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Light is the left hand of darkness and darkness the right hand of light. Two are one, life and death, lying together like lovers in kemmer, like hands joined together, like the end and the way.

Ursula Le Guin, The Lefthand of Darkness

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1) my mom is cancer free! And getting better fast! I can’t even fully express how thankful I am that my family is closing the book on that chapter and getting back to something like normal life. ...


May 26, 2015

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Guys I am getting married in 2.5 months what??!


February 27, 2015

Rambling in The Daily (2014)

Mom is only in her second week of radiation and the effects are already pretty brutal. She can hardly eat because the pain in her throat is so bad. She is already on morphine. And she still has t...


October 18, 2014

cancer in The Daily (2014)

sorry for fucking off for a while. I’ve had a lot going on in my life that I am trying to sift through. Not going to write about all of it because I hate writing catch up posts. My mom was diagn...


quick entry because I am wanting to get an early bed and shit if stressful. for those of you I don't have on facebook, Liz and I are potentially facing having to move again. Our landlord has pro...


August 06, 2014

Belize :) in The Daily (2014)

so, I didn't make the time to write about my trip right when I got home, but I figure I should now! I have other stuff to write about as well, but figure that Belize should have it's own entry. ...


Almost all of my posts are for friend's only. If you are interested in reading them, leave me a note :)


haven't written in a while, and I've been terrible about noting- though I have been reading a bit when I can find time! I've just been so busy. Work is going well. I didn't get the coaching pos...


This girl!


The real action is one entry back in the friends only book. But, I have gotten two of my final grades back… an A- in my Oral history Practicum and (unsurprisingly) a C- in Math 190…. I am not su...


I am feeling really frustrated today. I am frustrated with my group member for my oral history project. I did three interviews, each an hour in length, and I produced thorough summary transcript...


Mulling over some thoughts regarding the death of Fred Phelps and the reactions I have seen so far online to it. The Phelps family and their (small) church is very easy to hate. But, what does ...


So, I think I realized something that is a serious exacerbating factor in my anxiety: sugar consumption. Over the last few months or so I had been feeling quite a bit better in terms of fatigue. ...


Short short update from my phone because it looks like my computer may have kicked the bucket. My brother is in town so I met him today on campus where he was working on a work project. Going t...


So, I don't have full post right now, but something kind of neat happened that I thought I would share. We were heading back from the grocery store, and as we were heading to get on the bus, a...


Today was my math exam. I think I passed but not by a great margin. It is only worth 10% though. I can bounce back. Not too much other than this. Today was tiring. I don't even know if I can fu...


I've already posted once today. But I am anxious. So I am posting again. This is very frustrating because my anxiety has really been under control for quite a while. I was feeling moderately in...


February 01, 2014

The Cabin *Edit* in The Daily (2014)

Well, onto cold day two. This really sucks. It took me about 3 times as long as it should have to finish my math assignment because I still have slow sick brain and my throat is so sore. Then, I ...


I don't know if I mentioned this in any of my previous entries but I am currently enrolled in an Oral History practicum. I'm working with another girl in the class on a project interviewing membe...


I don't know what is up with me lately. How can I be so suspended between so many different feelings? Yesterday I met Katie while I was studying for a cup of tea that turned into 4 hours of conve...


I figured I should give you all an update so you don't think I went and offed myself, har har (terrible joke.) I am doing better. A bit. I just got started on Wellbutrin annnnd adjusting has bee...


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