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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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Hello World, I'm a Dumbass. in In My World
Guess what I’ve been doing for the last half an hour? Reading old files on my computer. I knew what I was going to find but I needed to remember who I was then…And I found a file I don’t remember...
If my armor breaks, I'll fuse it back together. in In My World
I promised you that I would tell you everything and I promised you that I’d write tonight so here goes… 2017 was an absolutely awful year for me. Like… the worst year of my life bad. I got to the...
November 11th, 2017 in In My World
We made it. 4 years. I love you so fucking much. I wish I could write more but right now I’m drawing a blank. I love you, I love you, I love you. I’m so happy we made it this far. You’re the ...
I'll keep it to the positive for now. in In My World
Today I will work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I will ...
Power in Words in In My World
I realized something the other night that I’ve been really wanting to tell everyone but frankly, no one understands the gravity of my words: I CAN WRITE AGAIN. I wrote in my previous entry about ...
I Don't Know About You, but I Hated 22 in In My World
[Originally from Facebook] As today comes to a close, I have been thinking about this past year and everything that’s happened. 22 was the absolute worst year of my life so far, by a landslide. ...
You are goddamned Deadpool in In My World
I know that you’re hurting and I know how weak you feel. I know that you’re tired and it’s been a long and difficult path up until now. I know that things suck and that sometimes you feel like gi...
I hate whining but sometimes it helps...I guess. in In My World
Prepare for some woe-is-me bullshit. I had a bad day and I just want to tell someone. I want out of my own head. First a little update. I’m still here. Fall break for school is Monday and Tuesda...
October 2, 2016 in In My World
Finally on my laptop again with time to type and yet I’m sitting here with nothing to write about that’s come to mind. I want to write but at this point I’m just so stressed out and tired that I ...
April 26, 2013 in In My World
It’s been 3 years today. I’m tired and I want to cry. I can’t really talk to anyone abut this because frankly boyfriend is the only one who cares and he’s working tonight. No one else really tal...
"Summer" nights. in In My World
The weather has been so nice the last few days. It’s such a good feeling. I’m laying here and all the windows are opened. There’s a cool breeze blowing through the window and all I’d need is a li...
Don't you want to stay here a little while? in In My World
I haven’t been on my laptop since January and typing on an iPad is really annoying. Boyfriend got it from a family friend but he lets me hold on to it. I’m still here.
March 10, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I’ll go back and add as many days as I can remember tomorrow or something but I’m going to start with today. Boyfriend and I played viva piñata today for a long while this morning. Someone logged...
January 11, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I played fallout for about 20 minutes. I mostly just texted boyfriend and payed on the couch today. I forgot to mention in yesterday’s entry that Texas is doing fine. Eating well again. We took L...
January 10, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I watched the outsiders with boyfriends mom and dad this morning. I’d never seen it before. I went to play ark after. Boyfriend got home from work and he his dad and Hunter went to work on the je...
January 9, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I got up at 11 again today. It’s Codi’s birthday. I went to ark immediately because I was alone. I thought I was home alone until Codi came in at almost 1. I had the game paused and I was playing...
January 8, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I got up late today. Almost 11 which is odd when I sleep at Boyfriend’s. I got up and pretty much went straight for ark. His dad was up and I still don’t really know how to talk to him. He’s not ...
January 7, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
Got home around noon. Momo hung out a while then left. Boyfriend came around 3. I bathed the dogs while he worked on the wheelchair for little bear. I hatched a shiny Fennekin by accident and ju...
January 6, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
The night was uneventful. We ate spaghetti. Tried weird Asian juice and egg nog. I discovered 99 Apple. I like. I told Gina a secret. I spent a while ranting about Cindel but Momo has this wonder...
January 5, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I slept until almost one and then napped at 6-8ish. I did basically nothing else today. Texted boyfriend and played some pokemon. We had beef stew for dinner. I don’t know what else to report fo...
January 4, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I coughed so hard I gagged…twice this morning. It hurt so bad I was in tears in a desperate scramble to get some water. Funny how boyfriend’s little brother didn’t notice…too wrapped up in the ga...
January 3, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
Today I hung out with Codi, Ethel, Lizzie, Steven, Hunter and Boyfriend. We played Jackbox.tv games for a long while and just hung out and talked. It was nice and then it was annoying but all in ...
January 2, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I’m still sick. Played Ark: Survival Evolved for a while. Hung out with boyfriend. Took a nap. Didn’t do much. My chest feels full and my head hurts. I think it’s bed time. Maybe I’ll give these...
January 1, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
The Branford Fryers were at my house last night. Boyfriend and I made it back to his house 10 minutes before the ball dropped exactly. Lizzie, Steven, Ethel, Codi and I played fuck, marry, kill a...
Christmas Eve, Eve in In My World
I’m trying to make Boyfriend’s present impossible to open…so far I have layers of ducttape on a small box in a bigger box with more tape. I’m doing opposite facing grocery bags now and tying them...
