom. Buddy usually does not go to this part of...

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I realized a very sad thing today: when I see an image or a piece of art, I can no longer trust it to be real. Often when I see a photograph, I do not trust it. There is so much bakery so much u...

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https://bbc.com/reel/video/p0jw4jrg/how-to-reset-your-brain-with-your-breath

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Today I’ve realized that I feel something that’s rare for me to admit to feeling: loneliness. I’ve been alone most of my adult life. I was married for four years and I had girlfriends off and o...

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I used to think it’s funny that old people slept so damn much when they were retired. I realize now that being an old person that likes to sleep so much to nap so much it’s because we spent so m...

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https://www.reddit.com/r/BeAmazed/comments/1fzlook/the_storm_surge_for_hurricane_milton_is_expected/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=sh...

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Today I wore long pants for the first time in months. It felt strange at first, and I noticed my pants came on easier than months ago due to lost weight. It felt very good. It’s nice to see the ...

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https://www.reddit.com/r/Damnthatsinteresting/comments/1fyyc4y/this_video_shows_the_differences_between_a/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_cont...

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Teeth I think there is something genetic about my teeth that makes them weak or decay faster than others. Everyone in my family has teeth problems. I seem to have the worst. Currently, I have ...

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Buddy the badass yellow conure came down and perched near my right shoulder. He used to ignore me being the arrogant shit he can be. Lately he see’s I can be useful. Keeping his ass fed, for one...

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Today I filled out the absentee ballot, and I put it in the mail. I think I did it all OK I just hope that nothing is wrong with the mailbox or that some kids have not damaged it. I feel my one ...

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In my previous entry, I posted a video of the branch toy I have made for my birds. I reflect on the feeling of doing it and it makes me see that doing unconditionally. Something good for another...

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This mass of branches in living room idea took off mildly anxious never having done such a bizarre thing before but wisely I thought about it for months. I had a pile of branches in my spare roo...

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They may never use it but I had fun making it. I like to use tree branches due to the natural feel for the birds. https://youtube.com/shorts/uWj_xj-CxeQ

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I started to watch the vice presidential candidates debate, but it was upsetting to my stomach so wisely I quit. I think my oldest brother is a very lonely person. He lives alone in the house....

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When the sun goes down, my birds will often sit on my shoulder and chest. Even Buddy the Biter. So far he only bleeds my fingers. I had a nice one-way chat with him tonight. I better be careful ...

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For the first time in my life, I have become passionate about politics because in this next US election I do believe it will be a matter of democracy or fascism. Day after day, I look at YouTub...

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It’s not always bad news. I told myself that many times. I’m a news junkie and go through much news each day. It doesn’t depress me because I know the world is not all bad news. It’s just what i...

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https://youtube.com/shorts/06Ah-8jjHBE https://www.facebook.com/share/v/g39acU5XWTji1mZX/

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