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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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12/20/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Work was mostly good today, fun. I was irritated that one of our kids came in at 11 with no warning. This 6 month old that we have can’t roll, can’t hold a bottle, still moves his hands and arms...
12/19/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Finally got my period after almost a week and a half of symptoms. I haven’t felt all that great the past couple days in general but today was just uncomfortable all around. Work was fine, I was ...
12/18/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Today wasn’t bad, It went by in a blur. I finished my audiobook on the way home and I have a lot of big heavy feelings about it. I can’t explain but this book…these books....They just hit differ...
12/17/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
One left with a fever,. the other left throwing up. It’s gonna be a week.
12/16/24 in In My World
I’ve never in my life ever seen a baby get a nose bleed until today. So, there’s that. Today was good for the most part Co-Teacher and I spent time talking about budgets and helping each other s...
12/15/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Repeat of yesterday, coral island with zero breaks.
12/14/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
I played Coral Island literally all day. Much needed lazy day
12/13/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Low number day after a while. I’ll write more about it tomorrow, this is just a quick I don’t want to mess up the streak I’ve got going on entry. Work dinner after work today, secret santa, et...
12/12/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Today was good. I got a lot of cuddle time and fun with the littles. It went by in a blur. been playing Coral island again, still. I’m almost at the end of year 1. I don’t have anything notabl...
12/11/24 in An Entry A Day 2024
Work was productive. I fucked up the santa door though and we had to re do it, I was very sad about that. Coteacher wasnt super mad but I’m sure she was more annoyed than she let on. Tiny Baby w...
12/10/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
Work wasn’t bad. Nothing really notable. I got some cleaning done. I got labels made for tomorrow. I’m just tired as always. Got most of my secret santa stuff done I’ve been playing Coral Islan...
12/9/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
I’m so tired. I just want to sleep for like 3 solid days. Boss was bitchy again. I got to work late because traffic was hellish. Gonna try to leave early tomorrow. Maybe. I wish I had real energ...
12/8/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
We napped until 1 something, hung out in bed, then went to our friend’s bowling party. We went to texas rode house after. Overall it was good, got to reconnect with an old friend that I’m still ...
12/7/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
We napped most of the day and then went to the work Christmas party. I have a headache but it was a lot of fun. We got cookout on the way home. I’ve been playing Coral Island since yesterday. I’...
12/6/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
Today was good. Low numbers, no screaming, got some stuff done. K held his bottle all on his own for the first time. Like actually on his own, not propped. Coteacher did a few kids hair, I got p...
12/5/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
Coteacher came back today. We had an observation. One woke up everyone at nap again. Overall not a bad day. I still need K to hold his bottle and T left with a high fever. Dad said he was fine a...
12/4/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
Spent forever stuck behind an accident this morning. Got to work 20 minutes late. Was by myself all day again. Wasn’t too bad until nap time. One kid screamed and woke up the two littlest ones. ...
12/3/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
Today was okay. I hate being by myself all morning; I really do. 5 babies is a whole goddamned lot for one person for hours. My two littles didn’t nap but overall it wasn’t a bad day. I’m tired,...
12/2/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
JJ left this morning. He made me a bagel while I was getting ready, put my lunch in my car, and made sure I had everything I needed. Literal definition of “If he wanted to, he would.” I’m impati...
2/13/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
I cleaned Bloops’s litterbox and cleaned up their wet, soggy, gross food. took grandma to the dollar store. Went to lowes and walmart with mom. I bought myself a sabertooth plushie. I didn’t work...
2/7/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
An entry a day–The I haven’t written in over a month edition. January went by in a flash and hella slow all at the same time. I had covid a couple weeks ago after having it in August. I feel a w...
1/3/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
I’ve been very tired. Tired and just not really feeling like existing today. Work wasn’t bad but I feel like I was a little checked out. Napped after dinner again but this time on purpose. So muc...
1/2/2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
I slept like absolute dog shit last night. It was after 1:30 when I finally fell asleep, I was up for about 40 minutes in the 3:00 hour and I woke up at 5. Fuuuuuck this. Work wasn’t too bad tod...
January 1, 2024 in An Entry A Day 2024
I spent my new years eve opening cards with my mom and brother and we were laughing it up saying which cards were each other. We went to bed around 1:30 I think. I woke up around 12:30. I went an...
12/26/2023 in In My World
I did something monumentally important to me today. Something I’ve worked really hard for and something I’ve wanted for such a long time. Something I failed at once but kept working because I kne...